flashs trough time
(just a day in regulus pov)
regulus walked with louis and jules, all dressed to full in uniforms. They where all dressed with the blue dress shirts, and drak blue ties. Tho jules was black, and when the others had asked about it he hade said that he " just feelt like it" so they still dont really know why. But all of them where wearing the black pants and blue robes. All with the little b on, and under it there was the their initials. Regulus shoulder bag was black, and with the sliver B house logo. He knew that sirius had the same back, but had painted over the B on his bag this summer. That had earned him about a week our so locked in his room with no food. Regulus dind't mind the logo on the bag or mabye he just dind't want to get in truoblee with his parnets, he really wanted to live that to sirius. Tinking about sirius he had also made up his mind that he was just going to send him the box so that therie mother would find it and sirius would get in troubel. "* hey would you guy mind coming with me to send a box to my brother when school's over*" he asked the two boys at his side's.
"yeah sure, what do you need to send?*" louis said with a little smil on his face.
" ooh just some stuff of his that got put into mine*" he lied, because he really dind't like telling people about his family
"* yes yes we will go with you, but we have history of magic now so hurry*" jules said pulling them along.
When they done they left for the dorm's, because thi was ware people kept there pets. Regulus began tying the little box around the owels foot, when louis suddenly said "* mabye you should wright him a letter saying what it is*" he said oulling out one of his books. Regulus nodded, and pulled out some paper and his pen a wrote
"dear brother, i do not want anything that you and you're stupid friends have made. Keep it to your self and potter why dont you. And your should be happy mother dind't find out about it, or you would be in so much fire. R.A.B, your brother. P.S. evrything is thing is fien and my dorm mates are nice.
Then he stood up and began tying that around the foot of the owel too. He had been given it at the tart of the summer and had named her cissy after his favourite cousin. evan tho she was a few years older them him he still loved her. So when he had been given the owel it only took him a few minutes before he had named her. Bellatix, her other cousin, had thought it was a stupid name. Sirius had said he sould understandt why cissy was his favourite, but cissy herself had loved it very much.
When he was done he opend the little windouw next to his bed, and let the white owel fly out into the sky. He just stood there for some time thinking about what sirius would think when it came. It would take some time before it would arrive, but regulus hoped that sirius would not be to mad at him for sending it back. The two had not really been i contact since they had last spoken, before they both left for school. Sirius had not send any letters and regulus thought that he would seem lik he missed him too much if wrote first. There for neither of them and wrote letter at all. But had talked to cissy who said that sirius was fine and haning out with his normal gang of friends. And that he was being just as stupid as he allways was in school. He had written to mother and told her that all was going just like she said it would.
Him and his friends began working on the new homework they ad been given, with the room being silent . Unly questions being asked here and there and the sound of pen aginst paper, and pages being tound. All the times they had done is, wich would be almost every day for these two months they had been in school. But all the times they did do it, regulus would wonder if sirius and his friends did this. Tho from what sirius had told about his friends lupin was the only one that sound like he would do that. Pettigrew sound like he could do it, because potter and sirius dind't. And he just did what ever they did, so he never ever did. Regulus knew that sirius could just look at somthing ones and then knew it. It had allways mad regulus mad at him when they where younger, because he allways had to study so hard to get the same results. Only in potions had regulus allways been much, much better then him. There for it had always been his favourite, becouse he could allways beet sirius while they learned from their theachers before school. It was nice to know he was good at something. Did potter had to study alot, or where abel to read things, like sirius, and then just remeber stuff.
Regulus shook his head to get the thoughts of james potter, and try to think of one of the many goblin wars they had learned about in class. But it was for some reason super hard, to get him out of his head. Why, why could he not just get him out of his head. It was not like he had ever even seen him or somthing like that. Well, had seen a glance of him when they where droping of sirius after Christmas break last year. All he had seen was just a glance of the boy when sirius had hugged him, and had given him a big smil. Sirius had been about to drag him ver, when there mother had pulled him away. That was all that regulus had ever seen of the the boy. He had never been taken to drop or get sirius ever agine. So he had never ever seen the other two friends, so he had no idea what they looked like. But from what he had seen of james, he was boy with black messy hair and glasses. He also never seem not to be smiling or smirking.
"* it dinner time*" jules almost sang, and began puttig away his books. The others did it to, and so sirius and his friends where put to the bag of regulus' mind
( the gift from regulus james pov)
james liked to wake up super early in the morining, like 5 in the moring early. Even if school dind't start until 8 in the moring. James thinks he does it because of the fact that he allways liked to see the sunrise. He had allways thought that it was to pretty, and liked to think it was like the start of a new chance for somthing. He that most people like to just sleep and never get up, but not james. He was allways the firts one tho wake up in the doorm, and the firts to get in the shower. And that was every day, it would hopeflully always be this way.
When james got out of the showe, peter and sirius where alredy up and walking around the doorm getting ready. Remus tho where always the last one too wake up every day, where still not even out of his bed yet. James looked at sirius looked at each other, and then turend to peter. "no,no,no i am not going to get killed today" he said moving his handes infront of his body.
" yeah,yeah, you just dont want to admit that you are a little scared" james said smirking at peter
" tho, why i dont know because remus here is not scary at all" said sirius, moving over to remus bed. James moved to the other side of is bed, and then at the same time they pulled back the bed curtains, and pulled, pushed and screamed. Remus just yealled at them about wanting to kill them both. when the dorms fanily became quiet, remus looked at james and sirius.
"look, remus, my beloved friend, you dont want to be a murdere right" sirius said with a scared look on his face
"peter help, help" james turend to peter with a sort, og help me not die look.
"no, you did this you're self" peter turend away to put on his tie
" we have talked about this, just wake me up like normal" remus said, but dind't try to kill them. He just turend away and began getting ready. Sirius looked so happy not to die, and james gussed that his face looked pretty much the same. But then they both turend around, and got ready for school. James could still hear remus mubling about wanting to kill them both in there sleep.
When all of them where done, they made there way down to breakfeast. It was still abit troubel to get around school, but they did alot better then last year. It was a bit fun to see all of the 1 years run around. But remus allways helped them with what way to go, because he was almost an angel on earth. Well like an angel that was still mubling under his breath about wanting to kill james and sirius. James thinks he even heard somthing baout peter's name in there, so he thinks that remus was more like a murder angel. So yeah, that kind of angel.
When they sat down at the gryffindor tabel, remus was no longr planing there murder. James was already looking for lilly, but she was no where to be seen. But both of her friends mary and marlene where sitting a bit down. "hey macdonald, where is evans?" james yelled to them. " she said she need to speak to snape" the girl replaid before turning back to mckinnon. James got a scrowel on his face, when snape was mentioned around lilly. He was just about to say somthing about is to sirius, when the sound of many wings soundet above them. Owels began landing i front of people, with letters and pakeges. A white owel suddely lande in front of sirius, with a little box. " what do we have here" sirius said putting down his toast.
"is that you're mothers owel" remus said while putting butter on his toast
" nope this is cissy" he replaid while trying to get the box of it foot
" like your cousin, doesnt she go to the school" peter said loking at the slythrin tabel
" no i mean like the owel i called cissy, it is named after her." he said still trying to get the owel of the foot
" wait, but why" peter said
" yeah, like who's is it" james said trying to help sirius with the box
" my dearst baby brother reggie" he said getting the box with a little letter " let see it says, dear brother, i do not want anything that you and you're stupid friends have made. Keep it to your self and potter why dont you. And your should be happy mother dind't find out about it, or you would be in so much fire. R.A.B, your brother. P.S. evrything is thing is fien and my dorm mates are nice." he readet aloud, and the smil fell from his lips. And james gets why it did, they had made that thing with love, and his brother just send it back." well, that fucking dick, but do one of you have some paper.
" yeah here you go" remus said
" what does R.A.B mean?" james said looking over the letter
" it is his initials, Regulus Arcturus Black, the fucking posh cunt" he said still wrighting down a letter. When he was done he tied it around the owel's foot, and let it fly. Then he turend back to the box, and a smirk came on his face. " well now we have this little party since my reggie is a little rule folwing arshole, we are just going to have to use this." peter and james mached his smirk, and remus droped his face into his hands. He allready looked so tried, and now looked like he wanted to kill himself. But he would allways end up hellping them no matter how much grumbling there would be comming from him. It was allways like that with them. James and sirius would do something stupid, peter would follow after, and remus would try to stop them. But would allways help in the end
(summer 1972 regulus pov)
when it was time for regulus to go home for the summer, regulus had the same feeling as when he went home for christmas. But this time he knew that sirius would be there, because sirius had stayed at hogwarts over christmas break. He had done the same thing last year, and there mother had been s mad at him when summer rolled around he had been locked in his room. He had also been left home from the trip to france each year, but regulus think's that sirius really dind't mind that. He had later told regulus that he had just left there house and went to the potters. He had talked all about how nice it had been, and reglus had hated it so much. Why couldt the potter's house just also have sucked. Regulus just need his best friend back, and also his brother. But sirius had been werid ever since he had gone to hogwarts. He was no longer the brother that reg had grown up wit, just talking about all of his new friends.
But here he stood in the little graden out side of the biggest castle, to wait for his parents so he could head home. He never felt more nervous in his life ever, and it felt like his heart was going to spring out of his chest. He knew that his partens might bring sirius, if they had already picked him up. His parents had written to him to tell him that they would come pick them both up. But it was hard to know just when the train would come, so they dind't know who they would pick up first. Regulus dind't know if he hoped that sirius would come wit them. "* Mr. Black, your parents are here*" they're charms teacher said in front of him. Regulus looked around to see his parents, and there they where right there. His mother and father both, but no sirius in sight, so he must be first to be picked up. "* thank you, and have a good summer*" he said and began walking over to his parents not even wating for the answer.
" hello mother." he said looking into her eyes
" regulus, lets go, we still have to go get your brother." she said pulling him by his wrist into the fire. When they came out on the other side it was, a little wizard cafe not far away from the train. They began walking, all while his father was talking all about wanting the death and murder of the muggles. Regulus was tuging a the end of his shirt and bitting his nails. He was so nervours for what his mother would do to sirius when they came home. Not just because of christmas, but also because of all the pranks he had played over the year. what ould they do to him, was all that was in regulus's head. when they came over to the wall they had to run trough, regulus was still so nervours. "stop pulling at your shirt" his mother said grabbing his hand and pulling them off his shirt. Then with a hard push he was in through the wall. And all of the people where pushing him around, and then he felt a hand on his arm pulling him along. they found a place where almost no one was stading around them.
When the train pules up to the platform, as soon as it stops people are jumping of an finding ther family's. It took some time before reglus spotted sirius comming out, behind him there was a boy with scars and brown hair. After him a chubby boy with sandy hair, and then ooh. There was a boy with black hair that stuck out in all ways. His glasse's had cracks in them, like he had dropped them one too many times. Regulus had never seen a boy so pretty. But then he realised that sirius had said that james had glasse's, so that most be him. Regulus then made his eyes go back to sirius, and found him talking to the other two boy's. Regulus looked at his parents, too see them looking the other way. He made a run for it over to sirius, who had his back turend to him. And while running over there he discovered just who much he was missing his brother. He was not one for hugging, but in the momment he was just so happy he just hugged his brother from behinde. " hey what the fu- ohh hey reggie!" he said when he turend around, he hugged him back almost so tight that regulus couldnet breath.
" sirius- i cant-breath-" he got out, even if it was almost just a breath
" oh shit" he said putting him down" let me get a good look at you, you frence boy" he said holding regulus out and spining him around.
" stop siri, i fine" he said pushing him of " also it regulus not any of your stupid nick names"
" ohh come of it reggie" he said pulling him into his arm and messing wit his hair. Regulus tried to fight him off, and when he was free someone cough. And then reglus remembered that the other 3 boys where still there. He began strating his shirt and hair, and looked down into the ground.
"so who are you, not to be mean" the boy with sandy hair said looking and to reglus sound like he was judding everything about him.
"oh this is my dear baby brother reggie" sirius said and slung an arm around him. Regulus looked up into the eyes of the 3 boy's, and thought that they all still felt like he was judding him in some sort of way. " this is remus lupin, peter pettigrew and this is the famous james potter" he said waving at each of the boys while saying there names. When sirius said that about potter he felt a sort of anger fun thruogh him, and turend around to look at there mother. And there she was looking like she was planing the murder of them, and regulus felt like he might die. " sirius, mother is waiting" he said, and sirius turend around and all color left sirius face. " well see you boy's next year" he said pulling regulus along. Regulus could see that the boys wantedet too say something, but not a singel sound came from after them. And now regulus thinks that he knows what the other boys where judding him about. They thought he was just like there parents, and wanted too do someting mean and evil to sirius. What has sirius said to them, or had they all just never giving it a thought that he was nothing like the rest of there family. Regulus heart drops in his chest, and he almost fells sick. Did everyone think this way, and was there anything he could do to change those thoughts ever. But he was like there parents, was he not? it fellt like a sick felling and he almost wanted to trowh up. They made it over too there parents, and both felt the sick felling that ran over the two brothers. And out they where let by there parents.
(summer 1972 james pov)
james has in the 2 years he now has gone to hogwarts always, had mixed feelings about going home for breaks. On one had he has always loved seeing his parents agin, but he also ends up missing the others. He was also super nervous for sirius to go home, but he always was nervous. When sirius would come back with new scars and bruises. And what was james to do about it, he didn't know anything about what to do. he couldent just pull him out of his house, he would never leave. James ones asked and sirius said he would never leave with out his little brother. And james was an only child so he didn't understand it, but when he thinks about it if he was stuck in a place like that house he would feel the same. But at the same time he just wanted sirius out of there some time. Tho, he would just try and help as much as he could from the sideline.
So here they where stepping on to the train, and to see there parents again. All of them had been seen the way sirius mood had slowly dropped, until he was no longer his smilling pranking self. This happend leading up to every break, but summer was allways the worst. Remus thinks that it is because it's the longest. And james thinks that might be true, but he could never really see the difference in his mood. But remus allways looked like he could see every feeling in sirius face at all times.
As allways they found the one compartment they had meet in last year, they had allways sat in that one. It brought back so many feelings for them all, or at least for james. The all began to put away stuff and pull out some, like remus who pulled out his book and began reading. "oh, put that away" james tried to pull the book out of remus hands. He missed a end up falling on to the floor. This made the whole group laugh, and james soon joind in on it. It was just hard not to when he could see all of there smilling face's. James allways loved the train rides home for breaks. It was at these times that he could forget everyone else, and what would happen ones the train stopped.
Ones the train ride began it was filled with more laughing and jokes. No one talked about there summer breaks, because of the look that sirius would get in his eyes. Like he in that second rembert where he was going, where this would all end. He was not going home, he was going into a hause that allways liked to tuck at his feelings. James would never wanted to be the one to do that to sirius, so they just never even talked about it. They just wanted to be them self on that train ride. And james was more then happy to just be them , the four marauders. Yeah they hade just come up with that name, and where going to make in on there map. It would be the fist map over hogwarts ever made, or atleast that they knew of.
When the train stopped they where allready in there clohest. James, peter in there mix of muggel and wizard stuff, and remus in his muggle stuff to head back to the orhange that his father had dropped him of in. And sirius in his full wizard robes. " be honest, how much of a prick do i look like" he said turing to them.
" a super massive one" remus said with a smil on his face
" like a man who kicks puppy's for fun" peter said looking at him carefully
"perfect that was the look i was going for" he said closing his trunk. They mad there way out of there compartment and along the hall of the train. When they fainally made it to a door, james thought he might just die of lack of room. As soon as they where out, he took a deep breath of the fress air. He jumped down and stood with his friends. " so you will wright, wont you" sirius had a sort of begging look on his face. And who could say no to that
" of cures we will, sirius" james said smilling at him
" wait, i think i see my mom-" peter was cut of by a yell from sirius
" " hey what the fu- ohh hey reggie!" he sirius said sping around and lifting up a small black haired boy.
" sirius- i cant-breath-" the boy got out with a stammer and what sound like a french accent
" oh shit" he said putting him down" let me get a good look at you, you frence boy" he said holding the young boy out and spining him around.
" stop siri, i fine" he said pushing him of " also it regulus not any of your stupid nick names"
" ohh come of it reggie" he said pulling him into his arm and messing wit his hair. the boy tried to fight him off, and when he was free peter cough. and then the boy, named regulus, rosse to his full height. And..... whoah, james had thought that sirius was a bit pretty, but his boy was just so pretty. He had the same black hair as sirius only his was a bit shorter. He had the same eyes only darker, and he was much skinny then sirius was. He had pale skin just like snilvlus, but his was just ohh so pretty. He was allmost a head shorter then james, and just so cute.
"so who are you, not to be mean" the peter said looking the boy up and down
"oh this is my dear baby brother reggie" sirius said and slung an arm around regulus. he looked up into the eyes of the 3 boy's, and when he looked at james he felt the same buterflies as with lilly. Only mabye a bit stronger " this is remus lupin, peter pettigrew and this is the famous james potter" he said waving at each of them while saying there names. james thought he saw a flash of anger in the boys eyes when sirius sadi his name, but it was gone if it was ever there. then reglus turend around and said " " sirius, mother is waiting" and this made sirius turn around. And there was that look again, like death had just happend in frotn of him. "well see you boys next year" sirius said and began pulling his brother away. And how james wanted to yell after him, but he knew that would only make it wors for sirius. So ther 3 of them stayed silent, as they watched there best friend leave, knowing he would be back with more scars then the ones on his body.