𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 | 𝐒.𝐒

Well I've got to admit it Snape is sarcastic as hell, and guess what ?

I LIKE THAT SHIT .

However it's hard to stop yourself from laughing at something that a TEWLVE year old SHOULDN'T understand :>

As soon as I finished my breakfast I decided to go back to my dorm as to make sure to flip every book I have around so I get to know how's this gonna be .

So here I am, sitting on my bed with the books around a bored me flipping through them .

Damn I already know all of this shit, DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK AT THE BOOKS he said huh ? what's with you Snape ? ok I take this as a sign he's my new target, got this ?

First step : break down his walls, jee this one is always the worst but hey I've done this before with others right ? well ... NOT as a 12 year old girl damn -

well enough I'm not gonna bother myself, we're just starting right ? chill n/n

Now I guess I can roam around right ?

I got up from my bead already knowing my destination

The library, Heck yes I'mma nerd :^ wait how many hours did I stay in here ?

shoot me IS THAT THE SUNٍُSET ? merlin ...

should I go to the library at such hour ?

I mean I don't mind but is there like a supposed time for it ? , I guess I can see as soon as I reach there I won't lose anything if I checked .

Let's see now I think Snape said :

" this is the library you'll need to memorize this path you're gonna use it a lot -"

" Yes , I like reading actually . "

" you'll be assigned with researches and work to do for your classes miss l/n, or you thought that you'll be free to do anything you want ? this isn't your little orphanage . "

Little you do know Snape

" You don't have to remind me about the orphanage, and I'm capable of doing my assignments perfectly and doing whatever I want . "

" Oh really ? " he said while looking at me, Do I see a challenging look ?

" Yes . " I answered confidently even though his gaze isn't the most comfortable thing to have stuck on me now -

He gave a little laugh with a clear mocking look .

" I mean this professor . " I said once again trying to look as confident as possible , as he looked at me .

" You wanna challenge me sir ? "

" Don't even try l/n , you won't be able to handle it . "

" What if I can ? " I said pushing his buttons even more I wanna see how far can I go .

" fine, If you can hold yourself and get outstanding through the entire year I'll let you choose some books from my personal library to read . "

" what's outstanding ? "

" It's the highest grade that you can have . "

" deal . " I was about to shake his hand that's when he said

" But, If you don't you'll be standing in front of the entire school by the beginning of the year to admit that you failed, deal ? "

"Deal . " I said as I shook hands with him holding our eye contact to show him how confident I am .

" now, see this ? " he said while pointing to a section and carried on saying :

" This is called the restricted section, No students are allowed in here unless they have a permission from one of the professors ."

" why is that ? "

" A lot of things aren't supposed to be known yet , they must exist . "

" I can't understand if it's not supposed to be known then it shouldn't be here right ? "

" Somethings can't be told to first years . "

" Why ? "

" Cause they're just as annoying as you, now come along . " he said and started to walk out .

" This isn't really an answer . "

" Indeed , Hurry up . "

Damn you sir ..

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Yes looks like I remember this one too .

A bit of time skipping here : >

Snape's pov :

" It's dinner Severus and she didn't come out . " said Albus looking at me waiting for my reply

" She came for breakfast Albus , She knows the way . "

" You haven't checked on her ? " said Minerva

Very well now I'm gonna babysit a student because she's an orphan

" Oh yes I forgot, I need to check up every 2 hours and test the the temperature of the milk on the back of my hand before giving it to her right ? I'm her PROFESSOR FOR MERLIN'S SAKE NOT HER NANNY !!! "

" calm down Severus, Minerva just means that she's all alone and since you're her head of hou- " said Filuis .

" I can't recall anything that says I should babysit orphan students when I took my position ?! "

" I don't think that I asked for such action professor . "

There she is keeping her head up while talking, What kind of children that is such a fan of eye contact ?

she turned her head to look at Albus

" I'm no baby that should have a lookout sir . " she paused and looked at me to continue,

" and being an orphan when I last checked doesn't affect my brain cells, with all due respect sir, I don't wanna cause any problems ."

For the love of merlin what's y/n ??? they should call you Lilith for having the power of talking back like this ,she said that and turned out to leave .

" Miss l/n aren't you going to eat ? "

" Not anymore as I think sir, Good day . "

As she left they all turned to look at me .

" Do you reckon wh-- "

that's it I'm leaving .

I got up from my seat and headed out .

Have they all gone mad ? since when do we check on students ?? It's all because of Albus's brilliant mind merlin what could've happened if you just brought her with other students at the beginning of the bloody year ????

And what else do they want me to go and apologize I certainly DIDN'T say anything wrong , I mean .. what now Severus you did nothing wrong looking after the girl isn't a part of your job.. well ?? clearly an orphan won't be a happy to be reminded of it every 5 seconds and that's what you've done - What is that are you feeling guilty from saying facts, I mean it's the truth she must accept it , yes but this doesn't mean that's a thing to talk about Severus -

God NO no inner fights now I've had enough for the past couple of days,

Isn't this what you deserve to have for what you've done ?

I'm trying with all I can to fix it !

well you're not trying enough !!

" SHUT UP JUST SHUT UP !!! " wait where am I ? this isn't the dungeons

" pinky promise "

there's someone here ?

" that you'll keep all of your secrets locked away "

singing ?

" In lucifer's locket "

I walked towards the voice and there she is standing and gazing at the nothingness while singing .

" will give you the key and won't say a thing

pinky promise

that all of our sins will be treated the same

in lucifer's locket

to open the front or he might escape . "

She finished I guess ? she didn't notice me ? should I talk ?

" quite questionable lyrics don't you think ? "

she was taken a back with my sudden comment .

" If you think of them, yes . "

there was a moment of silence before she started

" I started reading my books by the way , I'll keep the challenge on my mind . "

" Did you think that I'll drop it this fast ? "

" No, I'm just reminding you that I'm gonna win ."

she turned around to leave

" Goodnight sir . "

and from where will the good come from with you around ?

what brings you here Severus ?

I don't know

I think I'm lost from long ago .

y/n's pov :

Really Snape did you really have to be such a drama queen ?

now that I feel a tightness in my chest , once again I'm a burden for people to carry every time even when I'm not even trying I'm still A BLOODY FUCKING BURDEN, Now how do we deal with this problem again ? oh yes we can't do anything I just set and suffer from my endless thoughts that keep running in my brain right, heyy let's look to the bright side I'll easily beat Snape in his little challenge yes I'll show him that his confidence and smirks can all go to hell cause evening sir I'm a relafiouse and I'll fuck up your life but for now

I'll sleep cause I don't really have the energy to fight my poisonous mind today

Have a good night as long as you can have it sir .