Gone
After classes had finished and dinner had been attended, you and Remus were in his office when he asked you “How’d you get back.” .“What?” you queried, not knowing what he could be referencing. “How’d you manage to get the opportunity to leave St. Mungo’s, avoid the law, and then get into Hogwarts. With Dementors after you surely-” “What do you mean Dementors are after me?” you interjected. “Well, you are a registered werewolf who didn't check in for quite a few full moons. You know the horrid monsters society makes us out to be, and if any cases rose up while you were gone, they will absolutely put it all on you whether or not you actually bit or injured them.” Remus responded with a sigh. You knew what he meant, and every atrocious word of it. Your sight clouded with blue mist, and all of the sudden you remember what happened the night you lost your leg, The tearing, the limping, the howling, the blood… everyone who you had attacked and who attacked you. Even the smaller werewolf you were protecting- he was a first timer, you talked with him before the moon rose into the sky and the transformation approached you all. Your vision came back, and you realized you must have been crying and that Remus was hugging you.
A few days later, your birthday came around the corner. You and George had gone up to the Astronomy tower. George had brought a couple bottles of firewhiskey and when one thing led to another, you were glad to get some privacy…
SpIcY time ensues
The next day was the Halloween feast as per every year. You had been wandering the halls, when you heard something coming from the Gryffindor tower and decided to check it out. Everyone should be at the feast, shouldn't they? You were just climbing the stairs still in your fox form, when you saw the portrait shredded with great claw marks. Who could have done this? You turned yourself invisible, so you couldn't get hurt and went as fast as you could to the Great Hall to let Remus know. When you came running in through the doors faster than you should have, it seemed even the Slytherin’s knew something was up. You went to the large table at the front of the hall where the teachers sat, and it seemed Remus could read your mind as a face of horror came across his usually calm face and he immediately told the other teachers. Professor McGonagall followed you to the tower to oversee the damage. A terrified look came over her as she heard the fat lady from another portrait wailing “Sirius Black is in the castle! He’s in Hogwarts!...”
Dumbledoor had ordered all students into the Great Hall, where they would be sleeping. You can’t let students wander about with a murderer, but you can punish them by going into the forbidden forest? Remus had gone to his office, and forbade you from leaving the Great Hall. You knew he was just trying to protect you.
A few days later, and you noticed you were getting a little nauseous. Your usual rounds of the castle and surrounding grounds got shorter and included less stairs. When you got morning sickness on November 3rd, you decided to take a pregnancy test. You quite literally couldn't be pregnant, since you had your reproductive organs removed after having Castor. You waited… And waited… And waited some more. You looked at it, which now read positive. What would you tell George and Remus? What were you going to do? What is going to happen now? With too many questions you didn't have the answer to running through your mind, you teleported to the first place you could think of -the house in the forest. The other times you were there, the spirits and orbs had grown less and less of what you saw unless in certain parts of the house. You went upstairs to the first bedroom, closed the door, but your back to the door and just started crying.
Remus had gotten back from lunch and headed to the bathroom, when he noticed a used pregnancy test on the counter. “Oh no…”. He found George as quickly as he could, and made an excuse to talk with him alone. “Hello George, you had some questions about the essay due?”. “I don't… Oh, yes! How could I forget!” George said. Remus led them out of earshot and started off with “Have you seen Cerise?” “No, is everything alright?”George asked. “I was just wondering, and thank you though-” “I’ll be right back, I have to check something…” George said as he raced to his twin and with a quick glance exchanged, they went to the one thing George had at the time that could help him find you. In his side drawer, hid a piece of parchment. “Got it! I solemnly swear that I am up to no good,” George said in a rush, then unfolding every crevice of the map in search of one small name. “I don't see her, George. Maybe she went to Hogsmeade,” Fred supplied. George studied the map for a few minutes more, before returning to Remus. “We checked the castle, she’s not anywhere. Don't worry I told them I left a dungbomb and it didn't go off yet so Lee wouldn't know.” George said quite breathless from running. Something they would not know, is you wouldn't return for a long time…