Why does it hurt

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
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Why does it hurt
Summary
Sirius fucked up he knows but did Remus have to go after his brother and his bestfriend?did he have to hurt Sirius? did he know that Sirius couldn’t remember what happend that night? did he know that sirus was a shell of himself?Remus “dated Reggie and James” to get back at Sirius for the prank if only he listened to Sirius when he tried to explain after getting his memory back.———————————————————————Remus was hurt so why not get back at Sirius the boy he fucking loves by pretending to date both his brother and his bestfriend maybe he wasn’t thinking .Will Sirius and Remus be able to get past this speed bump in the road or is it gonna be the avalanche that ruins sirus relationships with his brother,bestie, and ex lover. Who knows
Note
Sirius is sad his memory was wiped with a two day temporary memory wiping spell only snape knows but because I like snape I won’t do to much his will be mentioned briefly but not in the long run
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Chapter 1

Chapter 1
“Sirius Orion black how could you”. Remus screamed for the fifth time and it’s been two days how do I tell him I’ve got my memory back and that snape willingly walked to the shack that he followed me hexed me and threatened Reggie.

 

“Remus please let me ex”- he cuts me off saying “save it you superficial asshole I can’t believe I love you I can’t believe I gave you a chance Reggie was right I should’ve stayed with him he is a better fucker and James oh how he can suck a cock like a god fuck you sirius”.

“Yo-you fucked my bestfriend and my b-baby brother you really” I stop and start laughing so hard I can’t breathe he looks worried but he fucked the two most important people to me.

“Remus wan-“ Reggie and James both come in I start laughing manically while walking out of the room.

“Pads wait ple-save it jamie have him and Reggie I don’t care I’m glad your happy oh and btw the way if you wanted you could use a spell to see what really happens since I got my memory back this morning”. I cut him off laughing while walking further.

“Siri” I hear my baby brothers voice.” Yes Reggie” he stutters “ I’m sorry Siri I be-save it if your happy be happy but please none of you speak to me again but while your here use legilimency on me find out what ha-“ next thing I know he runs off crying.

Oh boo hoo well off to the train

Summer break

 

As I get there I see there people and I wish I could hex them but they’re happy so it’s whatever I sit down away from them in the back of the car doing my work.

“H-hey Siri eh-stop fucking talking and walk the hell away” I say interrupting whoever it was not even bothering to look up from my homework.

“Siri what the hell thats yo-leave me alone your all dead to me honestly Remus don’t expect to be buddy buddy James tell your mom I’m not coming home I’ll be moved out by the end of this week”. I leave no room for discussion.

Three weeks later

 

“Sirius they are outside “Marlene says “want me to tell them to fuck off”dorcas asks. “Yes please cas”I say crying all over again.

They have been trying to talk to me for the last couple of weeks and won’t leave me alone until I speak to them Pandora says to hear them out.

“No never-nevermind tell them to come in let us be alone please”. I say wiping my tears.

“Scream griffindork if you need us Siri” both girls say while smiling.

They run in and Reggie goes to hug me I flinch but hug him because he is still my baby brother. “Hi Reggie are you ok” I ask glaring at them. “Siri I’m sorry please I told them what really happens please we never did that stuff we lied please I’m with James I lik-no I love him Remus loves you we pretended please I miss my brother”he says without breathing. “Woah Reggie calm down”

I say I realized what happend after Marlene said Dorcas overheard you telling barty and evan about remus’s plan I’ve forgiven you and but Remus and james ” I say turning to them “it’s gonna be hard to forgive you when you planned to hurt me like that.” I say softly.

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