
episode 2
James is crying.
James is crying in an empty corridor.
James is crying in an empty corridor completely alone.
He can't remember what he is even crying about.'
So he says fuck it!
And he cries for it all.
He cries for Sirius having to cope with a new, better, family.
He cries for Remus having to get his body torn aparrt every month.
He cries for Peter getting left out all the time.
He cries for Regulus having to leave for death eater training not even knowing if he will get out alive, he most likely wont.
And most of all.
James cries for himself for once.
He cries because he has the curse of caring about all of these things.
James is not blissfully ignorant.
Like he wishes he was.
Or like he used to be.
James is crying.
And for once it is for himself.
More than it is for everyone or anyone else