Chapter 03
Sirius black was 3 when he's mother made him learn French for family gatherings .
Sirius black was 4 when he first messed up during a family dinner and got punished.
Sirius black was 11 when he met hes best friend james potter.
Sirius black was 16 when he ran away from home and left his brother regulus alone.
Sirius black was 15 when he realised he was gay but never came out.
Sirius didn't have the amazing childhood most children have . He's mother welbergia black was the most ugliest bitch ever she never loved her children she only abused them . The first memory Sirius's remembers is when he was 3 and by accident he broke a vas that was apparently a 'great family airlum ' Sirius still has the Scar on his leg ....All of his life he's tried to protect his little brother regulus who is a year younger than him but sirius never wanted what happned to him to happen to regulus so he protected him the best he could....until he left home at 16 he had to tho he would have died if he didn't escape he Begged regulus to come with him but .....he stayed in that abusive house with that bitch....regulus never speaks to sirius anymore...and sirius knows why ....Another reason to make siriuss life worse he's gay .he realised this in his 4th year of school. Remus lupin was his gay awakening come on have you seen him in 4th year he was so hot ...then he knew he never liked girls so ....One day at home he slipped out in a argument with welbergia that he's gay ....bur he played it off like it never happened....that's why he's scared of coming out .
That and that one guy remus lupin got bullied alot when he came out as gay so he's to afraid to get bullied he can't go through that again .....sometimes when the pressure of being the ' popular boy in school ' he'd self harm to stop himself from thinking about his home life and his family and his stupid reputation....he still does it sometimes.
During like half of last year sirius tried to hide his scars amd act like he's fine when really he's fucking dying on the inside waiting for someone to help him or ask him if he's okay amd he'll answer by crying in their arms ....but it never happens. Usually james asked him if he's okay like 65 times a day he can act normal around james and he'll believe him sometimes he wished james seen right through him ...or anyone.
He's so sick of beinf alone
Feeling like shit
A bad brother
A bad friend
A bad boyfriend
Girls always asking him out amd saying yes knowing He's gay.
His life is a lie
And he hates it .