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Harry looked at theo who looked back he soon realised what harry was implining so he looked at luna who nodded harry nodded back and stood up walking towards one of the walls manh raised an eyebrow why? Is he facing the wall before the saw it move and there it was a dark passage with a faint blue light coming from the end of it to show where it turned and harry walked inside followed by theo and luna harry waved his hand and the passage shut making many frown how does it sense his hand waving to show everyone is inside? Is it more parsel magic or is it just something it knows..
“Ill take it you want to get changed?”Luna questioned harry who nodded they smiled.
“So is this you saying im allowed to braid your hair after you get changed” harry just nodded at them and they grinned while shaking their hands up and down slightly which theo noticed.
“Luna are you also autistic?” theo questioned them when they walked into the room with the three carpets.
“Yeah thats how i had a feeling about harry having it to im going to change and grab another hair tie.” They said before walking up the gender neutral staircase while harrry and theo walked up the male ones.
“T-h-e-o you sure i can borrow clothes again i keep on taking yours.” harry signed theo rolled his eyes.
“Yes harry its fine i told you you could.”Theo said while passing harry a shirt and pants which are too small for theo now he only keeps them cause he knows harry likes the fabrics of his clothing.
“Thank you.”Harry whispered theo just nodded while harry walked over to his area and pulled the curtains around the area theo copying
“Harry you should have you hair out more often.”Theo said while they were walking down the stairs to see luna in a sort of tight shirt a skirt and tights she was stood next to one of the lounge chairs in there.
“Can i braid it here harry?” he nodded and she moved away from the chair as harry walked over and sat in it while she tied up his hair.
“So luna do you just always braid his hair?”Theo questioned next to them focused on how they braid harrys hair
“Yeah i like to braid peoples hair and it always looks pretty on harry.”they replied before going back to focusing on braiding harrys hair.
It took about 5 minutes before the three set off back into the passageways
“ harry i didnt know you had burn scars all on your left arm.”Luna said efore they skipped down some of the passageway. Theo looked at harrys left arm yeah he never noticed but theres a burn scar going around his wrist and going down his h- it just vanished he soon glared at harry.
“Oh no you dont you take that glamour off right this instant im sorry but you know damn well your having a bad day today your glamour being on will make your day worse and you know it cause it happened last year.”Theo said to harry who sighed in annoyance but took the glamour off.
“You two are so slow.”Luna said waiting at the end of the passage.
“Sorry luna had to make him take of a glamor.”She made an o shape knowing what happened last year as she helped harry and nodded while harry hissed at the snake with multicoloured eyes and walked inside the hall and to his seat.
Hermione gave a look to harrys burn but overall ignored it cause harry had just split an apple in half and bit into it harry looked at her she shrugged and went back to eating.
“How the fuck sorry did you break the apple.”George said shocked hes tried but never managed. Harry shrugged he doesnt know he just does it cause its easier and he loves apples
“Okay no harry you cant just eat apples.”Draco snickered.
“Why not.”Harry signed annoyed.
“Because thats just nto healthy.”Draco replied while putting something else hes seen harry eat at lunch on his plate.
Harry stared at it grabbing his fork and lifting the top up and he nodded putting the fork down and picking up the sandwich.
“Why does he check his food?”Sirius whispered tonks and remus looked at him.
“Im pretty sure harry has sensory issues its shown in the book so far the way clothing touches him his usual copied food routine he got to start trying new foods because it seems he eats only the same thing each day”
“Why?”
“Sensory issues like they said.”Remus said giving an eye to tonks sirius made an o shape and nodded.
“Okay I’m done, no way am I eating more.’ Harry signed in annoyance shadow his snake poked her head out of Harry’s shirt.
“”You want something?””
“The chicken.” She hissed Harry rolled his eyes before singing to Hermione to pass some chicken she did and shadow snatched it right out Harry’s hand making them laugh.
“”God damn calm downs””
“I’ll do that when you learn to calm down when your handed apples.””
“Oh fuck you.” Harry hissed that she just stuck her tongue out at him before hiding herself more..
“Okay I’m gonna go change.’ Many said making their way out of the hall many stayed liking the uniform but most had left to get changed prefects of course being one of those to lead the way just so nobody tries going over dormitories.
“Why didn’t they go without everyone else?“ Sirius whispered,
“Harry doesn’t like the uniform and I’m pretty sure Luna doesn’t either so it was easier for them to be able to eat without having the annoyance of the uniform.” Sirius made another oh face and nodded.
Fred was one of the students who preferred the school uniform right now.
“So does Harry always just wear your clothes?”
“They are his at this point they don’t fit me. I keep them because we all know damn well the dursleys will destroy any clothing which isn’t the Hogwarts uniform.”
“Yeah true I guess you're right..”
“They really actually suck.”
“You think?” Luna replied at this point how don’t you know.
“Is anyone else concerned about the fact that mr potter walked in here with a burn a inch or two above the wrist and almost near the fingertips?” Flitwick whispered in worry.
“I saw it on his records. It was actually one of the only things on there which doesn’t show how it was inflicted. It might be the worry of it or something I don’t know but it worrying in why he has it.” Poppy replied, nodding.
snape didn’t reply because he was annoyed with himself for never noticing the signs potter for Merlin sakes does extra potion classes with me Malfoy cause he wants something to do on a Sunday evening how didn’t he notice the warning signs the way he was shorter and skinnier than the rest of his peers the faint faded burns on his arms and the start of second year the handprint bruise going across his wrist which he tried to hide but he just managed to see it the way he would flinch when you raised your hand to fast or whenever an adult would talk to him he seemed terrified of them and looked for several escape routes in case of needing them.
he’s also surprised he never noticed the signs of sensory issues in him as he also struggles with them you think the reason he wears an extra layer under his clothes is for the warmth no it’s so he doesn’t need to feel the way work shirts and work robes feel on his skin and as soon as he gets to his quarters he feels the need to rip them off or the struggle with foods as he tries to keep the same meal plan cause he doesn’t like ways certain things taste or feel he’s really disappointed in himself for not noticing them when he is supposed to be able to it’s one thing he made sure he would be able to notice in a child was neglect or abuse and he never did with potter.
Umbridge was trying to keep in the glee of finding out someone puts potter in his place she was so disappointed to see he’s moved to the second bedroom he doesn’t deserve any sort of room he should of just been thrown into a shed or something doesn’t deserve a place at hogwarts or in the wizarding world who does he think he is saying VoLdEmOrT iS bAcK or not answering to her always using his hands that’s not right she won’t listen to what she’s being told he’s saying so she doesn’t get it if he won’t talk he gets a detention it’s stupid thinking he can just choose not to talk when he feels like it rediculous seriously what is wrong with the boy he needs a mind healer or something.
Poppy was just feeling pure concern for Harry he’s one of the nicest but blunt students she’s had in the hospital wing he lacks keeping in thoughts but it’s good he doesn’t because it teaches You what your doing wrong she always thought ever since meeting him he had some sort of disability like autism or adhd something it just was fairly obvious the way he couldn’t contain dye contact the lack of keeping thoughts in the not understanding social cues and many over things she can list. She also had a feeling he was being neglected but albus just wouldn’t let her do anything or check with him always the same “I check on him every year he’s being spoiled rotten it’s all most likely an act but if you know Harry you would know almost instantly if he was being spoiled he just wouldn’t be able to keep in the excitement of the new things he’s getting instead he keeps everything to himself.
Flitwick was talking to miners but he was also thinking things similar to snape and poppy how didn’t he see the signs how did he never notice the obvious abuse/neglect signs he would show whenever someone raised their hands to fast or shouted to loud it would be a flinch or if you came near him his hands went in front of his face as if to protect himself.
He’s not surprised about the autism either it was fairly obvious but he never could get the courage to talk to poppy or someone else about it he also believed he would be able to notice warning signs about neglect but seems he needs to work on it… a lot more who knows what they’ve missed this has brought out a new side to Flitwick he didn’t expect to find.
Dumbledore was wondering how these books got here and why they are doing this it’s obvious they are here for a reason but for what reason they are showing things nobody needed to know it’s obvious Harry will be removed from the dursleys care but it’s the safest place for him to be he needs to stay there.
I think you know was mcgonagall is thinking the same as Hagrid, so pretty much a mix of Dumbledore and poppy.
While Hermione Ron George Ginny Lavender and you get the idea walked up to the gryffindor dormitory she wondered how bad the dursleys have got this was in first year and she know after first year it most likely did get worse due to the fact Harry’s hair grew a lot over and she saw how Theo and Harry walked inside the carriage together and Harry had a few plasters on his face as if covering things and he also looked like he might of been crying.
His glasses were cracked the plasters were on his jaw his neck his fingers across his nose and on his wrist and she grew worried and it only got worse from there on third year Harry had fresh bandages on his left arm going up to his elbow he obviously was getting irritated with it but theo stopped him third year draco also seemed to of helped with whatever it was and she did notice how it always looked like bruises or red painful skin was in the areas roudnaring the plasters on his face and fingers .
Ron was wondering how the fuck he never noticed Harry was like Charlie thays really it his mind wasn’t really running as he was processing the fact he’s learning facts about hs friend he never would of expected to be learning.
Hermione's thoughts changed into Happier ones on the way to the hall though. Pretty much everyone did when students were walking back into the hall.
The ministry all were wondering if maybe they were wrong maybe just maybe…. Potter is right about you know who being back.
As minutes went by Harry felt his breathing get tighter as it felt wrong it felt less controlled.
He rocked more and more even though he wished to stop it was tiring but it was the only thing easing the pain of everything owing on every chew was so loud he wanted to start crying the way the lights shined into his eyes made him want to cry even more the way magic swarmed around everyone specifically that good damn fucking book makes him want to cry and punch a wall So he’s rocking while tapping into his knee even though the repitivie stim was making him so bored and tired and want to try something new but his body won’t he can’t he’s used to this just do it and do it until it calms down which probably won’t happpen the buzzing of magic coming from the book into his head he wants to destory it but he can feel the magic it’s undestoryable it’s a sentient you can’t destory sentients rhey can only destory their selves.
Thats not possible and won’t either be it just gets stronger and stronger by second higwarts even is feting stronger right this second everything is getting way to fucking much for him to handle everyone felt unsafe except a fair few people harry just sat there and rocked and rocked even though it felt tiring like he has said many many times by now.
But then someone touched him and he screamed while feeling tears build up and fall down his cheeks while he rocked making his face feel all sticky. Many flinched Charlie stared at Harry instantly knowing what’s going on.
“Okay get the fuck away from him move away now.” Charlie said standing up moving towards the group Luna was the first to move.
“But shouldn’t we try to help him!?“ Ron questioned.
“Ron, you can help him by moving away and giving him space.” The group nodded and moved away leaving Harry just sitting there while his ears covered his whole body while he rocked while crying. Harry knew Charlie was kneeling in front of him not close but not far either he had to be near just in case you never know how bad a meltdown can get. It was a calming feeling he had Charlie stayed there still for what felt like hours but overall it was 10 minutes max.
“Harry, it's okay, nobody can hurt you.” Charlie whispered Harry looked at Charlie who was just in front of him.
“See, it's just me.” Harry knew that wasn’t true but it was at the same time Harry soon felt a person behind him and it was poppy he knew by the reassuring mum presence he felt as she put that blanket around him he pulled it close.
“I think he’ll be okay but we should move the book away from him, that's going to set him off again.” Charlie said, staring at the table which had the book on.
“That can be done.” Dumbledore nodded, pulling out his wand and the table and book moved to the opposite side of the room.
“Should be able to be heard all around the room but not near him.”
“Yeah… Harry, is that better?” Charlie whispered Harry shrugged still rocking but not as hard as before he was disgusted by the feeling of his face when he wiped it feeling the remains of the tears his face is all sticky now.
“Face all fukin sticky and shit.” Harry muttered under his breath in
parseltongue getting a snort from theo who just sat down next to him.
“What the fuck was that.” Some hufflepuff said in an incredibly rude tone.
“A meltdown so what.”
“What he’s autistic or something dude that’s just dumb just deal with it, nothing different to what you hear or deal with to us normal people whay the fuck is wrong with you just doing that.”Many stared at the person, especially the teachers and Charlie.
“That’s some ableist language you got there.” Snape said to the hufflepuff they soon watched as hufflepuff had 30 points removed from the badger glass the hufflepuff student gasped.
“I got that just for being honest god damn wow.” It seems that Hufflepuff might have been the only one who agreed with what they said as pretty much the whole hall looked at the student in disgust.
“Bro that’s fucked up.” Some other hufflepuff said to the friend annoyed another few minutes passed while many calmed down Harry adjusting the blanket theo just nodded.
“Okay I think we should start the reading again..” mcgonagll called out a collective agreement rang around the hall and soon they started the book rang out
“Before we start I do wish to say that if it does get to much for any students with the magic which radiates from me i as a sentient can be removed it’s not painful as I will be destroyed when this book is over anyway so if it does get worse just say the word traditional reading while holding a wand over me and you will have to read to the hall.”
Many nodded if it does get too bad they can just do that.
“Chapter 8 insert a title name as I haven’t come up with one yet💀”