
Roommates
Dazai realised that something has changed within him ever since he went to Hogwarts. It took him almost 4 years to realize what has changed about him.
He was loosing himself...
He lost the emotionless side of him.
Instead of that empty, hollow, emotion he was always used to feel. He felt real emotions for the very first time since he was 6...Joy, for example. Anger, real anger. Envy...Sadness, it was a suprise that he actually cried. Heck when he cried he opened up (To Blaise).
If Mori was here he would probably say something in the lines of 'how unmafioso of him' or 'You'll be punished for feeling such useless things' or something... Actually the second line felt like something Father would say. Back to the emotions...
He felt all the kinds of emotions ever since he went to Hogwarts.
Even Love...
Who made Dazai Osamu the Demon student feel love you ask?
Blaise Zabini...
Blaise fucking Zabini...
He started to realise that the soft, comforting, warm, feeling he always felt whenever he was around Blaise was Love.
Gosh, was Dazai this stupid to not realise he loved Blaise deeply? (He is also stupid to not realize Blaise loved him too. Yes this is the Author-) Dazai also realised that whenever Blaise wasn't with him he acted different. Dealing with emotions are really tiring maybe I should go to a lake and drown myself—
Dazai snapped back to reality.
Oh.
He was at the Hell Hound's room. Specifically on the office chair.
Blaise was the one who snapped him back
"Samu?" Blaise spoke as he looked at Dazai with his beautiful brown eyes. Gosh was he so handsome. (He let Blaise call him Osamu, but Tbh he wanted him to call Dazai Samu/Osamu in the first place)
"Oh- Uhm...yeah..?" Dazai said startled after being suddenly snapped back to reality.
"You alright? You looked like you were in deep thought..." Blaise said before then asking "You got anything on your mind Boss..?"
"Just... thinking about some feelings..."
Dazai muttered. He knew that there was no point in lying to Blaise since he will always see through him. "love specifically..." Dazai whispered barely hearable.
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Blaise heard it. 'Love'. Blaise can't help but scream internally. Is he thinking about me..? Or..someone else..?