You kissed my little brother?
"Can't sleep ? " Effie comes into James's room, it's almost two in the morning and tomorrow is the first of August and James already send the letter to Regulus so he should arrive in the morning.
And Sirius is expecting Remus to come for the rest of the holidays.
"yeah, I'm nervous about tomorrow- I haven't spent much time with Regulus not that much since I left" Sirius said worriedly and Effie smiled at him.
"I'll be just fine Sirius, you two are brothers that isn't something you can forget. Besides I believe you all will have a lot of fun. Don't worry about it " She said with a kind voce.
" I'm scared that they hurt him" James whispered just as loud so Sirius and his mom could hear it.
"We'll see him tomorrow, I'm sure he's strong boy and we'll help him eventually if something like that happened." Effie said gently, James liked that about her she was realistic, James so hoped he was okay.
"I see you care about him a lot" She said firmly and James nodded.
"I do - he's " James hesitated for a second , Sirius was there and he didn't want to argue with Sirius now but he so wanted them to know "he's more than a friend to me " James finished and his mother just smiled.
"I know he is darling- we'll talk tomorrow okay boys? Go to sleep now it's late" She said with a serous gaze and they just nodded and she closed the door behind her. She understood that she has to leave them to it .
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"He's more than a friend to you ? He's like your best friend now ? I mean it's fine if he is ,you can surely have more than one" Sirius said and James started laughing silently.
"Oh ,no ,no ,no , it's not like that he's- we kissed once" James said feeling really unsure about everything he said. He never even mentioned in front of the Marauders that he liked guys too and not telling them about the kiss felt like a crime since every time Sirius kissed Remus or otherwise they would come to James and Peter and tell them about it. They both did it and until now they don't know it about each other, that made it even more magical.
"You did what -? You kissed my little brother? "
"Yeah I - I did Are you mad ? I don't want you to be mad at me Pads" James looked deep into Sirius's eyes with these puppy eyes of his.
"Why did you kiss him ? Was it a joke or a stupid game ?" Sirius asked panicking a bit.
"No I just wanted to kiss him so I did, it meant something " James sad honestly looking away.
" Did you- I mean did he like - he wanted to kiss you too right ?" Sirius knew of Regulus's fear of touch, he never knew why he hated it so much but he always respected it. He got little scared because he thought that James didn't know that, Regulus is stubborn enough to keep it to himself and never say anything to anyone.
Yeah James probably doesn't know, Regulus thinks. They hugged at the station. Regulus wouldn't hug someone like that . Would he ? Did he let him because he didn't want to say anything.
"I think he did- he definitely did"
"Okay good I- You just go easy on him he is - he has - well he doesn't really like to be touched and stuff. I noticed that you are affectionate so I just thought you should know and yeah-" Sirius said nervously he knwothat this was no his place to tell James about his brother Mental health shit but that was important to him, he wouldn't say it to some random person but that was James he will get it .
"I know - I always ask before I do anything and he seems fine with it" James says gently.
"Okay that's good - good so are you like boyfriends?" Sirius asked uncertain.
"No actually I don't know what we are now "
"Oh- right" Sirius said and they both just lays there in a bed together.
They were about to go to sleep but it's not like they were able to .
"I'm so glad it's you James " Sirius whispers after like an hour of silence. It wasn't even weird silence it was good and relaxing.
"What ?"
"I'm glad you're the one with Reggie - he deserves someone like you, someone nice and caring and -respectful" Sirius murmured almost asleep and James smiled.
"You're making him so happy James- I didn't noticed before but now I see it and he has been so precious with you, I can't even believe it " Sirius grinned at him smiling.
"Thank you for not being mad at me, I'll do my very best to keep him happy for the rest of my life" James whispered and they did fall asleep eventually .
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"Remus!" Sirius run straight to Remus's arms. "I so missed you " He buried his head into Remus's shoulder.
"I missed you too" Remus said smiling.
"James is still asleep. He's waiting for Regulus to come for this week , didn't want to wake him up he would be more stressed about it " Sirius said .
"Remus ! Dear boy here we have you !" Monty welcomed him with a hug and Effie was right behind him.
"You will sleep with Sirius I suppose ? Or do you guys have other plans since Regulus is coming over ?" Effie asked politely and sweet as she always does.
"Yeah probably but we'll figure it out later if it's alright " Remus said since he knew nothing about the bedding plan.
"Okay come here with me Moony I show you your new room wort the rest of the holidays" Sirius lead him to his room where he hasn't sleep tonight since he slept with James so it was perfectly clean.
They started kissing as soon as the door were closed.
"Is that why you missed me ?" Remus giggles while Sirius is taking off Remus's shirt. "I- no of course not I-" Sirius stopped but Remus just smiled " I was joking Pads " he said and they both laugh it off and continued with the kissing.
He grabs Sirius by his waist. He pushes him down onto his back and in a few seconds has his shirt off of him. It’s a rush. He wants him to have him. Every part of him. Remus presses his face into his chest giving him small kisses, trailing kisses from his neck, down and down and down. Remus scratched his back with his fingernails as he kept kissing every part of Sirius's body.
Sirius lets out a moan.
"Is it too much?" Remus asks with his eyes closed. Remus is now kissing the space just below Sirius’s belly button. His nails are digging into Sirius’s waist.
"not at all" Sirius replies.
Remus smiles and kisses him there again. One of Remus's hands is still on Sirius’s waist, the other slides down.
Sirius shivers. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Is this really happening? It is.. They’re really doing this now. Moony is doing this with him now and he fucking missed him. Oh. Oh, fuck. Remus continues in what he's doing and suddenly Sirius's trousers are off. "You're beautiful" Remus murmurs into his thigh.
Sirius flinches slightly. "What?"
He slips off Sirius’s boxers. "You're so magically beautiful" Remus licks his lips slowly and then he - oh - oh fuck - A wave of pleasure goes over Sirius.. How did they even get that far? He grabs Remus’s head with his hands gently but not that much, pulling his hair.
Sirius gets out another moan but this time louder and so much stronger.
"It's okay I casted the silencing spell, be as loud as you wish" Remus whispers.
"Fuck I'm so- I think I'm gonna-oh fuck" Remus doesn't stop, he keeps going and Sirius is more and more drowning in the pleasure. Remus goes still on and on and on until-- oh "
Sirius's body shivers and Remus finally lift his head up to look at him.
‘Pads?’
‘Was that alright ?’ Remus bites his lips nervously.
"that was so fucking magical Remus I-oh my fucking god "
Remus leans to Sirius for a soft kiss.
Someone knocked on the door.
"Who is it ?" Remus calls curiously.
"James , I made a breakfast "
"Oh well give us a minute" Remus calls and they both start laughing.
"I'll just wait in the kitchen " James says
"Come on Padfoot get dressed " Remus smiled and then they both went downstairs.