“But it is not his fault it's yours,you did this all, god you're so much like them” Sirius spat, i couldn't be mad at him because he’s right i had messed everything up with James. I couldn't be here anymore looking at Sirius who looked like everything was going to shit, which in fairness it was. So I picked up my feet, moments before they were firmly planted on the floor. I could hear Sirius saying “wait reggie I didn't mean that I'm sorry please come back” but I didn't care I needed to go somewhere, anywhere but here.
There's one place I can go to without any judgment at all, that is Pandora's apartment. So I drove there, tears going down my face till I got there. When the door opened Pandora's face dropped “oh honey what happened” i collapsed into her arms she managed to get me to the couch where in between sobs i managed to get out “ I fucked everything up” “with what” she said “with james” “ oh baby i'm so sorry”. After a while I stopped crying and told her the story of what happened.
Lily eventually showed up with a tub of ice cream.
They managed to convince me to stay at their apartment for a while till I got my own. Now all I have to do is get my stuff from me and James' old apartment, but that could wait. I'm not ready for that yet. So instead of feeling my emotions I started to write a song.
“Weep for yourself,my man,you’ll never be what’s in your heart.Weep little lion man you’re not as brave as you were at the start ” By that point I was snapped out by Lily asking if I wanted to watch a movie so that's how I ended the worst possible night of my life.