Miss you
There were no more murders or robberies, but everyone could feel the cold. Instead of the balls I go to funerals. At least ten this week. I hated guards, I liked goin gon walks in the city alone, but now I can’t even leave the house without like five guards. The police found three killers, but they said there are more. I haven’t seen Walburga since they took her away. Honestly, I don’t even wanna see her. She is in prison with the other criminals. She did everything to get out of there, we had to go to court. Of course with me and Sirius showing the scars and marks from the abuse she had no chance. Barty and Evan moved in with me, they don’t wanna leave me alone and I need them. I spend hours on the phone with James every day. I can’t leave the country and even though I really miss him I don’t want him to come here, it’s too dangerous these days. I continued school. It’s already october.
- I wish you were here. – James said in the phone.
- What would you do with me if I was there? – I asked.
- Naughty, naughty boy. – I could feel him smiling. – Well, I would kiss your neck heavily, leaving hickeys all over it. Then I would slowly unbutton your shirt. – I imagined him doing these and let out a small moan. He giggled. – Then I would leave more hickeys at your collarbone, chest, abs. – Now he let oout a small moan which made me smile. – At your v-line. I’d take off your pants, I’d kiss your cock through your underwear. – I moaned. – I’d take off your underwear and press small kisses all over your hard cock – he moaned. – and take it in my mouth. Then just before you’d come I take it out. I’d take off my pants too and put my dick inside you. I’d go rougher and rougher ’til we both come. – I touched myself while listening to him. I moaned louder and louder. I heard his moans. He did the same thing. I was on the edge. Then we both moaned loudly and came at the same time. I listened to his breaths through the phone.
- I’ll figure out something so you can do these things to me. I really miss it. I really miss you. – I said.
- I miss you more. – he said.
- Oh really? – I asked.
- Really. – he said.
- I doubt that. – I said. I looked at the clock. – Shit, it’s already 8. I have to go, I’m sorry. We’ll talk tomorrow?
- Of course. Goodbye, love. – he said.
- Goodbye, babe. – I said.
- Regulus are you ready? – Barty opened my door. – Shit. – he covered his eyes.
- Get out! – I said and got dressed.
- You have an interview in ten minutes. Couldn’t you touch yourself later? We don’t have time for this. – he said.
- Shout up! – I said.
- Regulus, you can’t go out like this. – he said. – Evan, come here!
- What is it? – he asked. – Oh.
- Our little Reggie decided to jerk off right before his interview. – Barty explained.
- I do his hair, you doh is outfit. – Evan said.
- Okay. – Barty agreed.
The next ten minutes was chaos.
This happened more times than you’d think. A normal person wouldn’t make the same mistake twice, but I’m not a normal person. Nothing about me is normal. But what if that’s how it has to be? Why would I wanna be normal? I have everything I need. An amazing boyfriend, friends, money, power, what more I need?
- Regulus – James said in the phone.
- Yes? – I said.
- Can I go there? – he asked.
- James, we’ve talked about this. – I said. – It’s dangerous.
- I know, but it’s worth it for me. – he said. – I really miss you.
- I’m not gonna risk losing you. – I said.
- Regulus…
- I want to be with you too, but just hold on for a little more. Everything’s gonna be alright.
- I love you. – he wispered to the phone.
- I love you too. – I wispered.
- Je vais embrasser chaque centimètre de toi la prochaine fois que je te verrai. – I said.
- What does that mean? – he asked.
- Nothing…
- Is it something dirty?
- Maybe… - I said.
- Regulus! – he laughed.
- Tu me manques mon amour. – I said.
- You don’t know how attractive that sounds. – he said.
- I’m not sure you deserve to hear more. – I laughed.
- I’d rip all the clothes off you if you’d be here. – he said.
- You’ll have thousands of chances to do that. – I said.
- I can’t wait. Goodbye, Regulus!
- Goodbye, James! – I said.
I put down the phone and screamed into my pillow. I layed on my bed and watched the ceiling. I couldn’t stop smiling.
- It’s dinner time, Romeo. – Evan said. – Someone is in a good mood.
- Is it a problem? – I asked.
- No, I’m just not used to you smiling. – he said.
- Then get used to it. – I said.
- I’m so happy for you, Regulus. – Evan said.
- No need to get so emotional. – I said.
- And he’s back. – Evan said.
- Are you coming or not? Dinner’s getting cold. – Barty shouted from the kitchen.
- We’re comming. – I shouted back.
We ate dinner and layed down ont he couch.
- What is with Potter? I’m surprised he’s not here. – Barty said.
- I don’t want him to come here. Not until it’s safe. – I said.
- It’s safe. You have at least ten guards. – Evan said.
- And I can’t risk one of them seeing us together. – I said.
- It’s unbelievable that people don’t know you’re gay. You are the gayest person I’ve ever seen. – Barty said.
- Have you looked in the mirror? – I asked. Evan laughed.
- Okay, I’m moving to an other room. – Barty said.
- There’s no need to do that. – Evan said. – I’d never let it happen anyways.
- Well it’s not your decision. – Barty said. Evan made him shut up by kissing him. Barty put his hands on Evan’s face.
- Can you please not do this in front of me? – I asked. – It’s disgusting.
- You wouldn’t say that if your prince was here. – Evan said.
- But he’s not here. – I said.
- It was better when you were in England. – Barty rolled his eyes.
- I completely agree, but I can’t go back now. – I said.
- Poor little Reggie misses his prince. – Barty said.
- Don’t call me Reggie. – I grabbed his neck.
- Hey, do this to your boyfriend! Barty is mine, only I get to grab his neck like that. – Evan said.
- I feel like I’m gonna throw up. – I said. I walked tot he stairs. Barty throw a pillow at me before I went upstairs.
I sat on my bed thinking about how I could see James. I can’t leave now, but I don’t want him to come here. But there’s no other choice. Maybe I should wait a little bit more. Till everything calms down. The police does it’s best to get the criminals. When people calm down and finally leave me alone maybe James could come here.