Chapter 1
Ever since Regulus died
James couldn’t take it.
He loved him too much.
They already had their future set out together.
And then Regulus died.
The pain that James had felt isnt imaginable.
He tried drinking until he became addicted to drinking alcohol.
He just wants the pain away.
Until Sirius had to help him
Everytime he looks at Sirius he remembers Regulus
Sirius was beautiful, he looks much like Regulus
Until one night when he was drinking
Sirius had came to drink with him too.
Which was a super bad idea
Until all he could remember was him kissing Sirius and leading him to him and regulus’ bedroom.
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Ever since Regulus and James started to date
Sirius was furious
Reasone one is because it’s practically incest
Reason number two is he didn’t want his brother to get hurt
Reason three is that he loved James.
He loves him so much
It hurts.
But it didn’t let it get in the way
Until Regulus died.
All he could think about was James
He wanted to take care of him
He wanted him to stop drinking
He wanted him to be okay.
But he wasn’t okay too
He lost his precious baby brother.
All he wanted was Regulus to be okay.
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Until one day
When James and Sirius were drinking
James had kissed him.