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As the evening goes on, Severus and I have become now more comfortable on the sofa. The fire keeps flaming in the fireplace, making some soft crackling sounds time to time. Both of our hands are caressing either other one's face or waist while sharing hot and passionate kisses. The heat and hunger inside us raising by every minute. I can't get enough of him. Without breaking the connection between us, Severus gently leans forward, forcing me to go lay on my back, so now we are kissing while he's on top of me. Oh, how much I've missed the feeling of his weight on me. Our hands began roaming all over each other with more passion. These wonderful hands... Caressing all the right places. Not too hastily, nor too lazily. Our tongues keeps swirling around each other, making both of us feel hot and wanting to feel closer. Compared the other times we've been making out, I start to feel this unbearable craving, that doesn't seem to get satisfied like this. No. I need more of him. I need... To feel him close. Closer than ever before.
That's when I bring my hands up to his collar, ready to take off the black tie around his neck. This raises Severus's eyebrows and he pulls slightly away to see my face. Both of us are panting a bit while staring each others reaction. Chests going up and down faster than normal. "What is it, love?" his voice sounds like a whisper. Merlin, his voice... Blush raises on my cheeks while trying to think what to say. "...I want you to stay the night." I answer while still gently holding onto the tie. He scoffs softly as he removes a string of hair out of my face behind the ear:"Thought that was obvious. Wasn't going to leave by your side now that I finally..-", "Not..-! That's not what I was talking about, Sev." my voice goes smaller towards the end, stronger blush creeping on my whole face. He's about to say something, but then it hit him. He realized what I'm after. "...Is that what you truly desire?" he ask, trying to look for the truth from my eyes. My (e/c) eyes that are now partly shimmering because of the fire next to us flickers between his and I start doing tiny nods:"Yes.".
Severus caresses side of my face with his palm, looking with such loving eyes:"Don't know if that'll be clever idea, darling.". Huh? My heart sank for a second, thinking I just got rejected, but before anything else happens, he continues with lower and more seductive tone:"Once we'd get started... Once I'll get the taste of... That beautiful, tempting, soft body of yours... I'm afraid I may not be able to stop myself.". Can't help it when my whole face goes all red. He sounds so serious about this! My heart began to beat faster inside my chest. But not out of discomfort. No. I'm actually... Rather eager to take this next step of our relationship, if anything. I want him. I need him. All of him. Then, I tighten the grip around the tie with determined look:"...Maybe I don't want you to stop.". His eyes widens for a split second. Guess he was expecting I would have shoved him away and asked if we could do this another time. But... This is the time. I'm ready. And... Giving him a gentle, soft smile:"I trust you, Severus.". Right after I said those words, Severus scoops me into his arms and lift me up from the sofa, carrying me in a bridal style. Eyes wide, I shriek with awkward smile:"Wh-what are you doing?!". Without a word, he walks us to the bed. I've never been carried like this before. Didn't know he was this strong..!
When we come beside the bed, he gently places me on it, but won't come there with me. Instead, he kneels down while holding my left foot that is now going over the edge of the bed. With gentle touch, he removes the shoe of the foot:"The last thing I want in this whole world... Is to hurt you, (Y/N).". Little bit stunned by all of this, I keep staring at him while sitting there, unsure what to say. After removing the left shoe, he takes the right one. When he got the shoe off and placed it on the floor, he holds the base of my foot in his hand, almost like a gentleman would hold a lady's hand. Can't lie, it tickles just the tiniest bit. Then, he places a soft kiss on top of the foot, and looks up to me:"So I will make sure you'll be ready for me... When the time comes.". His black eyes shimmers as the light from the fireplace hits right. Blush raises up on my cheeks and I can feel how my heart flutters. Oh, dear Merlin. Those eyes... There is this mix of tenderness and hunger. Severus...
After that, he got up, got rid off his shoes, and joined me onto the bed. Starting of slow, we began to kiss while embracing each other. As Severus began to kissing, nibbling and licking my neck in teasing way, my breathing gets heavier. The shivers of pleasure runs up and down on my whole body. Slowly, but surely both of our hands starts moving around from a place to another. The feeling of him... His weight on me. The enchanting scent luring into my nose... His strong hands touching me all over... My hands on him... The feeling of his figure that is under these clothes... These clothes... Between us. They began to feel too much, so I start to unbutton the buttons of his overcoat without stopping kissing him. But... "Troubles, my dear?" Severus smirks when he feels I began to struggle after getting three of the buttons open. "For Merlin's sake! How come you got these many buttons?!" I frown, slightly embarrassed this moment isn't going just like in the Muggles movies.
My little frustration makes him chuckle:"It's a fashion choise.". My head snaps up to him, only to see how lovingly he's looking back. That somehow breaks the tension I've secretly been feeling during this time. I know there is no rush. Things like these should be something we both enjoy and have fun with. But... I need him. Then, Severus raises himself on his knees while being on top of me, and effortlessly takes off the black tie and unbuttons the overcoat. Something about him being in this position, looking straight at me while taking off the pieces of clothing... It does things to me. When he finally got all of the buttons off, he slowly takes it off, revealing the white shirt underneath. As soon as he drops them to the floor, that's when I reach my hands, grab him by the collar and pull him hungrily back in to the kissing. That sparks something inside both of us and we started makingout with passion. Like each kiss, lick and nibble increases the eagerness and craving to feel the other one closer. Soon, I roll on top of him, and tease him just the way he's been teasing me so far, making him feel hot and bothered. "(Y/N)..." he huffs while I give a long lick against the pulse of his neck. Merlin, how much I want this man.
Severus grabs me by the waist, digging his fingers deep into my flesh and presses his pelvis against me. And I can feel it. I can feel it thru my trousers he's more than ready. And so am I. So... We began to undress each other. While doing so, Severus keeps tracing hot kisses every part of my body that becomes bare as he keeps throwing the pieces of clothing to the floor. Both of our hearts are raising moment by moment. Every place he touches... Caresses. Kisses. Licks. Nibbles. It leaves this thrilling burning sensation on the skin. "You are... Beautiful." Severus breath shudders as he admires my half naked body while I'm laying on my back before him. Like he hasn't seen anything like it in his entire life. Bigger blush raises on my cheeks and I feel little bit more shy now, but before I could say anything back, he starts caressing my breasts with his mouth. "Ah..-" I moan softly, hands instinctively going to his dark hair. "So perfect." Severus's deep, velvety voice vibrates against the skin. While he keeps kissing and caressing, he starts praising me head to toe. All of this makes me feel very flushtered, but... So happy at the same time.
The feeling of skin to skin makes butterflies flying all over. Like I'm intoxicated by all of this combine. I want him. I need him. We keep sharing these passionate kisses and touches one after another. The way he has been rubbing himself against my sensitive area thru these thin underpants starts to feel unbearable at this point. My breath has gone heavy:"...Sev, please.". "In a moment, my love." he places a kiss side of my head, not stopping the tease. "Why..?" my voice whimpers. Then, he leans more in to my ear and whispers with seductive voice:"I want to make sure... You are truly ready for me.". Merlin!!! My face goes red, but I bite my lips to calm down the heart. I know he's big and it's been quite a while last time I've done anything like this... And he knows it and wants to make sure I won't get hurt. But, I feel like I'm ready for him. So badly. After couple more minutes goes by of this unbearable teasing, he finally - finally, removes both of our undergarments. Luckily, we don't need to worry about the protection any further since I'm on the pill - have been for many years already. And Merlin, am I glad about that right now!
After taking them off, Severus places both of his hands on my knees and open my legs for better access. "My beautiful, badger." he growls softly under his breath. My heart is pounding faster inside my chest while watching him. Severus... He then leans closer, looking straight at me with the mix of love and lust. "(Y/N)..." he caress side of my cheek so softly. His thumb tenderly moves to my lower lip, gently rubbing it, making my lips slightly apart. All I get to do is put a hand against his hand, looking up to him ever so lovingly, and slowly, I feel how he presses himself more against me... Filling me. "Ah..." my back arches just a bit and hand instinctively goes to on his bare chest. The light fear he won't fit visits in my heart. Immediately making my mind going places. Oh, no! Did I screw this up now? What..- What do I do?! Severus's jaw clenches when he feels the tightness around him. He won't push any further and continues to caress my cheek:"Love, I need you to relax... You can take it.". My heart is beating so fast while staring him in the eyes.
Severus then leans in and slides his tongue in my mouth, and we began sharing hot kisses again. I wrap my arms around his wide shoulders and melt into his kisses. Sev... With slow, easy strokes, he starts getting deeper and deeper. "That's it... You are taking it so well, my love." he moans under his breath, feeling good by every move. Seeing him like this makes me feel more excited as well. We go like that for a while, but as soon as I get used to the sensation and the feeling of him, I look up to him with pleading eyes:"...Faster.". Like hit of magic, he starts moving faster, like he's been craving for me to give him the permission for it. This all sends pleasurable electric waves go up and down my entire body. I cup his face, lips only inches away while we both start panting and moaning heavier as the pleasure grew stronger. "You feel... So good, darling." he praises between the heavy breaths. His words sends shivers go down the spine, face going all red:"Sev...".
Soon, I start to feel the build up and beg him to go faster. Without hesitation he does as pleaded. As he start doing so, he holds onto my left hand and puts it above my head, tightly interlocking our fingers together. I'm... I'm about to..- "(Y/N)..." he calls, desperation in his voice as he keeps going. The grip around our fingers tightens. He must be so close as well. My breathing gets more intense, letting him know I'm about to reach the highest point soon. Not even realizing it, I have closed my eyes, ready to receive the intense wave of pleasure:"Mmhhmm...". Without stopping what he's doing, he begs:"Look at me.". Immediately, my eyes flutter open to look up to him. And with that... "A..-! Haaahh..!!" I breath out while arching my back when the intense release happens. It's like an explosion that has been longing to happen, making me feel these pleasurable after shakes that I have no control.
Seeing me like this sends Severus on the edge and all of his muscles flexes:"(Y/..-! Ahh..!!", he reaches the highest point, soon followed by the warmth filling me. Sev..- Immediately when this all happens, he quickly digs his teeth into my right shoulder. "OUCH!!" I flinch eyes wide, baffled what just happened. Severus's eyes flutter open when he hears my voice - realizing what he just did. Carefully he releases the shoulder:"Forgive me, darling...". "What was that all about?!" I ask while trying to settle down the breath. No answer. He's trying to get his own breath under the control and the hold of this present moment. There is now little - yet very visible, biting mark on the shoulder. I glare up to him with flushtered face. Soft chuckle comes out of him with the smirk I adore:"Don't look at me like that, angel. It is not my fault you're driving me into madness.". This man!!
Before I can suggest we should maybe get up and head to the shower, he collapses on top of me for an embrace. It sure feels nice to have our bare skins against each other like this. Without hesitation, I wrap my arms around him and bury my nose the crook of his neck. We did it. It really takes a moment to fully understand that Severus and I actually did it. Hesitatingly, I start:"I'm sorry that I wasn't..-", "Don't you dare to apologize. About anything. Ever." Severus quickly shot down when I tried to apologize how stiff I was at the beginning. Our first time might've not go like in the movies... He then looks deep into my eyes, caressing side of my cheek lovingly:"I love you.". Soft smile appears on my face:"I love you too.". ...But that's the beauty of it. It was real. Giving him a gentle, playful bonk on the head while frowning:"That's for the bite.". It makes a light hearted laugh come out of him:"Already apologized for it.". Seems that he has trouble of controlling his cute-aggression... After we both embraced and sweet-talked to each other for several minutes, we hop on the shower, change into comfier clothes and went under the covers. The feeling of the fresh sheets after shower feels amazing - and most of all, having the love of my life next to me. While holding each other close, for the longest time, we both fall into deep sleep as the fire keeps flaming in the fireplace and snow slowly dances around outside the castle.