Private Thoughts
Harry was nude and lying in bed. His pelvis hurts. He wasn't so much as jerking off as he punched his pelvis with his fists. He hated and loved how small his dick, even when erect was.
Ginny and Cho didn't even call it a dick..... a fucking "Dicklet".......
His meager 1 incher was another item added to the already large list of things others students at Hogwarts were always taunting him for.
"It's not fucking fair! Everyone gets to have sex but me!" Harry whimpered in pain.
After seeing how small he was, Ginny immediately broke off their relationship and got back together with Dean. Begging the tall dark boy to take her back, regretting to have ever thought that Potter would have been enough after getting to experience the joys of a glorious BBC. The make-up sex the two had that night still haunted him to this day, but it wasn't as bad as when Ginny invited Cho into the two's relationship after Harry tried to have sex with her.
He still remembered that night, just a few hours after Cho broke up with him after the mess he made when she wanted to have sex with him. Using the occasion to congratulate Dean for the accomplishment of securing two girlfriends - a feat only Ron had done out of the group of boys he was close with - while also taunting their puny ex-boyfriend for ever thinking he'd be good enough for the two most popular girls in Hogwarts.
"Ron's got fucking Mione, Lavender, Parvati, and Luna to please him every day..... fucking Mione of all people!"
He'd have never thought his strict rule-abiding bushy-haired friend would enjoy or even allow Ron to have them be a part of a perverse polyamorous relationship. But with the way she screamed every morning and night, it didn't seem like Ron had to do much convincing for her to agree to his terms.
"Seamus gets with whoever he wants, Neville too!"
It surprised him how, as soon as Neville was invited to bed by Susan and her friend Hannah one night. The only boy around here he would've honestly considered as a friend, immediately changed into the same haughty jock his dormmates were, and joined everyone else in taunting and bullying him for the virgin he still was.
"I'm so much more inferior, so weak....... I'm such a fucking SISSY!"
Harry wailed again, gripping his "dicklet" and thrusting up a few more times before he squired over his hands. His body twitched, violently convulsing from the intense pleasure he's experiencing.
FUCK!
He didn't know why he loved punishing himself so much. The thought of being degraded on, humiliated for his inability to enjoy the pleasures of sex.
Something even Malfoy was experiencing now.
This was all too intoxicating to him.
The simple thought of how he's never touched a girl before, and never will. They would overlook him and laugh at his impotence, easily ignoring him as a choice of a partner when there are plenty of others who are significantly better than him. These thoughts could get him as hard as a rock instantly after only just cumming. Sure, he knew this definitely wasn't healthy, but he didn't care.
Taking the pebble off his nipples he's charmed to vibrate, he moved onto the wand he stuck into his ass, slowly pulling it out before he shrunk it back to its initial size. Finally being able to relax from his intense climax, he waved his wand again to deactivate the charm he'd created to satisfy his dirty needs.
It was impossible for him or anyone to really have an erect dick that was only 1 inch, and if he really wanted to immerse himself into his kink, he had to create a charm for it. When the charm was lifted, his balls and dick grew back to its natural size. There wasn't really that much difference anyway, only growing another 2 inches when erect. 3 Inches was still small, not really enough to please a lady, but it was enough for those that were kind enough to give him some pity sex; but he didn't want that. What he wanted was for them to be disgusted by what he had, hoping he could make them think they'd wish they would've never been attracted to him in the first place. That's what got him off.
Now laying there on his bed, a few squirts of his jizz still left on his hand, he shakingly licked it off, disgustingly enjoying the debaucherous act. He didn't even know what started his like to self-cuck himself. And to think the magical world outside still praised the floor he walked on.
If only they knew how emasculating and messed up he was.....