
Chapter 34
James
It took me hours to find the cave but I did, or at least I hoped I was in the right place because god if I was venturing into the wrong cliff-tunnel while Regulus was out there in the other one…
I reached a dead end. Shit. Fuck.
“Regulus!” I called out on top of my lungs, just in case.
“James?” a familiar voice echoed back. He was there. He was there and he was alive. Guess it was not a dead end but an already closed door…
“Reggie. Please. Get out of the water. Let me in. I cannot- I cannot lose you, please,” tears were prickling my eyes as I banged against the wall separating me from him.
“Go away, James,”
“No,” I wouldn't. He didn't respond. I banged harder. “Reggie? Let me in! Please, please, please, please, we will figure it out I promise just. Please.”
The cave was dark and black, the walls cold and sharp and I would not stop banging at the dead end, would not stop trying to dig my fingers through the stone, even when they started bleeding, even when my tears ran out and it felt as if I had no air left in my lungs and had been there for days.
“Reggie, please,” it must've been hours now, I'd ended up on the ground, still softly banging at the wall. “I love you. I cannot lose you.”
When I went to hit the wall again it wasn't there, the dead end now open onwards.
I pushed up and ran through the tunnel, not paying attention at any corners I bumped against, any places my clothes got stuck and thorn. And then the tunnel widened and the lake glistened softly, glimmering back from the crystals on the cave walls and ceiling. The place was empty, I couldn't see a soul, the water still as could be.
Except for something floating in the water in the distance.
Unmoving. Just. Just floating.
“Reggie?” my voice came out soft and broken, filled with tears as I fell to the ground on the shore. I couldn't breathe and it felt like I was drowning. Maybe I would. Maybe I'd get in and drown too.