Changes
It had been a couple months since George had made his decision and to anyone else it looked like he just slimed down a bit, even though you could already see his ribs every time he'd breath in.
Expect when George looked in the mirror he saw the exact opposite, despite losing an already unhealthy amount of weight to him it wasn't enough.
George's pov
"George, George wake up would you?" Fred shook me try to wake me up, "ok ok I'm up" I say sitting up in bed, Fred smiled going to grab my arm to pull me "great for a second i thought that you-" suddenly Fred has stopped talking I looked at him confused "n-nothing" he said noticing the look on my face "I was saying I thought you'd died" Fred said letting go of my arm.
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"We're um gonna be late for the train if you don't get up" he said leaving the room, I get up and get dressed, 'since when did all my clothes get all so…big?' I thought walking down the stairs trying to make my shirt stay in place.
"Well there's not much room here is there" molly said looking to the inside of the car which was already crammed in to begin with, "and George is just going to take up even more room, but being the selfless person I am I'll sacrifice myself and let him sit on my lap" Fred said, or more like announced, I feel as if the whole world could hear him, but he's right I do only take up more space.
I tried my best to laugh as if the joke didn't hurt and sit on his lap, I couldn't help but feel heavy, "wow George, a lot lighter than I remember" Fred said giving a nervous laugh. That car right was hell with every bump and turn, yet we still made it in time.
We waved by to mum and got on the train going to the same cart as always, Fred seemed to be spacing out already so I just let him, I doubt he wants to talk to me anyway.
Fred's pov.
Things have been off since this morning, I know I don't pay much mind to George anymore. I mean why should I? He's 17 he can take care of himself, i don't think I've ever cared to really go into his room until this morning, I haven't been there since we where 16 and I asked dad if he could split on room in half.
One wall in the middle with a door connecting the two rooms, I don't think George was very sure with the whole idea but I didn't really care, everyone else gets there own room why can't we?
But this morning when I went to wake him up it was different, I grabbed his upper arm and my hand almost wrapped around it completely, finger tips centimeters away from touching, then him sitting on my lap in the car, it felt like he almost wasn't there at all, yes George has always been quiet, but not quite enough for me to forget me was there, other people could but I never could.
I heard the cart door open snapping me out of my thoughts, I looked up to see Angelina come in I smile and motioned for her to sit next to me, I looked over to where George was sitting and he was getting up and leaving, "I'll see you later" he said walking away I turned back to Angelina and shrugged my shoulders not really sure what was going on.
Time skip
I sat down on my bed waiting for George, I needed to talk to him. I just hoped I could get him alone Long enough for that to happen.
George's pov
I did want to walk away from Fred, really I didn't but he has Angelina, he doesn't need me. I walked up the the dormitory only to see Fred waiting for me.
"What'd you want?" I ask him "can't I just talk to my one and onl-" I cut him off before he could finish "skip it" I said "what's your fuckin' problem" he said skipping to the point like I'd asked.
"I don't know what you mean" I said starting to take stuff out of my trunk, " oh you know what I mean" he said getting up in front of me, "Fred just leave me alone " I say "no I won't just leave you alone, until you tell me what wrong with you" he kicks the trunk aross the room.
"So now something's wrong with me!?" I begin to yell, "n-no George it's not like that " now's he's shocked and trying to calm me down, "no it is, you think I'm some kind of freak don't you, you think something wrong with me, or- or I've gone mental! well fuck you Fred" I can't stop myself I've never seem myself be like this, and nether has Fred, "n-no no George you don't mean that" I can hear it in his voice that what I said upset him but I can find it in myself to care.
My hands are shaking and I'm crying and then everything stops, "hey hey, it's ok" Lee says to me, and then my hands stop shaking I look down he's holding them, "see, everything's fine" he says to me, he Walks me out of the room leaving Fred standing there in complete shock.