Oh, what can it mean (to a daydream believer and a homecoming queen)?

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
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Oh, what can it mean (to a daydream believer and a homecoming queen)?
Summary
Its a pandalily texting au. I don't think there's that much more to say. It's for fun so there will (probably) be no heavy topics. If there are then I will warn you in the notes at the beginning of the chapter.I love pandalily and texting aus but I could not find a single one that was both so this is here to fix that.Also I wasn't sure what to do about grammar considering this is a texting au, so Pandora is no punctuation unless I think it is necessary and Lily is mostly punctuated correctly as a compromise
Note
this was so fun to write and i hope that the format will help me get through it faster than an actual story.warnings for this chapter:at the end of the chapter there is mention of implied PTSD through nightmares and bad mental health. None of this is in depth at all but it is definitely there.
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Kerfuffle

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What is your favourite word

 

I’m sorry?

 

Your favourite word

 

Surprisingly I’ve never considered it

 

That is surprising

 

Why do I get the feeling you are being completely genuine right now

 

:(

 

Do you mean the definition or how it sounds?

 

Either

 

Does it have to be English?

 

I suppose not

 

I like aisling

 

That’s Irish for a dream or apparition

 

It’s pretty to look at and I like the sound of it

 

Panda?

 

Was my word so awful that you’ve decided to ghost me?

 

No sorry

 

I was googling how to pronounce it

 

It is pretty I like that a lot

 

Thanks

 

What’s your word

 

Kerfuffle but I feel kind of stupid about it now

 

I also like humdinger

 

That is so very you

 

I’m both flattered and offended?

 

You’re welcome and you deserve it

 

Wow ok

 

I see how it is

 

You pour your heart out to someone and this is how they repay you

 

With scorn

 

That’s life darling

 

You are really mean

 

Actually you know what 

 

I take that back

 

My brother is much worse

 

I can’t tell if you’re saying that lovingly or you have sibling issues too

 

Lovingly

 

He’s my best friend but his personality is 90% asshole

 

And don’t think I didn’t notice the ‘too’

 

Do you have sibling issues

 

A little bit

 

Do you want to talk about it

 

Not really

 

Ok well the offer is open if you ever do

 

No offence but we’ve been texting for a day

 

This is kind of personal for me

 

Sorry

 

I didn’t mean to overstep

 

I just meant that I have had issues with my brother in the past

 

So even if we’re good now, I can relate to the struggles if you ever want someone to listen

 

Thanks 

 

I didn’t mean to be snappy

 

It's just a sore subject that’s all

 

It’s all good don’t even worry about it

 

So you never ended up telling me your spirit animal

 

Nope

 

Not today

 

:(

 

I’ll find out one day

 

I doubt it

 

I bet I can guess

 

Ok here are the rules

 

Sorry what’s happening now

 

The rules for the guessing game

 

I never agreed to that

 

It's either that or you just tell me

 

I don’t think I have to do either

 

You do I’m afraid

 

I have a warrant

 

A warrant to find out my Buzzfeed assigned spirit animal?

 

Yes

 

It’s not even that bad

 

You’ve made it into a much bigger deal than it actually is

 

So you’re going to tell me what it is?

 

That’s not what I said

 

Fine

 

The rules are I can ask any yes or no question and you must answer truthfully

 

I have unlimited questions but you have five passes that you can use at any time and I can’t re-ask a question you have passed

 

If I get it in under ten questions I can ask you any question (within reason)

 

But if I don’t you can ask me any question

 

Deal?

 

I’ll think about it


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Image.x

 

Did you actually create a warrant for the right to my spirit animal?

 

I stand by it

 

I’m sure you do

 

So?

 

Do you agree to the terms?

 

Fine

 

YES

 

I’m going to regret this aren’t I 

 

Without a doubt

 

Ok give me some time

 

I need to figure out my questions

 

Go ahead


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Ok so I know it's really late and that you didn’t say I could rant to you about my sibling problems but I don’t have anyone else to talk to so I’m just going to send it.

 

If you don’t want to hear it then you can just delete no problem

 

So my brother has these nightmares

 

Like really bad ones

 

He starts screaming and crying several times a night on bad days

 

Obviously I want to help him

 

But I don’t know how

 

He won’t tell me what they’re about

 

Which is his right but still

 

How can I help him if I don’t know what’s wrong

 

He’s in so much pain already and I hate that this is another thing that he has to go through on top of everything

 

He asked my parents for a prescription for something to prevent dreams tonight

 

Like a sedative

 

And you don’t know my brother but he never asks for help

 

Ever

 

So if he feels the need to ask for medication then things are really bad

 

But he still won’t tell me what the dreams are about

 

We had a huge fight about it tonight

 

And I feel awful because I know how much he overthinks things like this

 

The first time we fought he packed his stuff and literally ran away

 

Because he thought I wouldn’t want him as my brother anymore

 

Which would never happen

 

I love him more than anyone in my life

 

But it doesn’t matter how many times I tell him that

 

He still won’t believe me

 

Sorry

 

That was a lot

 

Feel free to block me

 

I’m heading to bed now

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