Class of 78’

“Lils, I’m not going to classes today,” Clem said nonchalantly, brushing her wavy hair sitting on the vanity the two shared.
“What?!” She cried out, drying her hair with a towel, “What do you mean? It’s only the third day of classes?” She took a breath contemplating if she was to tell Lily or not.
“Just not in the mood today” Lily rolled her eyes.
“That’s not very top class Clementine Bones of you” she teased.
“I didn’t sleep last night, I’ll be dozing off if I sit in Slughorns” Lily looked at her with concern written in her face,
“What happened?” she asked,
“Nothing” she snapped back, “I need a cigarette” she mumbled, pressing her fingers in between her eyes.
“Clem!” Lily shouted the room going silent, her face began to go red with anger. She took a breath before continuing.
“Go to Dumbledore or whoever and talk whatever it is out.” Lily stormed out grabbing her bag, slamming the door. Clem sighed and laid back down on her bed sprawled out. A cat jumped onto the bed laying on her chest.
“Hey goose…” Clem sighed, petting the cat slowly. The calico began to purr, kneading into her chest softly.
“I think your mom and I just fought…” she said slowly, tears welling up in her eyes. For the first time that day she was tired. Slowly drifting in and out of consciousness.

“Where’s Clem?” Patricia asked, her head craning from the couch to look up at Lily who stood behind her.
“Don’t know, she refused to come down”. Lily’s voice filled with annoyance. Remus’ eyes darted at Sirius who dug himself deeper into the couch.
“Oh Merlin’s beard, what the hell did you do!” Lily snapped, looking at Sirius, he only shrugged digging his nose deeper into the newspaper. Remus rolled his eyes looking at James before sipping his tea again.
“Lils I’m sure it’s nothing, lay off Sirius…” James said softly. Peter mouthed a ‘wow’ as Lily scoffed dramatically.
“You really are awful James”, Storming out of the common room, Marlene and Mary followed. “Sirius what did you do?” James asked cautiously.
Patricia left awkwardly to get more coffee, snaking out of the common room.

Remus waited until the rest of the girls left before speaking out cautiously.
“He was being Sirius…” Remus mumbled from his cup, placing his book down finally.
“I had a few drinks please stop being so loud” Sirius mumbled. James groaned, placing his head in his hands.
“Oh my- Sirius!” he whined, Sirius winced, pain spiking through his head.
“It’s not my fault. She’s been snooping around with Snape and my brother!” his voice slowly growing louder as he argued more with James. Clem had started to head down the stairs when this complaint was vocalized. She scoffed and came down with daggers in her eyes.
“I never slept with your brother, you ass!” she called down, turning into the room. James’ jaw was on the ground.
“Regulus??” he cried.
She rolled her eyes. “He had a thing for me last year but I shut it down! Big drama queen.”
Peter and Remus chuckled. Sirius shot her a look of disbelief.
“I don’t believe you.” He said dryly, folding his arms tightly in front of his chest. Bring himself close enough to hover over her. His head crained down slightly to lock his eyes with hers.
The tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife. Sirius kept his eyes locked on hers. No one moved, no one dared to even breathe.
“Fine.” She deadpanned quietly, grabbing her mug. She took a step back, feeling as if she could breathe again.

“I just can’t believe Reg went after her.” Peter scoffed, trying to feel included.
“Reg will go after any girl who looks at him!” Sirius shot back loudly, trying to make sure Clem could hear him.
Clem scoffed, shooting her head around the corner.
“Black, watch your mouth.” She seethed.
“Oh sorry, did I hurt your feelings?” He grinned, cocking his head to the side.
James quickly stood up and put a hand on Sirius’ chest, “Pads come on… drop it.” He whispered, Sirius shook his head. His eyes still locked on Clem.
Sirius pushed James’ hand off of him, grabbing his wand from the sidetable before quietly walking towards Clem in the kitchen.
“Sirius. Cool it,” Remus added calmly, placing his nose back in his book.
Nothing. He kept walking slowly, as if to ambush her. Clem knew it was coming, she herself had her wand drawn and ready by her side. The sound of a chair scraping the tile filled the room, Remus’ shoes clacking quickly on the floor. He pulled Sirius back by his robe, slamming a pack on his chest. Sirius chuckled softly, looking at the red and white box in his hand.
“You need a smoke,” Remus said under his breath, his eyes sharp and intense. Sirius putting his hands up in a surrender, slipping out of the common room.

The same thought crosses Clem's mind but then quickly goes back to this morning's argument with Lily and decides to find Dumbledore instead. She made her way to his office, passing the gargoyle after spewing the password needed. She was greeted by his Phoenix, smiling at it softly and petting its head.
“Can I help you, Ms. Bones?” He said softly, emerging from his wall of books.
“I’m upset with Sirius, and my classes, oh and! Lily is upset with me since I smoked last night”, Dumbledore shot a sympathetic yet disapproving look. Still, he gave her his well adored soft eyes, the wrinkles slowly becoming more prominent. He had a way with having a kind look even when upset or disappointed.
”I’m sorry Clementine.” He responded.
“It took me years to quit. I commend you for being able to over this summer.” He took a moment to gather his thoughts before motioning her to sit on his couch.
“Didn’t have much of a choice, mum would’ve killed me.” She mumbled, taking in his office.
She always loved his office, the bookshelves reaching to the tall stone ceilings. Books shoved anywhere they could fit. His large metal chandler always adding just the right amount of light, still amazed her that the candles never dripped with wax. The phoenix shifted from the corner stair railing to perched near the couch. She took a deep sigh, holding her hand out for the phoenix to nudge with it’s sharp beak. A smile creeping onto her face.

Albus always admired her gentle hand with animals and other creatures, she was always kind to them. Eager to have a bond with them, his phoenix had become quite fond of her, it’s eyes would close when she rubbed the head.
“I’m sure Sirius is just being his mischievous self, all things considered.” His voice croaked.
She huffed, “He didn’t know I existed until this year!” she complained. Albus chuckled before continuing.
“If it’s about Regulus, I fear he is jealous.” He added.
“He’s always known you existed.” Disgust painted her face.
“Sirius Black? International playboy of Hogwarts? Funny Professor.”
The pair talked for an hour or two over tea. She explained what happened the night before and how she no longer could stand him or his friends. Albus had become a father figure to Clem over the years, especially after the past year she had. Lily had convinced her after finding her in a horrid state one night to go to him and let him help her. That night single-handedly saved her life, and she knows that Lily has no idea how much that night meant to her.

“I do hate taking away your free time complaining, Professor.” Clem sighed, grabbing her bag. He chuckled, getting up to walk her out,
“I do enjoy our chats. It’s a nice break from things.” He smiled.
“Thank you again,” she added. She decided since the sun was setting, she’d go to the astronomy tower for some air. As she took the final few steps two figures stood at the railing, both in the Gryffindor colors.
“Great,” she mumbled.
“Ah, my favorite person,” Sirius mocked
“Bones!” he cried out, blowing the smoke in her face. She rolled her eyes and held out her hand. Remus chuckled, digging through his pocket and handing her the box.
“Thanks,” she answered allowing a cigarette to dangle from her lips.
“You know you don’t have to be a dick all the time Black. It’s not great if you’re trying to get women.” Sirius gasped and held his hand on his chest.
“Ouch” She walked over to the other side of the railing and allowed her hands to dangle off. Sirius whispered to Remus something before heading down the stairs. The slight sound of his shoes caused her to be more aware of her surroundings.
“I’m Remus, by the way,” He smiled softly, leaving a good distance between them. Watching the sunset, he took a long drag before finishing it, soon getting out another. Clem looked over at him before saying anything,

“Thanks…” she said blowing the smoke out the side of her mouth away from him.
“For last night” He shrugged, “He can be an asshole sometimes”
She chuckled, breathing in the crisp autumn breeze,
“Can I?” she asked, he handed her another.
“Didn’t you quit last year? For Lily?” She nodded slowly before taking yet another long drag. “Sirius has me on edge to the point of me going back to my old ways, I suppose.” She chuckled. “He has his ways,” Remus added. The smoke from both cigarettes began to intertwine with one another, dancing around before slowly disappearing as the wind picked up.
“I know you and Lily are pretty close” She took a second, tapping off the ash on the railing.
“Can you not tell her about this” insinuating to the paper between her fingers. He smiled slightly before responding
“I’m sure she’d be upset you not only broke your promise but also lied about it” finishing up the last of his cig.

She sighed, “I know, but I’m not picking it back up, just needed some relief is all.” Remus hummed, throwing away the remnants.
“That's what they all say before the addiction comes back. But yes, I’ll keep my mouth closed about this.” Clem smiled at him softly, partially embarrassed that it happened at all.
“Thanks” she replied softly. The temperature began to drop significantly, and as a chill went down her back she dug out her dad's old jacket and threw it on.
“Cool jacket” he commented, it was an old run-down maroon jacket with a school badge on the chest.
“Thanks, it was my dad's” The wind began to make being outside uncomfortable, even with a jacket.
“I’m going back inside, are you staying up here?” Remus nodded, not sparing her a look.
She nodded awkwardly shoving her hands back in her pockets. Leaving without another word, Remus had trouble sleeping the past few nights since the full moon was coming up. Every month a few days before suddenly he was an anxious insomniac, the sleeping medicine Pomfrey had given him stopped working after a year or two. He had become accustomed to late nights and no sleep for a few days at a time. He found it peaceful, it was quiet with no one to bother him. His time to read, write, study, sketch, anything he pleased.

As the sun began peering through the window, James was already up and ready to go. Calling out for team members to get up since it was game day. Clem hated early game days, but it was a Slytherin game, and really wanted to get out some steam. She quickly got ready and packed her game day bag. Heading down the spiral stairs with a snack in her mouth.
“Let’s go! Move it, people!” James called, Clem locked eyes with him,
“Bones” He mumbled, moving out of the way for her to get the last few things. She made her way to the practice field alone, with her headphones on trying to get herself ready and hyped mentally. It wasn’t terribly cold this morning, but it was still cold. Her nose had gotten red and her cheeks flushed. She had a feeling with the wind and being up in the air she’d catch a cold if she wasn’t careful. The grass was slightly wet from the morning dew, her shoes had mounds of grass on the bottom. She prayed this practice would go quickly so she could go inside and eat before they started the game. She hated playing on an empty stomach, makes it harder for her to focus on finding the snitch.
“Hey! Clem” James called, running down the hill with his broom. She couldn’t hear him. He tapped the top of her head, sitting on his broom.
“Clemmy” She raised her eyebrow.
“Look, I know we haven’t been on the best terms but I do want to be friends. Plus it’s nice to make a friend within the team. I think that sometimes they hate me for being so loud.” His eyes focused on the grass, he was nervous and awkward, She chuckled.
“You aren’t wrong. It’s a lot in the mornings.” She replied, James rolled his eyes and sped over to the field.

Practice did go quickly, and Clem was now bundled up with her scarf walking to breakfast. The temperature had dropped with the sun coming up, which meant today would be even worse. “Clem!” Lily called, waving her hands like a maniac, her friends jumping up and down behind her. She picked up her pace making her way to her friends.
“Hey guys,” She smiled weakly. She was shivering almost and needed to go inside.
“Big game today, how are you feeling?” Lily smiled, draping her arm around her as they walked back inside.
“She’s cool as a cucumber as usual” Patricia smirks, wearing Griffindor merch already. All the girls were surprisingly. Lily had her hair in two braids with one red ribbon and one gold ribbon both in bows, She had a Griffindor sports sweater on along with basic trousers, her red and gold striped socks peeking through.
“I’m even wearing my lucky game day socks for you Clem!” Lily smiled, lifting her pant leg slightly. She chuckled before raising her eyebrows,
“Are you sure that’s not for James?” All the girls giggled while Lily’s jaw dropped, scrunching her nose,
“Absolutely not”. Mary had her dark curls slightly clipped away from her face, with red and gold clips, and earrings to match, along with a big coat that spelt Griffindor when zipped up, and glitter on her temples and cheeks. She had recently bought red Mary James and wore those as well with white frilly socks. Marlene was under the weather and couldn’t make it to the game but sent her best to Clem.
“Sucks Marlene can’t play today” Clem sighed, grabbing a bag of green tea from the table.
“I know” Lily whined, “I hope she feels better today for the party.”
Mary and Clem nodded, sitting down for breakfast.
“Ah love the outfits ladies!” James smiled, “All dressed up to cheer for your favorite player” tapping his chest. Lily blew a raspberry at him, while Clem gave him the finger.
“See you on the field Bones! And see you in the stands Evans” making a heart with his hand as he walked towards the other end of the table.

“He is so insufferable” Lily complained, picking out a muffin.
“You know you keep saying that but I don’t think you actually believe yourself” Mary smiled. Throwing emphasis on the word ‘actually’. Clem chuckled before taking a sip of her tea.
“All you drink is tea. Why not try coffee?” Lily flashed a toothy grin, sliding her cup to her.
“One addiction is enough for me, thanks Lils” Lily's face dropped,
“You’re kidding. Don’t tell me the cancer stick is back!” she complained, she violently shook her head.
“No, course not, I just don’t want to be dependent on something.” Clem spat out, was it a lie? Not necessarily, it was half a lie.
She knew coffee would take over her life, like her friends. She liked not having to have coffee every morning to be in a good mood. The sun eventually came out during breakfast and peered through the stained glass windows, some of the professors pulled the curtains back further to let the sun come through more. The hall doors were propped open, and even on an early Saturday morning.
The halls were full, packed with excited, high-spirited students eager to watch the first game of the season. A big game at that, Gryffindor vs. Slytherin games were always looked forward to, no matter which house you were in. The banners had begun to be put up for Lunch post-game already, the Prefects were in charge of it. Lily had run off to begin grabbing them from the closets with Remus. The pair were seen with rolled-up banners sunken in on their shoulders, tilted slightly forward due to their height difference. Followed by two Slytherin prefects with their banners. The hall divided to let them pass while cheering also commenced, picking their sides immediately. Somewhere in the crowds of students Clem and Lily locked eyes with Snape. Lily gave an awkward smile while Clem began to get up walking towards him.
Lily knew that they occasionally would speak, she had seen them in the halls before. However, she began to find it weird and almost siding with James that maybe they were a thing. Lily never wanted to assume that Clem would do something of that nature, she was never one to date. Head always in a book, Lily tried once but it didn’t work.
She didn’t count the thing with Regulus either. She never actually heard about what happened between them and always wanted to ask but never found a good time.

Clem was sat by herself out in the courtyard with the sun beaming on her, soaking in its warmth. She took a deep sigh appreciating her surroundings one last time before the game. Her nose was in her book and tea beside her, slowly growing cold as she stayed.
“I’ve read that book, It’s good” She looked up and realized Remus was standing in front of her. He too was in Gryffindor gear but much more discrete. He wore a dark red scarf, brown overcoat, his usual grey sweater, and jeans, along with black boots. His shoulder bag handle was tightly grasped in his hand.
“Crime and Punishment right? I don’t keep the sleeves on my hardcovers either, I don’t want to ruin it when it’s in my bag.” He smiled softly. Clem took a minute to respond but nodded after a moment.
“Yeah, my mom recommended it to me. I like it so far.” Remus placed his bag on the ground and sat with her, also taking in the sun.
“Can I sit with you?” He asked calmly. She scooted over slightly making room,
“Of course” He pulled out his own book and box of cigarettes, offering her one. She politely declined,
“Lily would kill me” He chuckled and nodded before lighting it.
“What time is the game?” He asked, not veering from his novel,
“11” She mumbled, focusing on the pages. Remus checked his wristwatch leaning over slightly to show it was time for her to go. She groaned,
“I want to stay in read, it’s become such a lovely day” She sighed, placing her hands on her knees, pushing herself up. Remus nodded, pulling his sleeve back down.
“I’m sure more days like today will come.” He took a second before closing his book,
“I’ll see you there” Clem smiled softly and nodded turning away and towards the field.
“Bones,” He called, his tone never changed, and didn’t raise his voice much either but she heard him loud and clear. As if it was the only one there.
“Good luck” He smiled softly, a very slight smile, but it was genuine. He hoped she knew that.

The day quickly became a dreary one again. The clouds came in fast and the rain came hard. Towards the middle of the game things picked up in intensity. Clem had seen the snitch once or twice but the rain made it almost impossible to keep an eye on it. She was drenched and could already feel the cold creeping into her system. Booming cheers filled the stadium, rain or shine this game was packed. Slytherin was up by 3 points, and at this point, everyone was becoming tired. Clem knew this was their only chance to win. A familiar high-pitched hum passed her ear, there it was, the winning prize. She quickly saw the golden hue reflect from a beam of lightning behind her. She quickly chased after it, squinting trying to keep up. She passed by the Gryffindor stands and heard her name from students all excitedly cheering.
She heard Lily and Mary screaming over the others praising her to keep going. She held out her hand for the snitch but a quaffle flew at her, she pulled her hand back quickly and just in time. She dove down towards the turf chasing as much as she could. She pressed her chest into her broomstick to get as much speed as possible.
Slytherin's seeker had now seen her and was not far behind her. The snitch quickly flew upwards and through one of the hoops, Clem followed suit weaving between players cautiously. “Go Evans!” James cheered.
She smiled slightly keeping her eye on what she needed. She kept climbing, rain pelting down at her. The snitch stopped for a moment as if to catch its breath. The air was thinner from this height. Soon enough it darted again weaving in between the stands, Slytherin’s seeker was now in front of her.
“Shit” she mumbled, trying her best to be back in front, but nothing worked. She was pelted into the stands, and the students screamed and ducked quickly. She sped down towards the floor to get an advantage, the snitch was leading them downwards anyway. She began darting towards the Slytherin.
“Bones is going head first into Him! Who will pull up first!” the announcer screamed. She locked eyes with the snitch right above his head and didn’t flinch. Right before their broomsticks would crash into each other she flung herself off her broom catapulting herself above him. He ducked down and sped off. The stadium was silent. She rolled onto the grass, catching her breath. She stood up slowly and pumped her fist into the air.

“Bones has caught the snitch!” A giant uproar came from the stairs, cheers of her name. Her teammates came running at her congratulating her,
“Good move Bones!” James cheered, his smile bigger than she had ever seen it. She began to laugh, surprising herself that her plan worked.
“Big ass party in the common room for Bones!” James screamed to his classmates next to him and in the stands. Lily and Mary came running down the stands and jumped onto her in a giant hug.
“Oh my god!!” Mary smiled, shaking her shoulders, Clem laughed before looking at Lily. She grabbed Clem’s shoulders and examined her.
“Good! You’re okay! Oh my god yay!!” She cheered engulfing her in a hug bouncing her up and down.
“We are getting poured on can we please go inside?” Mary asked, pushing her hood more on her face.
“Right!” Lily spoke out, She looped her around Clem’s before walking out of the stadium and to the great hall for lunch.

As the trio was walking back inside and heading upstairs to the common room for a dry pair of clothes, Clem was praised by what she felt was the entire student body. Even some of the Slytherins said she played smart. She was given multiple pats on the back by Hufflepuffs and Ravenclaws. She felt like a celebrity. Which in turn made her slightly anxious but ignored the feeling to the best of her ability.
“Bones!” James shouted as she walked through the door, he looped his arm around her neck. “It’s the star herself guys!” speaking out to the massive group of people all shoved into the small common area.
She gave an awkward smile before weaseling out of his grasp.
“Get all touchy with Lily not me” She teased, attempting to squeeze past everyone. As she made her way up the stairs she realized that she hadn’t seen Sirius in a while, he’s usually attached to James at the hip. She wondered for a moment before going back to change.
“Lils I’m gonna shower” She called out, turning the water on as warm as she could. She allowed the warm water to completely relax her body and muscles. Stayed in for what only felt was minutes but was almost half an hour.
“Clem hurry up, James is nagging from downstairs. I brought you a plate of lunch.” Lily called out. She quickly changed into her dry clothes, a worn-down sweater, looser-fit black denim, and her tulip socks Lily had gotten her a few days ago.
“Sorry Lils” she smiled while opening the bathroom door with a towel in hand. She quickly took a few bites of her lunch, she could hear the commotion from downstairs.
“They’re so loud” Patricia complained sitting at her vanity, touching up her hair. Lily grinned, she had let her hair down and was now wavy and dry, she kept the bows just in different places in her hair.
“The bows are so cute Lils, can you do that on me?” Marlene asked, combing through her long blonde hair. Lily hummed before patting her chair.
“You feeling better Marls?” Clem asked, she nodded stealing a piece of fruit from her plate.
“I just needed some rest I guess.” She responded.
A knock came at their door, Mary quickly got up and peeked her head through. Mary whispered to the person behind the door before turning and leaning over to Clem.
“Someone is asking for you” She whispered, Clem looked up with slight concern, she grabbed her shoes, and slipped out the door.
“Oh Emma…” Clem and Emma Vanity had been good friends last year when she and Regulus were close, her heart dropped when she saw her.
“Come with me.” She spat, grabbing her wrist. She led her out of the common room quickly and right at the steps was Regulus. Clem took a breath before attempting to speak.

“No, let me speak” He swallowed harshly.
“What you did on the field was good. I thought you were going to tackle me but it was a smart move, I wanted to congratulate you.” He spoke softly.
Her eyebrows raised, “Oh, thanks Reg. Truly” She responded with a slight smile. They stood in silence for a moment.
“Is that what you wanted to talk about or is there more?” she asked, leaning her side against the wall.
“Yeah, one more thing” He paused looking at Emma. “I need privacy Em, please” She nodded and headed downstairs.
“Look, I’ve been trying to ignore you, pretend you don’t exist, and whatever.”
Her stomach dropped, “Reg-”
“Let me finish.” He snapped. “I still care about you, and I’m sure you still care about our past friendship.”
She took the emphasis on how he said past, it stung a little. She thought this was him wanting to make amends, be on good terms, and maybe become friends again. She was wrong.
“But I want nothing to do with you, after that night a few days ago on the balcony I just can’t. Mom and Dad are trying to prepare me for my future and I can’t keep going around hoping you’d come back. Andromeda got shunned from the family for marrying a Mudblood.” He spat, Clem was honestly shocked, she had never heard him say such harsh things.
“And I just can’t have that. I’m on track to be successful, and be better than Sirius, less of a disappointment. And having a disgusting half-blood who is basically a Mudblood now stuck in my head all the time isn’t good for me. So leave me alone.”
He took a second, his eyes filled with so many mixed feelings. Feeling hatred but also regret, he knew this was what his parents and he wanted to make them proud. But Clem was on the verge of tears, she had never been talked down to in such a way. He took a breath before his final goodbye,
“You disgust me. And I hope I never have to see you unless is on the field where I’m against you.” Clem had no words, no way to respond or bite back in any way. Tears were streaming down her face, Regulus was unable to make any eye contact with her. But he could feel her eyes and the pain he had caused her.
He looked at her one last time before turning around, “Filthy thing.” He cursed.
“Regulus.” A stern voice called out, Sirius was only a few steps away from them. He had heard most of it, Clem quickly turned to look at Sirius. He wasn’t alone, Remus was with him. Sirius stepped up to Regulus, leaving almost no room between them.
“If I catch you speaking to any of my friends in this way ever again. I will kill you.” He spat, Regulus scoffed before heading back to his common room.
“Clem… I’m so sorry” Sirius said softly, walking towards her. She backed into the portrait behind her.
“Don’t touch me, that’s your brother. The one you accused me of sleeping with.” She struggled to get any words out over the tears.
“Fuck you” She seethed, Sirius tried to speak again with a soft look in his eyes.
“Clem please, I’m not in control of what he does. He’s too involved with my family to know right and wrong.” She shook her head and tried to walk away.
“Clem come on…” Sirius pleaded.
“Sirius let her go” Remus replied, she stopped in her tracks. Forgetting he had also heard everything. She turned to look at Remus.
“Do you have a cigarette.” She asked softly, wiping her tears. He nodded digging it out of his pocket.
“Clem, just come inside. Please. Have a drink or two, we can smoke too. But just come inside.” Remus pleaded softly, she took a breath before nodding.

Lily immediately saw Clem and ran towards her. Wrapping her arms around her, “Oh my, what happened Clem.”
She locked eyes with Sirius and whipped out her wand. Remus stepped out between the two.
“It wasn’t him. It’s best we don’t talk about it right now Lils. I’ll tell you later okay?” Lily scoffed and put her wand away.
“Okay.” She nodded.
“Clem come on let's get you cleaned up.” She said softly into her ear, leading her up the stairs. “Let me put some makeup on you, please? It’ll make you feel better” Clem agreed quietly.
Lily only put light makeup on, making sure her freckles were still visible. She handed her a lip stain.
“Here.” she smiled, “Are you sure you’re up for a party?” She asked.
Clem nodded and cleared her throat.
“I need to get absolutely trashed Lils, really bad.” Lily rolled her eyes but understood where she was coming from.
She could only imagine how bad the incident was to make her cry so hard.
“Just don’t do anything you’ll regret” She added.