REMUS'S POV
Remus trusted sirius.
He trusted him with he's life .
He would rip his heart out of he's chest and give it to him if he said it was okay .
That's why he can't believe it .
Thats why he can't believe sirius betrayed him .
He dosent even care that snape knows he's a wearwolf or that he might get expelled from hogwarts.
He can just think about how sirius the most important person in his life.
That he would sacrifice himself for
Did this to him .
And it hurt .
It hurt to watch his beautiful eyes every morning and can't look at him the eyes .
Saying to himself he can't love him .
That he has to hate him
And he does
He hates sirius
But he can't help love him .
And he hates himself for trusting sirius with such a big secret that he just told snape about him like it was so easy to do stab him in the back like remus meant nothing to sirius.
Did remus mean anything to sirius?
Did he mean it when he said I love you? No he didn't who could ever love a monster like remus....sirius did
What about when they slept together Did sirius enjoy that or was it all for a joke ... or when they kissed it was all a lie
And that is what makes remus so upset he hates sirius he HATES him
He's never gonna forgive sirius for this....never .