Chapter 01
Remus lupin was 5 when he got bit by a wearwolf and he became one .that fucked up his life
Remus lupin was 7 when he's father left him and his mam because of his looks and he didn't love his mum .that fucked up his life.
Remus lupin was 11 when he left his mum to go to hogwarts knowing he will get found out anyway but it didn't fuck up his life .
Remus lupin was 14 when he got outed to the whole of hogwarts that he was gay
That's when he got fucked up.
Remus remembered it like it was yesterday ( it was last year) he was in the common room at lunch time so no one is usually around . Remus was talking wirh his best friend lily Evans about how he's ex boyfriend treated him amd how badly he wants to come out . Some guy in his charms class over heard their conversation and the next day everyone knows he likes guys ....then the bullying started every day without fail , Harry, snape and malfoy would say hurtful stuff or sometimes they would even beat up remus. He never stopped it because he thought he deserved it .....it kinda had that effect when you get called the same words every day
* freak
Gay boy
Stop checking me out
Scar freak
Who woukd love you
Old man
He wears old man clothes How old is me 50 *
Over and over again its so fucking tiring. Remus is tired he knows he's a freak amd old...only one way he could deal with in his life was eating....so he stopped....he eats sometimes when he wants to other wise its never
No one's noticed nor even his mom when he goes home for Christmas Easter and summer never well he does hide it ...alot he doesn't want anyone to worry about him ...not even lily knows and she never will
This is remus problem
And his only problem that he can handle
NO ONE WILL WORRY ABOUT HIM
It's now Monday and gryffinfor and slythern students have to mix bullshit if remus says so...but who cared more people who can bully him ye ho loving life
* remus lupin how lovely of you to join us * professor brindle says as remus walks in class late ...again
" yeah whatever sir who am I sitting next to " remus says as he'd done wirh school and he wants to get the hell out of here .
" your sitting next to oh sirius black ...back row have fun " remus growns ...for fuck sake sirius black of all people he's so gonna die .
As remus walked over to his new seat he looked at sirius and wow ..he's beautiful Jesus why is he so beautiful stupid sirius ah just ignore him remus your good at ignoring people
" oh hi remus right I'm sirius " as sirius says this wirh a warm heart and that damm smile...he's fucked soo fucked
" hi ...hi yeah remus lupin nice to meet you sirius black " remus says blushing ...idiot your a idiot remus
Its gonna be a long year
S FUCKING LONG
AHHHH