
Run little one
She didn't knew for how long she was running but wasn't neither concerned about it, the only thing on her mind was that she needed to run as far as she could, it was the only thing for her that has an importance at this instant, running to be safe, she wouldn't stop until she knew she would be. She then thought about something, she didn't knew any safe place, at the thought of it she started to panic but before she lose the control of herself, the voice began to talk to her which made her calm down a bit but all her thoughts kept running in her mind and he knew it as the way he was talking to her was a mind-link he had put on her when she was only a newborn and was hearing all her thoughts through it when he was using it which was the case now. {My little snitch...} he began with the voice you would use to reassure a terrified animal which was partly the case at this instant {where do you go like that, if you continue like this your gonna get lost} he continued with a now soft but worried voice, but the only thing that he had for answer was the thought of the little girl that were repeating in a circle in her mind {I have to run, run until I am safe}. At this instant he realized what was happening, she was beginning to have a panic attack, so he did the first thing to bring her out of it that came to his mind, he gave her a goal to redirect her concentration on {I know where you'll be safe, with your father, you need to find him}, this sentence had the effect of a bomb in her mind, all her thoughts stopped at once, they're was a moment of silence between the pair, caused by him that was waiting for her to process what he just said as he knew that if what he tried worked she will need it and he was right as she was trying to process his sentence, a million of thought crossing her mind - did he just said that he knew where I would be safe - I have a father?- he know my father- what if he's lying?- But it's Mimi, he would never lie to me about something like that- and got like that for at least 5 minutes while running. After a few minutes, she finally came back to reality, asking him {you really kn-know my father?} {Yes, and I know that he's the safest person you could ever be with} he said, reassured that she wasn't rejecting the option and by the fact that she was talking again after months of mutism even though it was only by mind link she was still talking to someone {W-who is he? Do you think that he will want m-me??} she asked with a shaking and shy voice even though she was talking to him in her head. Just to the sound of her shaky, unsure voice, his heart melted and squeezed like it did each time she was talking to him with her voice that he could always hear so broken, you could hear in it how hurt she was and how she wanted to just hide and disappear forever but he loved the fact that he was the only one she wasn't hiding her true self from even though it breaks him each time she showed him, only to just after have his heart shattering when he realized that probably for her the fact of someone wanting her was impossible and inconceivable causing a murderous rage to grew in him as he all of sudden wanted to kill everyone that made her think that, starting with her mother but he knew he couldn't do anything as he wasn't even physically present theoretically, but that didn't stop him from having this rage in him, he then realized that he has been silent for a moment now as she was now almost at the edge of the forest, calming himself down he responded to her questions that she again forgot he could hear like always {I'm sure he will want you little, yes you can find him, no he's nothing like your mother and his name is Remus Lupin} he told her as he started to answer her questions. After he had finished to answer to them all while she was running completely silent she again started to ask question but this time it was only one : {how can I find him?}, this made him smile, the way she asked without an ounce of fear, he never seen her confident and that made him so proud but knew that he couldn't say anything to her about where he was as it wasn't how things has been planned and he knew that she needed to follow her own path and found him by herself without his intervention or it would compromise everything but he will make sure that does as he always did since the beginning to the dismay of the entities that were planning everything and were cursing every time he got himself in their plans to make it in her favour each time he could without changing them but it wasn't the case now and he knew it so even though it broke his heart he told her {I don't know my little moon, but I will help you to find him, as for now you need to WATCH OUT} just as he was saying that, she ran into a tree but instead of colliding with it she fell into some sort of void. She was sort of floating in some sort of space, was hearing voice talking around her that were there and at the same time, weren't anywhere surrounding her from everywhere, there was a strange light that was looking more like it came from below water even though they're wasn't any water or anything at all, she then could feel herself being dragged out of it but nothing she experienced before, it was as if it was grabbing her by her spine and dragging her by the inside without even though giving her any sort of pain or discomfort just living her with the sensation that she was moving. Next thing she knows is that she's back in a forest, running like she never stopped and nothing ever happened but she knew that it was real as she was now in a completely different forest and there wasn't any forest nearby the one she was a moment before but however that didn't made her stop to run. She was now running for at least 2 hours, every part of her body was begging for a break, everything in her body was consumed by a powerful fire that had his source from the endless effort that she was asking from them, ignoring them like she did all her short life. After less then 30 minutes she stopped all of a sudden, not that she wanted to, actually it was the exact opposite as everything in her was screaming to her to run,hid or do anything that could save her life but her little body was petrified in place, too scared to move and the source of it was the events that were happening right before her eyes, the water was freezing with a rather fast speed, at the same time she could sense the air cooling down but it wasn't like when the air was cooling down as the winter was settling in the air, no it was like any ounce of joy and happiness was drained out of it and was leaving to replace it a feeling that she knew all to well and that she had just leaved the source, it was like she was right back there and never leaved, a million thought crossed her mind Am I back? Was it all just a dream (even though she never had dreams) What is happening? I don't wanna go back there? But the train of her thoughts was interrupted but a creature that she wasn't even sure if she was alive, a thin, tall, terrifying figure just appeared in her view, it was dressed all in grey-black robes that looked like they were wearing them for a thousand years with viel that they didn't lost a second to use to cover their figure that she would describe as a greyish portait that all his paint has been washed by the rain and that we just let dry the moment it realized that the small cub before them was watching them. It fixed her for a few seconds before lowering itself just above her and started to suck out the little happiness she had as in the meantime her expression passed to one of confusion at one of pure terror as she was now hearing her mother screaming at her "Your only and will always just be a monster, freak, useless, a disgrace, worthless of anything in this world!".
(Meanwhile) He was walking around in the forest, trying to deal with the memories of his friends that were all coming back to surface as it was the date that he will always remember : the night of the 31 October. While he was wondering in the forest lost in his thoughts he saw the shape of a creature that he knew has nothing to do there they were all supposed to be patrolling around the castle but not in the forest, , attacking someone that he couldn't tell the identity from where he was, but he knew that Dumbledore would be absolutely furious to know that they attacked someone as the ministry gave their words to him that they were totally armless with the only order to find his old and lost friend Sirius Black, seeing that, all his tortured memories vanished from his mind as he made a run for it, bursting in the scene out of nowhere, putting himself between the dementor and his victim, chasing them away as there wasn't any interest for them in a wolf. As they were floating away, Remus made sure they weren't coming back or any other before turning around to see who he rescued, when is eyes landed on the figure of a black and chocolate brown cub that was so small and skinny that he had the impression that if he touched them they would break, they're eyes were chocolate brown that he had the impression he saw them before, like he knew them since forever and at the same time that he never saw some like these before in his whole life, while staring in them he had the feeling that he could stare at them for hours but at the same time that they wanted to escape by any way possible but that didn't stop him from looking at them as he had the sensation that they wanted to tell something but they were censored by something that couldn't be found anywhere and he wanted to know what it was.
When his look got back to her body to see if she had any injuries, it was like something in her woke up, she got out of the stance she was since the beginning of the attack, realized for the first time that the eyes that were staring in her were those of the wolf in front of her that she just saw and tensed when she sensed his gaze land on her scars even though he couldn't really see them with her fur covering them, she had the impression that he could see them all and she never had reaction that she appreciated when that happened before, people would always looks at her with disgust and disdain or play with her. She glanced up to see if he was really looking at her, when she saw that it was the case her whole body tensed and she waited for his reaction.
While he was looking for injuries, he felt them looking at him but instead of relaxing like he though they would, seeing that it was another wolf and that the dementor was gone, their body tensed, but he thought nothing of it, thinking it was the stress from the events and the fact that he was a stranger to them that was causing it, his gaze then fell on something that looked like a scar, he then grew a bit concerned as it was impossible that if they had any injuries from the attack they had already healed so he took a step forward to look at it but at the same moment like they were synchronized they did the exact opposite, thinking nothing of it and presuming that they were only shy and a little bit scared, he took another step but this time with a reassuring look to make them comfortable but that didn't change anything as for each step he took forward, they took one backward. This situation continued for a few more step but at one point, they took the final step backward that instead of backing like they did for the past minutes, this time they tripped on a root that made them fell backwards, colliding their head on a branch and passing out before he could do anything. He looked at the scene that was happening before him in slow motion for him with horror, he didn't lost another second after their head collided with the branch before hurrying to the side of the little cub to check if they had any wound at the head. Luckily they didn't had any, at least visible, seeing that, he picked them up by the skin of the neck with all the softness he could have with the form of a wolf and brought them to a place in the forest that he knew was safer than here the fastest he could while making sure he wasn't hurting them in any ways. Once there he settled them down slowly and the most carefully he could, he then layed down just behind them and cradled them against him to keep them safe and warm and fell asleep with them securely between his paws against his chest with his head on top of them.