
POV Severus
It's been around six years since I’ve come back. After Voldemort killed me I came back into the past. The only difference is that. I’m a girl now.
I’m in my 5th year. I have been acting like how I originally was. I haven't changed the timeline that much. The only differences I have made other than being born a girl is that my relationship with Lily is much closer than before. We are practically sisters in all but blood. I also told her that I was from the future a couple years back. It took a while for her to process but she is cool with it. We got even closer after that.. She is the only one that knows I am a girl other than my mother of course. But everyone else thinks I am a boy.
I’ve been registered as a boy in Hogwarts and all legal documents because of my mother.
The marauders are still exactly the same. Still calling me Snivellus and pranking me. None of the other Slytherins like me still.
It’s been a month since I called Lily a mudblood. This time Lily knows I didn’t mean it. She knows me too well now. She can almost always tell how I am feeling with just one look.
I told her to not act close to me in public. So everyone thinks we are on bad terms. The marauders are even worse now. Lily was furious, but I told her not to help me for the sake of the future.
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“Hey Sev! You excited for school?” Lily asked.
I gave her a ‘what do you think’ look and she giggled,
“Sorry, that was a stupid question.”
“I wish I could see you in a dress or skirt” Lily sighed.
“You know why you can’t Lily” I replied
“Why don’t we go to a bar together somewhere in Hogsmeade at the end of the week.”
“Wha–”
“You can borrow my clothes. And no one's gonna know who you are anyway!”
“But–”
“Please Sev.”
“Fine,” I sighed
“Make sure to dress yourself up nicely. I'll meet you at XXX bar at around 10pm on Saturday. OK?”
“Sure”
“YAY! I’m so excited already!”
We continued talking while walking to the train station. Haah. Another boring year at hogwarts.
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POV Lily
I’m so excited! I might finally be able to see Sev in a dress again. I’ve always cared for her. I want her to have fun at school and be happy.
But she can’t.
Because of those stupid Marauders and the Slytherins. I want to help but I can't. Her parents were horrible enough already but they just had to make it even worse.
When Sev told me she was from the future I was shocked. I knew that if anyone else were to know it would be dangerous for her so I told myself to protect her.. I was even more shocked when I found out that she had been through all the abuse before and did nothing about it. Which was an even bigger reason she needed all the love and support she could get.
So this year I wanted everything to get better and Sev to be happier but everything went wrong after the incident near the lake. Everyone thinks we aren’t close anymore. And the Marauders keep her away from me.
It’s quite funny how James says to always treat ladies with respect. If he ever finds out about Sev I wonder how he would react.
The train’s arrived. I should get on quick.
“Hey Sev, let's sit in the same compartment.”
“What about your friends Lily?”
“Well I want to hang out with you this time. I’ll hardly get to see you this term. If they ask where I was, I can always say I couldn't find them.”
“Well I guess we could.”
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“Bye Sev! See you Saturday”
“Yep. See you.” Sev replied with a slight smile.
I ran out of the train to my friends. I saw Marlene and the others wave at me with huge smiles.
“Hey Lily. We were looking for you on the train and we couldn’t find you.”
“Sorry Marlene. I was looking for you guys and I couldn’t find you so I just sat in a random compartment.”
“It's alright. We should get going, we don’t want to be late.”
“Good idea.”
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POV Severus
“Bye Sev! See you Saturday.”
“Yep. See you.”
I watched as Lily ran out of the train to Marlene and her friends.
I really don’t want to be here. I really don’t want to deal with the Slytherins and the Marauders again.
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It's finally Saturday.
The week went by so painfully and slowly.
The marauders have pranked me and crossed the line a couple times, but of course whenever I tell the teacher or the teacher sees that I attack back they always say, ‘well if you stopped reacting and provoking them they would stop’. I’ve heard that line so many times. Then those Gryffindors always get away with it.
The Slytherins have been quite cruel as well. They ignore me, gossip about me, isolate me, and assault me.
But of course I can't do anything because it's always going to be my fault.
Ooh. I just remembered. I’m going to the bar tonight with Lily. I wandlessly cast a tempus spell and it shows that I have around 3 hours until 10pm.
I think I have some old clothes that I can wear or redesign. I should do my nails too. Should I wear makeup? I guess I will. I think I have some earrings I can wear.
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POV Nobody
Lily was enjoying dinner with her friends
“Hey Lily! Do you want to go out with us tonight?” Asked Alice.
“Sorry I can't. I already have plans with someone else.” Lily replied.
“Really? With who.?” Marlene asked.
“Somebody I consider my younger sister.”
“Really? Sounds nice. Where are you going?” Marlene asked Lily, curious.
“At the new bar in Hogsmeade.”
“Haha! Make sure not to get caught.” Marlene laughed
“Sure.”
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“Did you hear that Remus?”
“Yes James. We have ears.”
“I have a great idea! Why don’t we hang out at the bar tonight and when we see Lily, I can say, ‘wow lucky meeting you here and then we can have an unofficial date and maybe she’ll finally date me.” James said dreamily.
“Sure James.” said Remus with a look of pity.
“Well you know what they say James. 100 and something times the charm.” Sirius cheered.
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POV Severus
I found a black oversized t-shirt and redesigned it. I cut it in half and turned the bottom part into a mini skirt around half way down my thigh. I made the top half into a tight off shoulder crop top. I found a black fleece jacket with a hood that matched. I also found some chunky black thigh high boots, the fabric type.
I went into the bathroom and took a shower. I washed and styled my hair. I wore the outfit that I made and I looked pretty nice. I put on dangly emerald earrings to match with it.
I drew on a cat/fox eyeliner and got it first try. I wore some mascara and some lip gloss. I put some press on nails I got from Lily days before.
I finished at around 9:30. I should head off before I'm late. Now how do I sneak out of the dorms?
Aha! I can use a Disillusionment charm.
I looked in the mirror and I looked like the greasy haired, oily skin ugly Snivellus, so it's working, ooh! It hides my feminine features of my body too. Now I can go meet up with Lily.
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POV Lily
It’s 9:50 pm when I arrive at the bar. I fix my red plaid skirt as I go in and sit on one of the stools waiting for Sev.
“Lily!”
I turned to the voice and saw, James? The rest of his friends were behind him including mine.
“What are you doing here?” I asked him.
“Well you see, me and my friends decided we were going to hang out here, and then I saw you. What a coincidence. Some might even say fate, ya know.”
I looked at him with a deadpan face.
“Do you wanna join us tonight?” James asked.
“Sorry I can't.” I replied.
“But, why?”
“I’m meeting up with a friend.”
“Well I’m sure your friend would love to meet us. Right guys?” he asked his friends.
“Yeah.” Sirius answered him..
Oh no. What should I say.
“Sorry, she doesn’t like meeting new people. She’s very shy.” I tried.
“Well–”
The bell near the door rang and someone came in.
POV Severus
I’m here on time. That’s good.
I got rid of the spell as I walked into the bar. I looked around the bar for Lily and spotted her.
“Li–”
“Snivellus?” I turned to the voice and saw Sirius, with the rest of his gang.