New year.
Monday, January
1992 Dear Diary,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
I'm so happy today, I'm back at Hogwarts. Though I'm sad, that I had to leave Mum and Dad again but that means I'll see my friend again so I'm happy!! I bought gifts for my close friends, that are Sirius, Remus, Peter, Mary, Marlene and Lily. They all loved it, let me list what I bought for them!
- For Sirius, I bought a muggle Remote control car, as he was so excited when I told him about it.
- For Remus, I bought a book about 4 friends on an adventure that Reminded me of us.
- For Peter, I bought a small plant, which you don't even have to water it to grow.
- For Marlene, I bought her hair clips.
- For Mary, I bought a butterfly which always flies in circles, when taken out of the box.
- For Lily, I bought a diary with flowers on the cover.
They all seem to love the gifts and I was so happy to see them happy all day, We all shared our vacation and what we did! I told them my aunt has come to visit from another country, It was so much fun with her, I love my ani !!
They all told me how they had fun, Me, Marlene and Peter made our friends jealous by telling them that we met on vacation too hahaha. It was so much fun, until at night.
Remus looked so tired than normal, maybe he was having his monthly fever. He has this condition when he gets sick every month. peter felt sleepy too so they both went to sleep. So Sirius said he is sleepy too and went to bed and I thought he looked sad. I was in my bunk, my curtains were closed but I was awake, when I heard someone sniff, and ofc I was worried. I was so sure it was Sirius as he looked sad before.
I got up from my bed and went over to my left side bed, to Sirius. I opened his curtain and he was curled up like a baby and crying. He looked when he saw his curtains open. He sat upright in an instant and start apologizing, I was just scared and shocked. I took his hand and led him to the common room, everyone was asleep so we could talk properly.
He then told me he misses his sister, I knew it was more than that but I didn't say anything, as I hugged him and squeezed his arm, he winced and I just stared at him until He fold his sleeve all the way up to show me a scar. Then he told me what his mom did to him, and then I started crying, I want to fight that woman, why would she hit my best friend how can she??? I was crying, Sirius was crying. We both held each other on the sofa and just slept there. Then today Morning Remus woke us up, with a confused gesture and Sirius gave me a look as Im not allowed to tell anyone so I just kept my mouth shut.
I hugged Sirius again and again and told him, It's not his fault and he told me that's why he is worried about his sister and doesn't want her in that house alone :(
I hope she will be okay there and I just want her and Sirius at my house, I don't know how or when but I know I want to protect them.
Anyway, I have so much home work to do, so I will just go now!!
Bye Bye (no smiley face as I'm not feeling smiley)