Chapter 4
Again, they only rarely texted the next few days, Harry checking up on him and Draco talking about what the newest potion that was in demand at his shop was for the week.
Until draco finally was the one to initiate
D <so. Do you want to have that conversation at your home or ? >
H <whichever you feel most comfortable at. Either place means We will not scene that night unless there is no hardcore stuff.>
D <well then I think I would rather meet up at this cafe i like, less… tempting that way>
H <you git>
D < </3 >
D<what are you doing tomorrow afternoon?>
H <same as always. Absolutely nothing. If i don’t stay late at worke of course>
D< Ah, well in that case, meet me at the cafe around 5?>
H<Sounds like a date>
Not for the first time, Draco was glad the other couldn’t see his face, because he had the slightest of blushes on his cheeks.
The next day Draco took a seat near the back of the little coffee shop, glancing around occasionally to see if Harry had arrived yet. At 5:05 on the dot he heard the bell on the door chime and he looked up to see Harry, still in his Auror robes. His face broke out into a smile as he approached the blonde. “Heya sorry im a bit late this place is practically hidden”
“I’d hardly say 5 minutes is an issue” draco grinned back before flagging a waitress down so they could order.
Once they had their drinks, harry broke the silence first “so. You wanted to discuss.. Some things with me?”
Draco averted his eyes before taking a sip “yes i believe so. I’m assuming you want to go over things previously discussed as well?”
“Of course” Harry reached across the table and gave his hand a quick squeeze “you don’t have to be nervous, you know i won’t judge you.”
“Yeah yeah I know. I just hate talking about this”
“Well let’s start anyways, we can talk about things you know you enjoy first okay?”
“Yeah- okay yeah, shit i dont know why i’m nervous i’ve already had your cock down my throat before”
Harry let out a laugh “and I’ve had my fingers in your ass”
“Aanyways” Draco rolled his eyes, tension now broken. “I’ am a absolute cockslut for one. I love feeling full, I love the stretch and the burn. Too little prep and i’m in heaven”
“Understood. But I will always prep you, at least one finger. You like pain but i don’t like casung lasting damage.”
“Okay. uhm. I really like to be ordered around, it feels… safe.. Familiar.” he finished off quietly, certain Harry could figure out why.
“Of course. I have no issue with that”
Draco took another sip “I also love punishments. Degradation, insults, humiliation make me sink faster than anything else. Twisting praise into insults and vice versa is heaven.”
“I can definitely do that”
“I like flogging, caning, the paddle, and the burn of magic.. But no whips or belts. Belts are a hard limit for me.”
“Alright, i can promise you I will never bring those out then. Especially for a hard limit”
“And i… fuck harry this is embarrasing”
“No this is how you get what you need” he immediately repled back
“Merlin.. I’m like. Severely into pet play okay? There is nothing more on my list than being a good boy. To have to follow you and follow commands. You could tell me how disgusting it was while i was doing it and I wouldn't even mind. I know it is, but that will never not be a major fetish.”
“Oh, draco. I’d never tell you it was disgusting, especially when I know how you react to just me calling you my little pet”
“f-fuck Harry no bad!” Draco chided a blush creeping up his neck. “Not done yet. I also seem to have a thing for just praise, although I’ve only done it with you. Any praise, and i just. It helps shut everything else out.”
“Understood, but I have a question. Is praise only limited to during a scene? Or can it be used outside of it to.. Remind you? I guess?”
“I don't know. I don't get praise that i care about often enough to know” he said simply shrugging. “But I guess I wouldn’t be opposed as long as I don’t feel like you’re mocking me. Oh thats another thing. What i said about degradation? Never outside of play. I can’t handle it outside of that.”
“I would never”
“Okay uhm. I like choking, and i mean like. One of my favorite things is to be choked until you cum no matter how long it takes, i love the panic that comes along with the almost of blacking out”
“I can do that. But not to the point of unconsciousness, I can pause to let you breathe and then keep going but i need you.. Awake. Aware of whats happening”
“I can deal with that. We can also probably modify a gagging spell to do that as well.” he nodded, “speaking of spells. I cannot be held down via ropes or magic. If its by you and you pinning me that's okay. But.. I can't deal with being bound.”
“That's.. Yeah okay that's perfectly fine. I’m not big into rigging anyways.
“Id uhm. I'm also into feminization. I don't know how far..but being called pretty the other day definitely was nice.”
“Good because I don't plan on stopping”
“Okay now hard hard no’s. No scat play, no watersports.no withholding bathrooms or food/ drink.I know When im deep into my headspace I may say some.. Childish things, but i do not want anything sexual to happen if I slip that far, I’m not aware of a single thing and for all intensive purposes I am a child at that moment”
“Oh, you age regress?”
“I guess that's the term. It rarely happens so don’t worry. If you aren’t comfortable you can leave me to be at that time. I am still capable of functioning.”
“No, I don't think I will be leaving you. I’ve had experience with this before, although limited. I would one hundred percent be okay with essentially babysitting you.”
“...Really? That one is.. Usually the deal breaker,”
“Nah. it’s not sexual so I have no issue.”
“Oh” Draco said simply. “That's.. I would like to have you there if that happens.. Because it’s usually triggered by something bad.”
Harry smiled “then consider my adulting skills always at your service then”
“Thats pretty much it for me, how about you?”
“Well I’m mostly the same, but I don't do forced play until I really know someone. If you say no or stop I stop. Safe words are mandatory along with signals.”
“That's reasonable.”
“I’m also not opposed to, playing, scening, in a public space. Like a kink club or something. I don't particularly want to share, but I do enjoy showing off how gorgeous my sub is.”
‘I- I’m not so sure about that one. This side of me is private.”
“Hey, thats okay. Its the pride of knowing that no matter who sees you, I’m the only one who can touch you”
“Possessive much?” Draco teased,
“Yes” Harry smiled “once someone is mine, I don’t like to share. I’m possessive over my toys”
Draco felt himself flush at Harry's words.
“Oh I almost forgot to ask. Since this is about getting out of your head mostly, how do you feel about completly non sexual domination?”
He looked up, curious “examples?”
“You had a bad day or so. And wanted the pleasant buzz but didn’t feel up to sexual things. Would you want to have me direct you, essentially into self care and be a guiding presence? Tell you to kneel next to me, give you a small task, lots of praise, that kind of thing?”
“I-. I didn’t know that was a thing.. Yes, that's.. Yes” he breathed “that sounds like heaven”
Harry's eyes lit up before softly, slowly murmuring “you're being such a good boy for me draco. Telling me everything that makes you tick. Being honest with me”
The effect was instant, Draco's breath hitched and he immediately looked towards Harry.
“Now Draco I was being honest when I said I didn’t want to do anything today. But if you would like to come back to my place and literally just cuddle I’m down”
“Yes,”
Harry grinned, flagging down the waitress and quickly paying their bill before Draco could object. “My treat. You can get the next one.”
As they exited the building and headed to the nearest floo Draco took harry’s hand.