Thinking about you

9-1-1 (TV) 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020)
F/F
F/M
M/M
G
Thinking about you
Summary
Buck adopted Carina not to fill the empty void in his heart, but because the look in her eyes that day on the beach in 2010, a spark of resilience he recognized despite her young age, mirrored the profound connection he felt with her, a connection that had stayed with him over the five years that followed and grown into a deep-seated desire to offer her the stability and love she craved.
Note
This story may take me a while to get back to as I am a full time college student and I work full time. I have a lot in store for this story. The chapters will get longer as the story progresses. I am taking feedback on this story so please don’t hesitate to correct me on anything or to comment. ❤️
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Chapter 2

October 31, 2017

The firehouse was abuzz with a nervous energy, not just from the usual pre-Halloween excitement, but from the presence of the young girl standing awkwardly near the entrance. Carina, looking small and a bit lost in the oversized firehouse, her eyes darted between the unfamiliar faces. 

A palpable tension filled the air. Hen's smile, while present, was cautious, her gaze flicking between Carina, Buck, and Bobby, who stood with an unreadable expression near his office. Chimney, usually a fountain of jokes, was uncharacteristically quiet, his eyes narrowed as if trying to decipher a complex code. The air crackled with unspoken questions.

Bobby's gaze, sharp and assessing, moved between Buck and Carina, then back to the team. He was a silent conductor, orchestrating the unspoken drama. His presence amplified the team's unease, a clear signal that he knew something they didn't, or at least, wasn't sure he approved of. Whispers began, hushed conversations behind Buck's back, "Who is she?" and "What's going on?" echoing in the station's corners. The team's usual camaraderie was replaced by a tense wariness, their trust in Buck, still a relatively new member, wavering. Hen, her brow furrowed, caught Chimney's eye, a silent question passing between them. "Bobby knows something," Chimney murmured, his voice barely audible. "And he's not happy." The atmosphere was thick with suspicion, a sense that Buck had crossed an unspoken line. 

They watched Buck, waiting for him to betray some secret, to confirm their growing distrust. The station, usually a place of shared purpose, had become a battleground of unspoken accusations, with Bobby's silent judgment hanging heavy in the air.

Hen, her gaze fixed on Bobby’s rigid posture, subtly shook her head, a silent warning to Chimney to keep his voice down. She’d learned quickly in her time at the 118 that Bobby’s silence was often more telling than any shouted reprimand. 

The tension wasn’t just about the unknown girl; it was about Buck. Buck, who was still proving himself, who had a tendency to act impulsively. Now, with this teenager in tow, he was clearly testing the boundaries again. Chimney, though usually quick with a quip, felt a knot of unease tighten in his stomach. He’d seen the way Bobby looked at Buck – a mix of disappointment and a barely contained frustration. 

It was the look Bobby reserved for situations that threatened the fragile balance of their team. He glanced at Buck, who was trying to appear nonchalant, but his forced casualness only served to amplify the tension. Carina, seemingly oblivious to the undercurrents swirling around her, simply stood quietly, her eyes following the movements of the firefighters with a wary curiosity.

The silence stretched, punctuated only by the clanging of equipment and the distant hum of the radio. Hen, ever the pragmatist, decided to break the stalemate. "So, Buck," she said, her voice deliberately casual, "who's your friend?" The word "friend" hung in the air, a loaded question wrapped in a veneer of politeness. Buck’s eyes flickered to Bobby, then back to Hen. 

He opened his mouth, but before he could speak, the alarm bells blared, shattering the tense silence. The call, a structure fire downtown, was a welcome distraction, a way to channel the simmering anxieties into action. As the 118 scrambled into their gear, the unspoken questions remained, a dark cloud hanging over their next call.

After the team departed, leaving the station strangely quiet, Carina, feeling even more isolated, found herself drawn to Bobby's desk. The man held an aura of quiet authority, and she sensed that easing his concerns would be crucial. 

Taking a deep breath, she walked over, stopping a respectful distance away. "Excuse me, Captain Nash?" she said, her voice clear but slightly hesitant.
Bobby looked up, his expression neutral. 

"Carina, isn't it?"

"Yes, sir," she replied, her voice a little higher than usual, betraying her nervousness. "I just… I wanted to say thank you for letting me be here. I know it's probably unusual."

Bobby's gaze softened slightly. "It is," he acknowledged, his voice still measured, "But your father assured me it wouldn't be a problem."

Carina nodded, her eyes meeting his. "He's… he's really excited about this job, sir. And he's been working really hard." She hesitated, then added, "I know he can be… a lot sometimes," a small, rueful smile playing on her lips, "But he really cares about helping people."

Bobby's lips quirked almost imperceptibly. "I've noticed his enthusiasm," he said, his voice dry.

Carina continued, her voice earnest. "I just… I worry about him, you know? It's a dangerous job." She paused, then, drawing on a courage she didn't quite feel, added, "But I also know he wouldn't be happy doing anything else. And… I try to trust him. I know he’ll try to be careful."

Bobby studied her for a long moment, his gaze searching. He saw not just a worried daughter, but a young woman who was fiercely protective of her father, who understood his flaws but believed in his heart. He saw a maturity beyond her years, a quiet strength that, perhaps, hinted at a positive influence on Buck.

"Thank you, Carina," he said finally, his voice slightly warmer than before. "I appreciate you saying that. Your father… has potential. And we look out for each other here." He paused, then added, almost as an afterthought, "And we'll… do our best to look out for him."

Carina's smile widened, a genuine warmth spreading through her. "Thank you, sir," she said, relief washing over her. She knew, in that moment, that she had made a connection, that she had eased some of Bobby's doubts, not with eloquent words, but with the simple truth of her love and, despite her own fears, a growing trust for her father.

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