NIGHTMARES
Sirius found himself in a dark alley as he was chasing Death Eaters
“Come out you cowards” He yelled as he chases after 2 Masked People
Suddenly they stopped running and dropped their Mask
It was the face of James and Lily
“James…Lily” He stammered
“Why” James asked
“What do you mean why, you are dead” Sirius asked
“Thanks to you” James snarled “Why did you suggest Pettigrew” he added
“James… I I I” He choked
“We lost our life and Harry lost his family because of you” Lily said with venom in her voice
“Forgive me” He replied tears running down his Face
“Forgiveness isn't going to bring us back” James replied “Maybe you planned all this, with Pettigrew to kill us” he added
“J-J-James I I I don’t know he was the Spy” Sirius replied choking on his words
“And you left Harry when he needs you the most, you are enjoying yourself in this world with your Snake family and friends while my Son cries for you every single minute” James accused
“ James please I am trying everything to make sure it doesn’t happen again, you got to trust me” Sirius begged
“We trusted you once and see where it got us, we are dead our son grew up as an orphan with my horrible Sister and her Husband while Voldemort wants him dead” Lily yelled
“Some way to repay the trust we had in you” James chucked cruelly
“Please I will do anything to keep you safe, it wont happen again” Sirius choked
“You didn’t trust me” A New voice added,
He turned to find Remus
“Remus” he harped
“You thought I was the spy because I was a werewolf” Remus asked
“Remus n-no its not what” He said
“What's the difference between your family and you Sirius, the first mention of a spy and you suspected the Dark creature didn’t you” Remus added
“No I am sorry please” He asked with desperation
“It was foolish of you trust Pettigrew and in turn you asked us to trust him our life, he maybe the traitor but you are the reason we are dead” James said with no emotion
“Please” He shouted
The Three started laughing but Suddenly the Scene shifted and Regulus was standing Infront of him
“R-Reg” He asked with shock
“There he is, my darling elder brother” Regulus said with sarcasm in his words
“You are dead” He asked
“Yes, but because of you” Regulus answered with Venom
“I didn’t force you to become a death eater” He argued
“Maybe but you left me alone” Regulus said before adding “With them”
“You could have come with me” he asked
“You should have stayed” Regulus asked
“I cant” he said hanging his head
“Did you know how it was after you left, while you were enjoying with that Potter boy I was being forced to take the dark Mark when I turned 16, they used the Cruciatus when I didn’t listen, all because you left” Regulus said laughing suddenly
“I am sorry, what did you want me to say, I offered you to come with me” He shouted losing his temper
“What use did it come to your life joining them, all think of you the Murderer and the one who betrayed the Potters and killing Pettigrew” Regulus said
“Choosing the Light wasn’t a choice I regret, I am not a killer, I don’t believe in Blood Purity and certainly not that Muggle born's are worthless” He added
“You made me this way, they forced to me to be like this because you weren't” Regulus added
“What can I do Reg, I am not the son they wanted” He added
“They forced me to be the one they wanted” Regulus said
“I will change everything Reg, this time I will be a better brother and stop you from dying” Sirius added with determination
“You are not capable of caring about me Sirius” He added but before he can reply
The Scene shifted and another Boy stood in front of him, wearing Yellow robes with his Blond Hair and Blue Eyes staring at Sirus
“Micheal Lampgard” Sirius asked stunned
“Didn't expect me here, did you” Micheal asked smiling with anger
“Mike, I I I” Sirius again seemed lost for words
“You were supposed to protect me, I was a Kid” The Boy yelled “You told me to hide in the Tent, I trusted you”
“I didn’t expect them to blast the Tent” Sirius replied
“You should have I was 15, I thought you would protect me but you were more focused on protecting that worthless Rat who betrayed you in the End” The Boy shouted
Suddenly the Scene Shifted and Harry was standing in front of him
“Harry” Sirius ran to hug him
But Harry stopped him
“Don't come anyway near me” Harry yelled
“Wha” he asked
“You left me again, like you did when they died” Harry said
“Harry please I didn’t mean to” He asked
“Yes you did ,everyone always leave me in the end, Mum Dad and now you” Harry yelled
“I thought of you as a father figure but you just saw me a replacement of your best friend who is dead because of you” Harry yelled
Sirius said nothing
“You are worthless, remember when you said you are nothing like your family, you lied, you are exactly like them” Harry added with Fury in his eyes
“Without you I would have a family, a Father to talk about Quidditch or girls and a Mother to talk about anything but instead I am an Orphan who lives with his Aunt and Uncle who hates me and a Cousin who bullies me” Harry snarled
“I will change everything I promise” Sirius asked
There was nothing and it went blank
Sirius awoke from his bed as he stood up
He was having these Nightmares again
He went to the Bathroom and splashed cold water on faces
Tears were welling on his face
“I am going to change everything, Harry is going to have a family and Regulus isnt going to die” he vowed to himself
He then went to the bed and tried to sleep hoping the nightmares keep away.