the ocean gifts love (we drink till it kills us)

There comes a time in a person's life when they finally reach rock bottom. At this point, said person has a choice - to either wallow in their own misery until the hot spark of life fades from their eyes, or to take that petrifying step of reaching out to a loved one.To those who have no similar support, rock bottom is a death sentence.Regulus Black is one such person.Broken and utterly alone, his thread of life lies limp, cut untimely short. ***Aka, Reg is a sad guy who hates himself, James is a recovering self hating sad guy and they bond and help each other love life lolll

Alrighty lads, buckle up. If you're here for romance, politely go away, you ain't gettin that shit here sweetheart.This is being written to face my crippling self hatred and struggle to accept my sexuality and how I think my life will go. Do with that what you will, but if you relate (I'm deeply sorry) hit me up and we can chat. I genuinely hope this helps other people like me, either through the understanding, or the representation or some other way. Either way though, Regulus' mindset is incredibly unhealthy (😬 calling myself out here) so please bear in mind that I do not think what he does about any aroace spec people okie? Only myself lmao. Remember my guys, major TW, suicide, self harm, self hatred yada yada, you should've read the tags, it's karma if u don't 😚 (I'm kidding guys take care of yourselves and your mental health <3 )This will hopefully be a properly fleshed out story with character development, angst, the whole shebang, so you'll have that to look forward to for once👍(Also shout out to my babe Ams, whos unofficially beta-ing for me. Love you girl, couldn't do without you <3