Siri?
Siri,
Why did you have to leave me? I wish you were here. Every night I stare up at our stars and I wish we weren’t apart, even in the sky we will never meet again. Those nights when I’d sneak into your bed, praying mother wouldn’t hear us laughing seem an eternity away. There’s no light left anymore. No joy, no kind smiles across the dinner table, no you. I hope that you are well. I love you, Siri. Why can’t you come back? I would’ve gone with you if you’d bothered to ask. I wish you were here. Maybe in another universe, right?
How are you? Have you seen Andy? Please be safe, Siri. I’m getting worried you’ll do something stupid like join the fight. Don’t. I don’t want to fight you in this war. I never wanted this, but that’s just the way life goes.
I’m getting married in a month. Azalea Parkinson. Please don’t tell James. Siri, I’m gay. And I’m scared. What if mother disowned me? You won’t want me now, not when I’m with the dark side. I’ve nowhere to go. I screwed up. But I haven’t any choice now. I’m sorry I’m such a disappointment to everyone.
Yours,
RAB