Chapter 15
We got back to the flat and I could hardly walk through the front door. All of the shopping bags from earlier today were piled in the hallway blocking the entry way.
"You're telling me you can't see how outrageous you two are?" I looked back to them and they were just smiling and shrugged their shoulders. I rolled my eyes and made a walk way as I struggled to get through all the bags. Before I continued in to the living room I put a hand on Dracos shoulder holding myself up as I stood on one leg so I could take off my heels. I sighed from relief after I removed one of them. "Oh my Gods that feels so good." Theo came behind me and wrapped his hands around my waist.
"Continue moaning like that sweetheart and you will be whipped up to that bedroom before you can take off your other shoe" I smirked. Is that right? I went to take off my other shoe and moaned out even more making it as sexual as I could, calling his bluff. He came in front of me and bent down grabbing around my legs picking me up, slinging me over his shoulder heading for the stairs.
"Theo!" I screamed laughing over his shoulder.
"You were warned darling" Draco shouted as Theo walked up the stairs. He kicked open the door to the bedroom and dropped me on the bed, I bounced as I fell on it from the impact. I bit my lip looking at him and he hovered above me.
"You, are so beautiful" I felt his lips move against mine as he spoke, tickling them slightly. I leaned in and our lips met, it was so different to kissing Draco. Theo was gentler, softer, and we moved together. Where Draco demanded dominance, Theo worked with me and allowed me to move with him.
I brought my hands to the waist band of his trousers and began to undo his belt, feeling how hard he was already. I pushed them down to his hips unable to bring them any lower, pushing along with his boxers and his cock sprung free. I wrapped my hand around the base of him making him moan in my mouth, and began moving my hand up and down like Draco had showed me. I pushed him to the side so he was led on his back and climbed on top of him putting a leg either side on his thighs continuing to move my hand up and down his shaft.
“I taught her that” Draco said coming in and taking a seat in one of the arm chairs crossing one of his legs over the other. “Don’t mind me darling, carry on.” He said his eyes fixed on me and Theo. I turned back to Theo and leaned down kissing him once more and he kicked his bottoms off as I unbuttoned his shirt and began kissing his torso. I sat up and Draco came to stand behind me and bent down to whisper in my ear.
“You want another lesson in pleasure, darling?” I nodded excited for what he was going to talk me through. “Words, Hermione.”
“Yes, please.” I said still moving my hand up and down Theo’s cock.
“I’m gonna tell you how to suck it, if you want to? Show you how to pleasure him in a whole new way.” Draco whispered. Theo groaned and shut his eyes.
“Yes, tell me” I begged again. Draco nodded and tapped my thigh for me to come to Theo’s side.
“Anything you do, will fell good. Just make sure you don’t go too far down because you’ll gag, and obviously, be careful of your teeth. Theo will warn you when he's close, so if you don't want him to cum in your mouth, pull off when he says. Other than that darling, just experiment and see how he responds. You’ll know what he enjoys, trust me.” I nodded taking everything in as he spoke and I brought my head down and took him into my mouth. I started to move up and down just getting used to doing that first of all. I went down as far as I could without gagging, but wasn't able to go all the way down just yet. Once I had that down I brought my hand to the base of it to hold him more still. I tried moving my hand up the same time as my mouth this time and Theo instantly responded with a moan. Ah. I did that more and more, moving up and down my hand and mouth working in tandem. He fisted his hands into the sheets beside him.
“Hermione, I’m gonna… you might want to come off now” he said but I ignored him and kept moving. I wanted him to cum, to make him feel good. I looked up into his eyes and kept moving and Theo moaned more and more, his orgasm building. Draco came down to whisper to me again.
“You want Theo to cum in your mouth? Want to swallow him down? Keep going darling. You’re doing so good” Draco praised me and I felt my core flood, it was so filthy and hot. Draco moved his hands up over my shoulders and down coming to my nipples, pinching them over my top. It made me hum with pleasure and that's what pushed Theo over the edge. He was moaning my name and I felt the warm liquid shooting to the back of my throat. I swallowed it down, it tasted slightly salty, but I liked it. Theo sat up straight after he was done and pushed my shoulders back so I was led down, he unbuttoned and pulled my jeans off as I took off my top. He was kissing all over my stomach chest and thighs, biting and nipping at my skin.
“Consider one of your debts paid sweetheart” Theo whispered making his way down my body. knew I was already so wet, but as much as I wanted to, I don’t know if I could manage him going in me as I was still quite sore. Theo though, already seemed to know what I was thinking.
“Don’t worry sweetheart, just relax. I can make you cum perfectly fine with just my tongue.” Theo kissed the inside of my thighs and ran his fingertips lightly over them following the kisses, it tickled in the best way possible. He kissed and licked me everywhere but where I wanted it most. I let out a frustrated groan.
“Theo, please! I can’t wait any longer” I begged him, I needed to cum so badly, the anticipation was killing me. He laughed and I could feel the air from him creep onto my skin.
“I’ll look after you” he promised. With that he licked me all the way from my entrance up to my clit. “Mm fuck, our witch tastes so good Draco.”
“I know baby, keep going, make her scream.” Draco was still watching us and it made me all the more turned on, his eyes didn’t leave us for a split second. Theo continued to suck at my clit, but whenever I got close to cumming he’d move back to my thighs. It was so infuriating, feeling my orgasm build and build to then have it taken away just as you feel it about to happen.
“Theo, please!” I was squirming underneath him, so desperately wanting to cum.
"So, so impatient. Draco, give our witch something else to do with her mouth." I looked at Draco who smirked and made his way to me, he leaned down and kissed me, his tongue came into my mouth and he brought a hand and started to pinch and twist at my nipples, moving between them, stimulating them as Theo continued to lick at my sex.
He stayed on my sensitive bud of nerves, not letting up, I felt my climax build back up again and then it came. Draco moved his kissing down to my neck as I screamed Theos name. It felt like fireworks were going off behind my eyes, the anticipation and build up were so worth it now. It just kept going and going, I don’t know how long it last for, but it felt like it went on for minutes. I opened my eyes and sat up after coming down from my high and saw them both staring at me like I was their favourite person in the universe.
Me and Theo shared a look and seemed to both be thinking the same thing. Theo made his way on the bed closer to Draco and pulled his jumper up over his head and began kissing and sucking on his neck, as he did he undid his shirt and pushed it off his shoulders while I worked at undoing and pulling his trousers down. Theo then pushed Draco back onto the bed pulling his trousers off the remainder of the way and licked up his cock from bottom to top before closing his mouth over him. He went down on him a lot further than I probably could.
I continued kissing at his neck in Theos absence and Theo held one of my hands and brought it down, clasping it around Dracos length to move it in sync with his mouth. We were working together bringing Draco to his release, Draco had his hand on the back of Theos head keeping him on his cock.
“Shit that feels amazing..you’re both so good for me. Don’t stop” we both beamed under his praise and kept going as requested. Draco was moaning more and more and we finally brought him his release that Theo happily swallowed down, licking his dick clean afterwards. We all led on the bed with each other for awhile before Draco spoke.
“I think it's time to go and chill in the jacuzzi” Theo grabbed my hand and we walked to the jacuzzi, climbing in still naked. The warmth was amazing for the ache between my legs, easing it straight away as I lowered down into the water. It wasn’t as hot as I would like it, but I don’t think Draco and Theo could cope with the temperature I usually go for. Draco slid in behind me and I had my back against his chest resting my head back and shutting my eyes letting the bubbles relax all of my muscles massaging me.
“Well, that was a perfect ending to a perfect day. Well, almost perfect.” Theo corrected himself. I opened my eyes lifting my head and furrowed my brow at him.
“What wasn’t perfect?” I asked unsure as to what about today was not as amazing as I thought it was. He brought his hand out of the water and counted on his fingers as he spoke.
“First, the pregnancy scare. Please, never forget to do the most basic, most important, contraception charm again. I beg you.” Draco laughed and protested that he was too preoccupied to have thought about it. “And two, I didn’t get to punch McLaggen in the nose. Fucking gargoyle” His face twisted thinking back to our encounter.
“I know Theo but he was drunk and Draco punched him enough for the both of you. I'm just sorry it wasn't me” I admitted frowning. I felt Draco laugh beneath me again.
“Sorry darling, but in all fairness, your comment about his small dick is enough to hit a man where it hurts, especially when it’s in front of his friends. But in a way I kind of wish I had let you punch him too. I know how your punches feel” I forgot about that. I laughed tears streaming down my face at the memory of punching Draco in the face.
“You were being a shit, but for what it’s worth, I’m sorry” I said as sincerely as I could through my laughter. Draco just hummed in response. We all lay there for some time relaxing more before climbing out and lounging down on the sofas while we were waiting dinner to be brought to the apartment. Huge upside to living basically in a restaurant. I was lay on the sofa my head in Theo’s lap as he ran his hens through my hair and my feet on Dracos lap as he was looking over a business contract for a potential investor.
“Sweetheart, sorry to bring this up now while you’re so relaxed, but me and Draco have managed to talk about what we’re going to do about going or not going back to school.” Theo said quietly. I opened my eyes and turned my head to look up at him. I felt nervous all of a sudden. Whatever answer they gave me, I wasn’t going to be happy with. If they came back I’d feel nothing but guilty because of how much pressure they’d be under. If they didn’t come back, I’d feel worried to have to face the rest of the year alone, but I’d do it for them. I’d do anything for them. Theo continued smoothing my hair as he spoke.
“So we’ve spoke a lot about it. And it seems that no matter what we do, it doesn’t really work for you, so in turn, that doesn't work for us. You are by far the most important thing we’re considering when making this decision.” I went to protest then to tell them I didn’t want that, I wanted them to consider themselves, but he spoke before I could. “That being said, we have decided that it works out best, if only one of us goes back, and one of us stays here.” I sat up suddenly when he finished talking shaking my head.
“No that’s not best. You can’t do that. I’ll be just fine on my own you are both going to stay here. I can visit you on weekends and evenings when I can and we’ll make it work. I won’t take any other answer.” I was trying to convince them, as well as myself that I could manage.
“Darling, it’s the best way. Theo has decided I should stay here and he’ll go back to school with you. I know you can visit on weekends and that’s great, but neither of us want you to be left there on your own.” I could tell he wanted to say more.
“I don’t mind sweetheart honestly, I hate the meetings Draco has always been better at negotiating than I am. I’ll come back on weekends with you and..”
“That’s not it. I know that’s not it, so just tell me the truth. Do you not trust me to go back on my own? Is that what it is? I can manage. I can. I know there is more to this so please, spare my feelings and come out with it already.” I know they wanted to bring up the eating. That’s what this was. They may as well have staged a fucking intervention.
“Of course we trust you.”
“That’s not what I asked Theo.” I was getting more annoyed now. I’d rather them stop tiptoeing around the elephant in the room. I snorted at the irony of that. Draco stood up with a frustrated sigh and threw his hands in the air.
“Fine. If that’s what you want.”
“Draco no, don’t” Theo stood next to Draco trying to prevent him from speaking further, holding his arm but he shook him off.
“You want me to come straight out with it. Well here it is. You’re not eating Hermione. There it is. I said it. You are not eating, you do not sleep well, you cry almost every day, and you are not okay. You’re not. And don’t tell me you can look after yourself or that it’s none of my business, because you, are my business. Me and Theo refuse to stay here, and ignore the fact that you will be practically killing yourself in that fucking school if we aren’t there! Don't think we haven't noticed the difference in you from us just being away on the evenings and weekends. Don't treat us like we're stupid, or even think for one minute that we would just ignore the problem. I don't care if you hate me, I would rather lose this entire place, than watch you do that to yourself. I don’t choose that Hermione, and neither does Theo. So why do you?” Draco was breathing heavily after finishing his rant, Theo looking at me apologetically with sadness in his eyes. I looked down at the floor.
“I don’t… I don’t know why." My voice was so quiet, trying to force the words out. "I try, Draco. I promise I try. I know I eat and sleep well with you. But I can’t rely on you forever. I won’t burden either of you with my problems. I just won’t.” That was it. That’s all I could say.
“Hermione, that’s what we are here for. I relied on Draco for months after the war, and he relied on me too. That doesn't make you weak, it makes you stronger. We healed together, and then healed separately. And it’s made us so much stronger. You don’t have to fight this alone. Please. I am begging you. Let us lift the extra weight that you can’t right now. Let us help you baby. Let us in.” I was crying still looking down at the floor my tears falling to the floor.
“I can't ask. I'm sorry.” I sniffed and Theo stepped forward and brought me into his chest.
“Please don’t apologise. Just let us help you.” I nodded and sobbed into Theo’s chest. Draco was crying and Theo held his arm out to invite him into the hug as well.
This was going to be hard, but I had to try for them. I had to try for me.
I was stood alone in a large square empty room. It was pitch black apart from an open doorway that was streaming light in. I could hear faint screaming and crying. I slowly approached the lit door way, and was looking in upon the Malfoy Manor drawing room. I could see the backs of Narcissa, Lucius, Scabior, Greyback. Like I was watching them from the fireplace.
There were two people led on the floor, Bellatrix was blocking my view of their faces, but she was torturing one of them, her cackle echoing throughout the room. Drowning out their cries. I went to walk through the doorway but there was an invisible barrier stopping me. I started to bang on the barrier and scream and shout. No one turned. No one heard me. Bellatrix moved and walked to the victims feet. I saw their faces then. Draco and Theo, both lead on the floor. Draco was unconscious his eyes closed not moving. Theo was screaming, begging her to stop, trying to reach Draco. I was screaming, crying, banging, kicking the barrier, trying to get to them. But still no one turned. I hit it more and more, pleading it to move. Bellatrix looked up at me, straight in my eyes, and flashed her wicked grin at me, taunting me....
“Hermione, come on, please wake up darling”
“You’re okay sweetheart, open your eyes, look at us”
I opened my eyes and Theo was sat on top of me, Draco holding my arms down. I turned my head frantically left and right taking in my surroundings, struggling to breathe. I struggled against them a little more and Draco let go of my arms and Theo climbed off of me. My breathing was fast, I could feel my heart pounding against my rib cage, my throat was dry, and my eyes blurred with tears. I looked between them and brought my hands up to both of them, grasping at their arms.
“We’re okay, we’re okay.” Theo reassured me. I put my head in my hands and silently cried. I had always been the victim, never the spectator. I really, didn’t know which was worse. I heard Draco let out a shaky breathe beside me. Theo sat next to me and pulled me into a hug.
“Shh, it’s okay.“ Theos voice broke as he spoke and Draco was sat on the edge of the bed his head in his hands.
“What did” I began to talk but my voice was croaky. I cleared my throat to try again. “What happened? What did I say?” Theo took a deep breathe in.
“You were thrashing your arms, like you were hitting something or someone Draco had to pin them down because we couldn’t keep you still without us getting hit otherwise. You said.. you were screaming, and begging. 'Bellatrix, take me instead’ and both of our names in between that.” The images flashed back into my mind. Seeing Theo being tortured, hearing his screams. Draco unconscious, like he was dead. It made me feel sick.
“I’ve never had that before. It’s always been me. I’ve never had it from any other view point.” I admitted quietly. “This hasn’t happened in ages either. I haven’t had one for a while.”
“I think it’s stress related. Yesterdays conversation could have triggered it.” Theo sad sadly. Draco finally sat up and came to the other side of me, hugging me tight.
"I'm so sorry darling." He had nothing to be sorry for. But I think that sorry had a few different meanings behind it. I guess even they couldn’t keep the dreams away entirely.