Expectations and Desire

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
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Expectations and Desire
Summary
I can do this. Count the steps Hermione. 1.. 2.. 3.. I count my steps, head down as I walk through the Hogwarts Express corridor to find a compartment. Free of people. Free of conversation. Free of the sympathised looks I had become so tired of.
Note
I love reading dreomione fics and thought I’d try posting my own!Trigger warning: contains mental health; depression, anxiety, eating disorders please don’t read if this upsets/triggers you!Slow burn, eventual sexual content!I hope you enjoy! Let me know what you think, it would mean the world 😌
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Chapter 19

Saturday morning went fast making the afternoon come around quicker than I had liked. They were both getting ready to go and meet up with stupid Alessandra for their meeting. I still had no idea what this woman looked like but if she was anything like in my head, I hated her. I wanted to look amazing today to remind them of what they had so made sure my hair and makeup were perfect and that I wore a good outfit. I had a pair of denim skinny jeans on they had bought me in Paris, a pair of Chanel heels and the Chanel jacket they bought me in London with a white top on. Even I knew, I looked good. They both had their suits on and we were all sat in the living area chatting before they had to go.

 

"Okay but just don't let her drink more than like two glasses of anything. She'll play damsel in distress then and you'll have to take her home which is EXACTLY what she wants. It's a trap" I said with half sarcasm half seriousness.

 

"Hermione, it's going to be fine please stop worrying" Theo said nudging my leg making me smile. We all turned our heads as someone knocked at the door. We all looked to each other confused before Theo went to open it. Me and Draco stayed sat listening out for who it might be.

 

"No problem easy mistake, please come in Alessandra." My eyes widened at the mention of her name. She was here?! Silly bitch got the meeting place wrong, except she did it on purpose. Oh I knew what she was doing. Wanted to come here and see where they lived, see what she could have. She was good. Draco stood up and looked at me as if to warn me to behave. I flashed him my 'I'm an angel' smile and she came round the corner. I was right. She was stunning. Dammit. She was tall, blonde and absolutely beautiful. She had a black dress on that showed her figure perfectly, her cleavage all out, paired with a black jacket and heels. Her hair was light blonde and went all the way down to her lower back, she had red lipstick and the rest of her makeup looked flawless, her skin pale. She was very pretty, if you like that obviously pretty thing.

 

"Oh Draco, I went and got the meeting place wrong, I am so sorry!" She exclaimed loudly as she went to give him a hug and kissed him on either cheek. Ugh. Her voice was so annoying and fake.

 

"Not a worry at all, we can just have the meeting in our office if you prefer?"

 

"Oh that would be wonderful, thank you for being so accommodating." She looked to me then and her eyes traveled up and down my body taking me in with her green eyes.

 

"Alessandra I'd like you to meet Hermione, my girlfriend" Draco gestured to me and I plastered on a fake smile. Thank gods I wasn't lounging in my sweats, I probably would have jumped out the window.

 

"Hermione, so lovely to meet you babe! Are you the secretary that took my message the other day?" I scoffed as quiet as I could making a face to Theo over her shoulder who shook his head before I pulled out of the hug. Be polite Hermione this is an important meeting.

 

"I did take the message but I'm not a secretary, babe. And you work for your Father right? I bet it's annoying only getting to do boring meetings and not the big important stuff?" She cut her eyes at me as I said it with a teeny bit of bite but nothing too bad. Draco gave me a look from behind her back at my comment and I smiled innocently again.

 

"Oh well it's not that boring, I get to spend some time with these two attractive men. It's so nice to meet you though." Real classy. "Have you known my boys long?" Your boys?

 

"I've know them for nine-ish years. So yes, I'd say I know them very well." Emphasis on the very.

 

Her eyes widened for a split second and then she turned back to Draco and placed her hand on his arm smoothing it up and down. I stared down at the interaction my blood boiling "It's so nice to finally meet with you both, I feel we have been arranging this forever" Theo saw my expression and drew the attention to him clearing his throat.

 

"Well then, shall we go in the office?" He smiled and opened the door holding it for Alessandra.

 

"Of course. Now Hermione I would invite you in to join but I think you would be awfully bored with all of our business talk. I won't steal them from you too long babe, maybe go get your nails done?" She flashed her overly white teeth at me and turned and walked into the office and I stuck my middle finger up as her back was turned. Theo saw and shook his head smirking and Draco pulled my hand down and held it down at my side and spoke quietly in my ear, his voice low.

 

"Consider this, your first warning. Behave." I smiled innocently once more and he turned to go to the office closing the door behind him. Bitch.

 

I flopped down onto the sofa. How dare she feel him up right in front of me. I stayed downstairs, I wasn't going to 'get my nails done'. Just because I don't own a fucking business I'm not an airhead. She doesn't even own a business she works for one. Oh if only she knew who I was. About 30 minutes passed and Theo came out closing the door behind him and went to the kitchen grabbing some glasses of water.

 

"Nice stunt you pulled there sweetheart, I imagine you got a warning for that one?" He asked as he poured water. I rolled my eyes and slammed my magazine on the table and stood up whisper shouting.

 

"Oh come on Theo you can hardly blame me, she was being a..."

 

"I never said she wasn't. But you're just lucky she didn't see is all I'm saying. And your comment about her not doing important stuff?" I rolled my eyes and he laughed again. "Boy you're so lucky it's me you're talking to right now. That attitude is only going to get you in more trouble" He said struggling to pick up the three glasses of water.

 

"Well she's not important! And maybe I don't care. You want a hand?" Theo nodded and I took two glasses, Theo held the door to the office open for me and I walked in to see Alessandra sat next to Draco leaning right over him as they were looking over some paperwork, she was practically sat in his lap running her hand over his arm again her boobs almost spilling out of her dress. I walked over with the water and 'accidentally' on purpose tripped and spilled some on Alessandras lap. She jumped up and stood screaming slightly at the cold. That got her off of him. I smiled and gasped.

 

"Oh my goodness, I am so clumsy! I'm sorry Alessandra, I hope I didn't ruin your dress?" I asked smiling slightly. She eyed me as if she knew exactly what I was doing. Oh yeah, two can play at this game. She smiled at me and shook her head.

 

"No, not at all. Thank you, for the water." I nodded and put the glasses on the table and as she was wiping her dress Draco looked to me, bringing his right hand to his left cheek scratching with two fingers. My second warning. That was so worth it.

 

I turned to leave and Theo held the door and winked at me as I left, I smiled and he shut the door behind me. I wonder what the punishment was for two warnings? I was quite excited to find out. It was so worth it as well, I have no regrets. I sat back on the sofa with a book and they all came out about an hour after the water incident. I stood up as they came out of the office. Draco and Theos backs were to me. She pulled them both in for a hug her eyes not moving from mine the whole time as she hugged and kissed them on the cheek.

 

“Well this has been so great, I look forward to coming back next weekend.” Oh for fuck sakes! “Hermione, babe it was so great to meet you, we should definitely meet up for drinks some time” Fat chance. She walked toward me her arms extended and pulled me in for a hug. She spoke in my ear quietly as she held me in it. “Play nice next time if you want me to seal that deal, babe. I can make them jump through all sorts of hoops if I need to.” she whispered with malice. Oh yeah. She was very, very, good. Draco and Theo watched the interaction like hawks making sure I didn’t do anything else. She pulled out and I smiled at her as she winked at me and walked to leave, Draco showing her out. Wrong move to threaten me, babe. Let alone them.

 

I let out a big sigh “She’s coming back next weekend? Why is she coming back next weekend?” I said to Theo who laughed lightly.

 

“Sorry sweetheart. She needs to run stuff by her Father before she can do anything else”

 

"I told you she wasn't important, she can't even make decisions with 'her own business'" I said sarcastically as Draco came back in, his face hard staring at me. Here we go.

 

“What, the fuck, were you thinking?” I shrugged. “Drop the attitude Hermione.” It took everything in me to not roll my eyes right now.

 

“What? She was being a bitch! She knew exactly what she was doing, I was just retaliating.” Draco didn’t seem satisfied with my answer.

 

“And if she had seen you, putting your middle finger up, then what? Did you even stop to think what would have happened? And don’t even get me started on the water stunt you pulled in there.” I bit my lip trying not to laugh back at the memory.

 

“It was an accident?” I said in hopes it would help at least a little bit.

 

“Real cute sweetheart, not going to work here I don’t think.” Draco shook his head confirming Theo’s comment. I sighed, no point in lying.

 

“Okay fine, I did it on purpose but how would you have felt if the roles were switched? And a guy was touching me up, in front of you? She was practically sat on your lap in there!” Theo was behind Draco trying not to laugh. Guess that was the wrong thing to say, I should probably stop arguing. He stalked slowly toward me and stood in front of me, I had to look up at him to meet his eyes.

 

“Go upstairs, strip off your clothes. Sit on the floor, legs crossed, hands in your lap. Don’t move when I come up. Oh and don’t speak when I do either.” I huffed out another sigh rolling my eyes and walked upstairs to do as he instructed. That was probably a bad move too. I know I had an attitude right now, but I must admit I was trying to wind him up more. I was excited to receive my first punishment.

 

DRACOS POV

 

I watched her walked up the stairs my face still as stern as before not changing until she disappeared behind the bedroom door and shut it. As soon as she was out of sight I smiled at Theo him smiling back at me.

 

“She’s feisty. I’ll give her that.” Theo said looking up at the bedroom door. “You should have heard her when I came out to get the water. I don’t blame her though, Alessandra was being real disrespectful.” Theo shrugged and I nodded agreeing.

 

“Yes Theo but the way she went about it? Don’t get me wrong I loved watching it as much as you did, but if Alessandra had seen her or caught on? That would have been a nightmare to clean up” I sat down and put my head in my hands. Alessandra was being as Hermione put it, a bitch. But she knows full well that me and Theo don’t care for her advances. She should have just ignored her.

 

“So, how you gonna handle this one?” Theo asked sitting next to me. I shook my head.

 

“Well it’s her first punishment so I need to watch what I do and say. But something tells me, she’s not going to be an easy one to tame. That attitude of hers, it’s not going anywhere I don’t think” Theo chuckled and nodded.

 

“Got that right. If you want her really riled up, leave her waiting for a little longer. That will drive her crazy.” It really would.

 

“Care for a drink?” I said to Theo who smiled and stood walking to the bar. We sat and spoke while we had a whiskey before I made my way up to my little brat.

 

HERMIONE POV

 

I had been sat waiting for what felt like forever! What the heck was he doing down there? Stupid Alessandra making advances on Draco and Theo in front of me. This was all her fault. I hated her. And her little threat she gave me as she left?! I don’t know who she thought she was, but she was in for a shock. She has no idea who she’s threatening. I will make her life hell. But that was a plan for another day, I needed to take this punishment first. That’s if I ever even get it. With that I heard the door open. I didn’t turn to look because I was instructed not to move, but from the corner of my eye I saw Draco come in and take off his suit jacket putting it over one of the armchairs I had been staring at for who knows how long. Theo followed him in and turned one of the chairs round to face the bed and took off his jacket too, loosening his tie and sat down resting one shin over his other knee smirking at me. I looked away because otherwise I’d laugh. Draco came and squat down in front of me.

 

“You will direct me as sir, you will answer everything I say and you will do as you’re told. Understand?”

 

I nodded once. “Yes, sir”

 

“I will be using the traffic light system. Do you need me to explain it again, or are you happy with how it works?”

 

“I understand how it works. Sir.”

 

“Are you happy to experiment with most things? By that I mean toys, spanking, tying up and blindfolding.” I shivered as he listed them each off.

 

“Yes, sir.”

 

“Tell me your safe word.” I looked to Theo then back to Draco. This was bound to get him to break his dominant demeanor. I raised my eyebrow at him and smirked ever so slightly.

 

“Secretary, sir.” I said and bit my lip. Theo looked away as to not laugh and Draco looked down shaking his head then back up to me.

 

“Very clever.” He stood up and seemingly went to the closet. I heard him come back out and place some things down on the floor, I still wasn’t allowed to move so couldn’t turn my head to look around. He moved back to me but was behind me this time, he was running something over my back up and down, it was cold and felt small. “You know why, you’re being punished tonight. Don’t you?”

 

Not really, I don’t think I did anything wrong. “Yes, sir.”

 

“Why?” He asked.

 

“Because I don’t appreciate tall pretty bitches making advances on what’s mine, sir.” I said with attitude. I wasn’t lying. With that whatever it was that was running over my back left for a split second and came back down on my skin. It was light, didn’t hurt. I hardly even flinched.

 

“Colour.”

 

“Green, sir.”

 

“I didn’t like that attitude. That’s going to get you in all sorts of trouble. I’m going to ask you once more. Why, are you being punished tonight?” He was moving it back up and down my back.

 

“Because I flipped her off behind her back and spilled water on her purposefully.” I said with less attitude. Surely that would be acceptable? He brought it back and hit me again, even harder this time. It still didn’t hurt really, there was an initial sting but it went as quick as it came. I furrowed my brow, what was wrong with that answer?

 

“Colour.”

 

“Green, sir”

 

“Ah, so you do remember how to address me every time you speak” Oh I didn’t say sir. Got it.

 

“Sorry, sir. It won’t happen again.” Draco hummed and stood back up walking back to his selection of toys. He came to the front of me this time and had a line of black silk fabric.

 

“Put your hands out, wrists together” I did as requested and he tied them together in front of me quite tight so it wouldn’t fall off but not tight enough that it hurt. “Colour”

 

“Green, sir.” He nodded and stood back up then bent down grabbing my hands pulling them upward so I was forced to stand in front of him.

 

“Go to the bed, lie on your front, your arms out so your hands are straight in front of you, keep your face down.” I nodded.

 

“Yes, sir.” I walked to the bed and did as instructed wobbling slightly as I got on the bed as I was unable to use my hands to balance myself. Draco turned to Theo who smiled ever so slightly at him before putting his face of indifference back on. Draco took his shirt off and put it with his jacket. He came to the side of the bed and this time was running something else over my back and bare butt. It felt like it had multiple ends of leather to it. He brought it up and back down harder than the last hit. This one was more painful than what he used before but it felt good. The sting lasted longer and it felt warm but the ache it left was nice. “Colour.”

 

“Green, sir” I said.

 

“Good. Now, I’m going to do it again. And you’re going to count every time I bring it down. Understand?”

 

“Yes sir.” I wonder how many hits I’d get. He brought it down on my butt once more the same force as the first time. “One, sir.” He did it again, in the same place. The sting was more apparent now being hit in the same place. He did it again. Three, four, five more times all in the same place with the same force. The sting was constant now, and I could feel it was hotter.

 

“Colour”

 

“Green, sir” I said again.

 

“Hmm, someone is feeling brave. I’m going to ask you once more. You can change your answer. Colour.”

 

“Green sir.” I confirmed. Draco brought it back down on the same spot again. Fuck. “Six, sir” seven, eight, nine, ten times. Tears were stinging my eyes with the last two, but I was on that fine line now between pain and pleasure. The hurt, feels good.

 

“Colour.”

 

“Green, sir.”

 

“Now, that would have been it. But, you just had to roll your eyes at me downstairs before coming up here.” Oh yeah I forgot about that. He brought it back down but this time on the back of my thigh making me hiss slightly. That was more sensitive than my butt. “Colour”

 

“Green, sir.”

 

“Can you handle two more?”

 

“Yes sir.” As soon as I said that he brought it down twice in quick succession causing my eyes to water.

 

Draco chucked whatever it was he had onto the floor and picked up something else though I didn’t see what it was. “I want an honest answer, and you can say no. This is a butt plug. Do I have your permission to use this? You can turn you head to look at it.” I turned my head looking at the pink item he held. It was a light bulb kind of shape not massive but not tiny. Why not.

 

“Yes sir.” I said and put my head back down to how it was before. He muttered the charm he used with Theo the night in Paris and knelt on the bed by my butt. He ran his hand over my right cheek where he had brought down all of the spankings the cold of his rings felt nice against the heat.

 

“Mm, red is such a pretty colour on you, darling.” He said then leaned down and kissed down my spine from the very top to the base of it. “This might sting a little and it will be cold, if you want me to stop or take it out then use your safe word. Understand?”

 

“Yes sir.” I felt his hand delicately spread my cheeks apart slightly and slowly insert the butt plug into my hole. It was tight and cold and stung slightly but once it was in, it was fine.

 

“Colour”

 

“Green sir.”

 

He brought his hand from my ass down to my slit and felt my arousal. “Oh darling, you are so wet. What’s got you this turned on?” He asked moving his finger up and down.

 

“You, sir.” I said breathless at the feel. He hummed happy with my answer. He pushed my legs apart so they were open instead of closed together.

 

“That’s right.” With that he inserted two fingers into my entrance making me moan out with pleasure, that was muffled by the mattress beneath me. He moved them painfully slow in and out of me. My breathing sped up and I was getting more and more frustrated. It felt good but it was too slow to build up and so never amounted to anything. “What’s wrong darling?” He knew exactly what was wrong.

 

“I want to cum sir, please” I said breathless.

 

“Oh you do, do you? Well, that’s up to me. And you’re not cumming until I say so. Your orgasms, belong to me. You see Hermione, naughty girls, don’t get to have orgasms.” I let out a frustrated groan again as he continued to move in and out of me slowly. “Colour.”

 

“Green, sir.” I said through gritted teeth in order to bite my tongue. I heard something click and then a low humming noise. Vibration. He moved the small item from my thigh up to my clit, held it there for seconds allowing something to build before moving away. He did this five more times, leaving it on my clit for slightly longer each time before removing it. I was going to cum if he kept doing that, and I knew I wasn’t allowed until I had permission.

 

“Colour”

 

“Green, sir.” I admitted desperately wanting to chase my release he continued to build. I was almost tempted to say yellow, but I think I could hold out a little longer.

 

“Do you think you’ve learned your lesson?”

 

“Yes, sir I’ve learned my lesson.” I cried out silently praying he’d give in and let me cum. He moved the vibrator back to my clit and held it there, it was building up, and then it was gone.

 

“Hmm, I’m just not convinced darling” He moved it back off of me and I let out another frustrated cry earning a chuckle from Draco. He did the same again and moved the vibrator back to my bud and at the same time moved the butt plug in and out. That added to the pleasurable torture.

 

“Please! Please let me cum sir! I need to, please let me!” I begged him.

 

“That’s better.” He wanted me to beg. “Cum for me, Hermione.” I was able to finally let go and let the pleasure wash over me. It was the most intense one I think I ever had. The anticipation, the build up, the sting from the spankings, and the butt plug all made it better, made it last longer. I screamed out as I came and my legs were slightly shaking.

 

“Thank you, sir.” I said breathless.

 

“I’m not done with you yet darling.” Draco turned me over so I was now led on my back my arms still over my head tied together. He grinned wickedly at me and I frowned slightly. “Theo, come here would you baby?” I heard Theo stand and walk over to us. “I need you to fuck our witch please. She’s not allowed to cum. And she’s not allowed to move from where she is now.”

 

“Yes sir.” Theo said as I heard him begin to undress. He came in front of me and muttered the contraception charm before entering me effortlessly. We both moaned out and he began to move, slowly, in and out of me. Draco stood at the side of the bed, holding the riding crop moving it up and down my stomach. He brought it up and down on one of my nipples. I gasped out. That felt really good.

 

“Colour.”

 

“Green sir. That felt so good” Theo smiled and Draco raised an eyebrow and did it again. The pleasure was humming throughout my entire body. He did it again on the same one slightly harder, and that felt even better.

 

“Colour.”

 

“Green sir.” He did it twice more on the other nipple the same pressure as before. Theo continued to move in and out of me deadly slow. It felt so good.

 

“Speed up a little bit baby. I want her writhing beneath you.” Theo did as instructed and Draco brought the vibrator back down onto my clit. It wasn’t long before my second orgasm was building, the friction from the bed and moving up and down slightly on my sore ass cheek was getting me there even quicker. “Stop moving” Draco said as he removed the vibrator. Theo stopped straight away and I groaned out again, I was so close. Draco chuckled and nodded to Theo to start moving again.

 

“Look at you, so needy. You want to cum around Theo’s cock?” Draco asked I nodded and screamed out.

 

“Yes! Please, yes let me cum!” Draco brought the vibrator back onto me and at the same time pinched my nipple in between his fingertips. I got even closer than before but still wasn’t given the permission I needed. Draco removed his hands and told Theo to stop again. I couldn’t wait any more.

 

“No! Draco, please! I can’t do it again! I’m going to cum if you do it again!” I was getting so frustrated. He laughed again and brought the riding crop over my stomach hitting me with it. That stung more.

 

“Now that’s no way to talk to me. Ask nicely.” I took a deep breathe and looked at him.

 

“Please, let me cum sir. I need to cum” he looked to Theo and nodded. With that Theo began to move a lot quicker and Draco brought the vibrator back over my bud. It continued like that for a few more minutes.

 

“Cum for us, Hermione.” As soon as he gave me the permission I was screaming once again. It was even more intense than the first. I closed my eyes and saw white behind my eyelids. By the time I finally came around and opened my eyes, Theo had finished in me already and they were both looking down at me. Draco had a wicked grin. He undressed and moved onto the bed. Theo pulled out of me and moved out of the way for Draco to take his place. He pushed my legs down either side and licked straight up my slit. It was one of the hottest things I think I had seen him do.

 

“I can taste both of you, it’s so good.” He sat back up and pushed himself into me and began to move quickly. “You’ve got one more in you darling. I know you have” Draco said as he continued pounding into me. I shook my head side to side. “Don’t tell me no. I won’t stop until you’re screaming my name once more. Do you understand?”

 

“Yes sir” I said through gritted teeth. He continued and Theo brought his hand to my clit to help me along further. It took a while but I was once again screaming Dracos name as requested. As soon as I was done Draco followed straight after. He instantly removed the tie from my hands and Theo got a warm towel to clean me up. Draco rubbed cooling lotion over the places he hit me, it made me suck in air through my teeth initially but it was a nice sensation to feel it cooling down. It helped a lot. He covered me up with the duvet and I led my head on his chest listening to his heart. He was telling me how good I was, how I took everything so well and how much he loved me. Theo was sat cross legged behind me.

 

“So, what did you think of your first punishment?” Draco asked. I looked up smiling at him.

 

“I loved it. I don’t think I’ve ever had an orgasm that intense.” I admitted thinking back.

 

“It lasted a good minute and a half. You were just going and going. Plus I gotta say sweetheart, you handled that really well, especially with it being your first time. I struggled with the flogger first time it was used on me and you took pretty hard hits ten times, in the same place and that’s not easy.” Theo admitted. A flogger, that’s what it was.

 

“That’s why I double checked your colour. I thought you were just being brave” Draco said shrugging his shoulders. I shook my head.

 

“No, I liked it. That fine line between pain and pleasure. It’s pretty amazing. But, unfortunately I don’t think you’ve got rid of my attitude just yet” I teased.

 

“Which brings me to your safe word. Secretary? You have no idea how hard it was for me not to burst out with laughter when you said that. Just the sass you had when you said it. I had never been prouder” I giggled and Draco let out a sigh.

 

“Yeah you were really pushing me when you said that. I was almost tempted to give you five extra hits but I would have to explain and couldn’t risk it being said accidentally if you didn’t mean it.” I shrugged and laughed again.

 

“I just couldn’t help myself. It was right there. I was really hoping it would break your dominant presence but you held it together pretty well.” He chuckled and gestured to Theo.

 

“I’ve had a lot of practice with that one."

 

"Don't worry sweetheart, we've got time to crack him. I think between us, we can work it" Theo said winking at me. Draco brought his hand up to his face pinching his nose.

 

"I'm going to have my work cut out for me that's for sure."

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