Regulus always wanted to see. Of course, the things he wanted to see changed over time.
When he was 5, he wanted to see the stars. Sirius was constantly talking about them. He wanted to see Sirius very much. He wanted to see him smile.
When Sirius started Hogwarts, Regulus was left alone with his mother. When he spent all the year with his mother, he was more curious about her than before. But not for long. He remembered how furious she was when Sirius got into Gryffindor. Even hearing it was terrifying. Maybe not being able to see her wasn't that bad.
When he started Hogwarts. He was sorted to Slytherin. Which caused Sirius to distance himself from Regulus.
That year,He wanted to see Evan Rosier, who never let him fall when his head was full of thoughts.
Years went by
When he came home during the holidays, he was glad he couldn't see. He didn't even want to hear his mother yell to Sirius again.
This request was accepted after a while. Sirius ran away from the house. To James Potter.
Regulus always wanted to see him. The "famous" James Potter-
No, he couldn't talk badly about him.
James Potter, who he found crying in the astronomy tower one night. James Potter, who wrote him about the stars in the braille alphabet. James Potter, who made him the chocolate chip cookies he was forbidden to eat at home. James Potter who taught him how to see without just seeing
Regulus wanted to see James Potter more than anyone. As he sank to the bottom of the lake, he wanted see James Potter just for once.