Broken
“You’re a fucking slut aren’t you?” A strong arm is wrapped around Draco’s throat as Theo fucks him. “You love this don’t you? You’re disgusting!”
“Yes, please don’t stop. Don’t stop!” Theo’s thrust slow down as Draco groans into his pillow. Fingers grip his hair shoving his face hard into the pillow and Draco’s fingers grip the bedsheets as they both cum.
Theo groans as he releases into the condom and Draco feels so full inside. He wants to turn to look up at Theo but he knows better. The last time he did, it earned him a black eye.
Draco may be many things but he’s not a fool. He knows Theo isn’t interested in romance or cuddling or long walks on the beach. He just wants to fuck. To push Draco against a wall pull down his pants and get what he needs. What Theo craves but is too cowardly to declare.
It’s the same reason he always fucks Draco on his knees. Never looking him in the face. Why he never kissed him on the lips. Why no matter how much they fuck they have stopped being friends.
It started in fifth year. Draco had snuck in some champagne from his family’s cellars into their dorms and on one crazy weekend he and Theo had snuck away to devour it together. They had laughed so much hiccuping from the champagne.
Neither one of them knew who made the first move. One moment they were laughing in the abandoned trophy room and the next their lips were touching. His pale fingers gripped Theo’s dark locks not wanting to let him go. His heart racing like it might explode and their tongues fighting for control.
Moments later after checking that the door was locked Draco lost his virginity. His pants around his ankles as Theo thrust into him from behind. It hurt so much he thought he’d pass out. His screams muffled by the hand covering his mouth. Theo’s large cock buried deep inside where nothing had ever been before.
He felt Theo pull back before pushing in again and Draco focused on breathing and relaxing. Slowing he he felt something inside him. Theo touching something that made him feel good. Something that made him moan in pleasure and his leaking cock hardened beneath him.
They fucked and Draco was left exhausted collapsing against a table. His pulse racing like it never had before. He turned to Theo who quickly pulled up his trousers and shot him an angry look.
“This never happened.” He shuffled away and Draco quickly got dressed.
And so it started. Theo never looked at him the same after that. The next year as he plotted way to murder their headmaster on the orders of a madman he’d wait for those nights when Theo would grab him. Wether it was sneaking into his bed at night or pulling him into the room of requirement. Theo would always find him and fuck when his needs became to great.
Even after the war when Draco’s father had been banished to Azkaban and Theo’s father was dead Draco yearned for Theo’s touch. The feel of the other man on his skin. He wondered if things might be different.
Their world had changed so much and maybe now. But as Draco lay on Theo’s bed naked and bruised he knows nothing has changed. He watches Theo get dressed in silence before grabbing his own clothing and putting them on. Theo flashes him an angry look and Draco turns away.
There is no kindness in his eyes. Just anger and pain. Draco leaves without a word vowing that this will be the last time. The last he goes begging for something that he cannot have.
He’s lost so much. His father, his reputation and with one last look at Theo’s home he lost hope. He has nothing. Nothing to look forward to except long and lonely eighth year with the classmates who all hate him. His mother is a shell of the person she once was.
He can’t even leave for a fresh start unless he wants to risk spending the rest of his days locked in a cell. His heart beat but he’s not alive.
He knows the potion before he even gets to the Malfoy stores. He’s sobbing so hard and he locks the door with a flick of his wand so one will enter. He undoes the cap on the potion and he drinks it one swift motion his body spasms as the liquid acid burns threw his throat. He wretches as his entire body spasms uncontrollably and he collapsed on the floor. Bile spills from his mouth before he hits the floor.
Then everything goes black.