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Harry in this has reddish brownish hair and still bright green eyes everything else is the same!!! :0
At a young age Harry realized how dumb everyone was. He was bruised almost every day yet not a single teacher or parent or anyone noticed. Don’t get him wrong he wouldn’t have wanted them to, Uncle Vernon would have had a field day, but it was still idiotic that they didn’t notice. That wasn’t the only thing, they also didn’t notice when they were being manipulated.
Harry didn’t know when he realized that but he did and he was damn good at it. One good thing about the years of abuse from a young age was that he could easily fake emotions. The Dursleys would only stop after he cried and begged for them to stop, after a while, it was hard to cry, so Harry started practicing every chance he had. The sooner they stopped the sooner he could read books or really just get away from them.
Tuesday 23 February 2005
When Harry was making breakfast Aunt Petunia told Harry “Clean the basement today boy. Oh and be up to make dinner by 5”. “Yes Aunt Petunia,” Harry replied forever obedient as he finished breakfast. All morning he had to have his best oh no face on because Dudley had another doctor's appointment and if he was seen happy it would be the end of a seemingly ok-ish week, I mean finding out Dudley could die by 15 had to at least make him a little happy! But living with the Dusley’s put a bit of a damper on that excitement.
As he walked down the stairs to the basement he thought about the book he was hiding in the closet. Contrary to his uncle's beliefs he is not stupid, he loves to learn especially different languages.
He currently speaks about Five different languages fluently not including English, he would speak more but getting the books and not having his Aunt and Uncle find out is hard. He’s doing a great job according to the librarian most 9-year-old kids don’t know how to speak that many languages. The librarian also says no other 9-year-old he knows has read like the whole Library. But I mean what’s there to do after cooking, school, running from Dudley, more cooking, and chores? He should probably rest but ever since Vernon decided to smash a pan on his head it’s hard to sleep more than a couple of hours a day. Wonder if he should thank him?
As Harry was about to think of some of the words he was learning in Swedish ( One of his favorite languages right now) he opened a box labeled lils. Something felt off about it but he couldn’t put his head on it probably Uncle Vernon’s fault not gonna thanking him then. He had been working while not paying attention for a while, so he wasn’t quite sure why he was suddenly so focused on this weird-ass box.
He started going through the box and found a picture of a couple, one with dark brown hair, brown eyes, a very light tan, and a body like a female swimmer (lean and muscular ig!) the woman had red hair, bright green eyes, pale skin, and a soul that had so much excitement. Wait how could he tell what her soul felt like? Also, why did she look exactly like him? Why did the dude have such a muscular body too but not like weird muscles? It was kinda like a woman’s body. And why the hell is the picture labeled “Welcoming our little boy Harry into the world!”?!?!
As Harry went through the box he found a journal that was talking about how excited they were to be welcoming their little miracle into the world. It also mentioned how great an uncle called death was and how he brought Lily whatever she could need. Harry read through the diary at record speed begging whatever creatures out there to let it be true, for him to have two wonderful parents and amazing uncles, not drunk idiots like his aunt said. He saw a picture of a baby that was most definitely him.
As he was about to read more, aunt petunia yelled for him “get up here boy. Come make dinner for duders.” He quickly tucked the diary into his baggy food stained clothes and ran upstairs to start dinner. How had the time passed so fast? Luckily he cleaned almost the whole room before he got to the box. Which was strangely in a corner under a ton of stuff. That’s very unlike aunt petunia, she loved stuff orderly and hated stuff on top or hiding other things. “Why hide something if you don't like it just get rid of it!” one of the only things Harry agreed with her about. Too bad she didn’t feel that way about Harry. Maybe he could go to someone that actually let him learn.
Just as he got up there he stopped thinking so much about Aunt Petunia in fear of getting in trouble, Dudley got home from the doctor and ran upstairs shaking the whole house. They were at the doctor to start scheduling a healthy diet, Uncle Vernon angrily explained to aunt petunia what the doctor had been saying the last couple of times they were there. It was mostly about how little duddy kins is obese and if he doesn’t start dieting soon he’ll die at 15 (he’s only 10 right now).
Some strict dieting will be coming up on the whole house very very soon. Whats really funny is according to the doctor, “Any more sweets and your sons gonna die!” Vernon had only talked about this stuff away from Dudley. So Harry had continued to get ear fulls of it while cooking. Dudley only came to eat the food not watch it be made “THATS FOR FREAKS MOMMY.” Harry still had flash backs about that time. He'd much rather play video games or watch tv. Vernon was being quieter than Harry thought possible for someone cursing someone else to the moon and back. Or really quieter than he though possible for Vernon.
Uncle Vernon started walking towards Harry when he noticed Harry staring. “ What you looking at freak?” He said. When Harry didn’t Answer because it would be worse if he did. Vernon slapped Harry hard. So hard Harry bit the inside of his cheek and it started bleeding. God damn, he should box. Luckily Harry knows how to move the right way so it doesn’t hurt as bad, he can’t imagine taking the full hit. Thank you Dudley I guess?
Harry thought but replied much tamer just a “ Nothing sorry Uncle Vernon. ” A heavily practiced line for Harry. As harry started dinner he thought a ton about the diary it would make sense if he was at least aquatinted with death I mean how else was he alive after weeks of not being fed and the giant oaf of Vernon stomping on him. The taste of blood still on his tongue. He should have died…
a lot.
Another thing the diary mentioned was magic. That’s terrible if he has it, he’d have to hide it all while being in the Dusley’s image that hassles for at least 9 more years! Not to mention if uncle Vernon got what he was he’d have to work for Dudley his whole life, the little oaf was too stupid to understand anything so like his homework Harry would have to do it. But I mean the little oaf could die so. Maybe he could just run away?
After Harry finished dinner he ran to his room before any more was asked of him. He found if he got out of there fast enough they would usually leave him alone all night. In the closet, he started to read Lilly’s diary, as he read he learned about the deal Lilly and James had with death and basically everything else about their life.
It went a little like this: James was born a girl but as he grew he found himself hating when people called him a girl don’t even mention when he had to wear dresses. James parents summed it up to him being a tomboy, James hated that too, when they said tomboy it made him feel so girlish because only girls are tomboys. When he was old enough to express himself well enough to his parents they were super sad. But not the way James thought they would. They were sad they didn’t know sooner and had called him a girl for so long, especially since he hated being a girl. His parents were so excited the first time they went shopping for more boyish stuff. They changed his birth certificate and from then on out James was finally James! Everything went perfectly at Hogwarts he met the marauders and got into the Griffindoor. He fell in love with a girl, ( But this time around he did not bully Snape because he was finally not a complete dumb ass.) and when the love of his life learned that he couldn’t give her kids she was ok with that and researched a way to have kids just the two of them. Finally lily found something it was an ancient text they traveled the world to find. It was something about a contract with death, they wanted to test it out and so they did. They summoned death, and Lilly was super excited talking about it with death. “Fan girls.” James whispered one time after he interrupted them and got thrown out. After death and lily were finished with the contract Lilly explained to James, James would get a working dick (I giggled a ton.) and what happened, happened, it was all really complicated, but in turn for Lilly and James had to help death in the afterlife for a couple of years after their death, Death promised it wouldn’t be too hard mostly paperwork. And so they all agreed and went back home, The next week Lilly took a test and she was pregnant!!! So Lilly made this diary all about their life so Harry would know if something happened I mean they were at war. Words couldn’t explain how excited Lilly was but hell she tried. After telling Sirius and Remus who were overjoyed they decided to tell the rest of the order. Lilly had her kid, Death and Sirius were amazing uncles, in death's case sometimes aunt.
( In the diary magic and everything’s explained including the war! (Sorry for the supppperrrr long paragraph it's supposed to be like a lil story in it's self!))
Everything went great to tell the night you know who came and killed all the Potters except Harry. Lilly made death promise to protect Harry, and so death did as much as the entity could. Harry had died 55 times so far each time death loved the kid a bit more than the last time. Harry didn’t remember any of the visits yet.
At the very end of the diary, there was someone else's handwriting explaining how Harry's parents died. Murdered by Voldemort a monster not even man anymore. An idiot who listened to a fake prophecy, and killed Harry's only real family. Then Dumbledore let Sirius Black Harry’s godfather get imprisoned. Then dumped Harry into an abusive household. Whoever wrote this is a dick why did they have time to write this yet they couldn’t stop Harry from going to the Dursleys. (The last part not the overall book!)
As Harry settled down in bed he realized how dumb his family was! How could they not tell Dumbledore was manipulating them into fighting he who must not be named? They were just kids barely out of school, wizards lived to tell like 200 there had to be older generations to fight. Hell even Dumbledore could have probably killed Voldemort!
Wholy fuck that’s what Dumbledore wanted was for his parents to die so he would be raised in an abusive household and he would trust Dumbledore with all his heart! How could he not have Dumbledore would have “saved” Harry from the Dursleys. He hadn’t even met the guy yet he seemed to have a better grip on his personality than his parents it was so obvious!
11:09 same day
It’s pitch black
Harry started figuring out how to get out of the Dusleys that night to go to the park and practice magic, even if his moms diary said wand less magic was hard he could learn overtime. It was easy getting out since he had to be sneaky just to get food.
But before he left he wanted to grab the book he left in the box, he would have grabbed it earlier but it was much to heavy to grab and then hide tell he got back to the cupboard. Something he didn’t notice when he looked a while ago was how the box seemed untouched. Doesn’t matter much, so he grabbed the book titled beginner to advanced. It was on about 30 different subjects and was pretty big. If anything it seemed lighter than it should be? When he finally got out of the Dusleys, he started walking to the park thinking about how terrible today was!