Gideon Malfoy-Potter What I See {Lucarry}

Harry threw the book he was trying to read across the library and cursed. His ankles hurt; his feet hurt; Sirius was being a bastard; and his unborn son seemed to think it was okay to press against his bladder every goddamn second of the day.

Harry was also hungry and frustrated and horny. Oh gods was he horny! Whenever Lucius was in sight Harry jumped him... well, tugged him into bed, because Harry definitely wasn't doing any jumping. He was four months pregnant and his bloody feet and back hurt, thank you very much.

Sirius was still being a jerk about the whole thing. Harry really didn't understand his godfather's problem. He was eighteen and pregnant; couldn't he sleep with the father of his baby? It wasn't like Harry was going out and spreading his legs or any wizard. He only spread them for Lucius. And, sometimes, Lucius spread his legs for Harry.

Harry grinned at the memory of fucking Lucius. It hadn't been entirely easy, what with the teenager's stomach being in the way, but it had been good. Harry hadn't ever thought that Lucius would let him top, but he was dead wrong. Lucius Malfoy definitely liked bottoming. It just so happened that in Harry's pregnant state, it was easier for the Slytherin to do all the topping.

Harry was brought from his musings when Tonks entered the library with a plate of sandwiches. She glanced at the book sitting on the floor and raised an eyebrow as she walked towards Harry.

'Sorry,' Harry blushed and reached out for the plate. 'I got a bit-'

'S'alright, Harry,' Tonks smiled. 'I remember being pregnant; everything annoys you and you wanna jump your partner all the time.' Harry blushed. 'Poor Remus, I wore him out a lot.'

'Ewe, yuck,' Harry grimaced. 'Tonks, I love you, really, but I don't need to hear about your sex life.'

Tonks chuckled. 'But I hear yours.'

Harry blushed again and stared down at his food. He knew he and Lucius got a bit... vocal during sex. But pretty much every single time he and the blonde forgot to cast a silencing charm.

Even Draco had commented- well, teased- on Harry being a screamer. You'd think in a house as big as Malfoy Manor, Draco could find a room far enough away not to hear his dad and Harry going at it. Harry was beginning to think that Draco purposely put himself within ear-shot just so he could make Harry turn red.

'Sorry,' he murmured.

'Hey, s'alright,' Tonks shrugged. She sat on the armchair across from Harry's. 'Been pregnant, remember?'

'Yeah,' Harry nodded. 'Um... will I always be this...'

'Horny?' the witch supplied.

'Y-Yeah,' Harry stuttered.

'No- well, I wasn't,' Tonks said. 'For me it calmed down around my seventh month. ''Course you won't be pregnant that long, so for all I know you'll be horny right up 'til you give birth.' She paused. 'Your pregnancy books don't say anything?'

'No,' Harry shook his head. 'And I really don't want to ask Roger; it's embarrassing.'

'Why don't you ask Lucius to ask Roger?' Tonks suggested.

'Noo,' Harry groaned and picked up a sandwich. 'It's bad enough that I jump him every bloody minute.'

Tonks laughed. 'Harry, believe me, I don't think Lucius minds one bit.'

Harry grunted around his mouthful and Tonks summoned the book he'd thrown.

'So, why'd you throw this, then?' she asked. 'The book annoyed you? The characters were bitchy? My good ol' cousin is still being a bastard?'

'Gods, he just can't get over it,' Harry huffed. 'I mean, he's trying, I know that, but every time Lucius even touches me he scowls and looks like he wants to rant! I'm bloody pregnant! I'm eighteen! I killed Voldemort! I think I can fucking take care of myself!

'But noo, Siri still seams to think I'm eleven-fucking-years-old, and that Lucius is some stalker-fan who's gonna use me and take all my money. I can make my own goddamn decisions! I want to be with Lucius, Lucius wants to be with me! We're both adults, we're having a child together, we've already fucked! Why can't Sirius get it through his thick fucking head that I can decide who I sleep with!'

Harry was bright red and panting by the end of his little rant, and Tonks just blinked and waited patiently for him to calm down. When he had he promptly blushed again, making her smile. The Gryffindor rubbed a hand across his face and looked down.

'Sorry,' he mumbled.

'Harry,' Tonks said softly, 'I get it; I totally get it. For the third time, I've been pregnant. You've got hormones raging war in your body, not to mention your teenage ones. As you said, you're eighteen; you should wanna shag any hot guy you can get your hands on. It just so happens that that hot guy is the father of your unborn son.

'Sirius is being a bastard, I know that,' she said. 'And I know that he's just worried about you and wants to protect you. But yeah, he's being an absolute jerk. And I think you've gotta tell him before you explode. Bottling up your emotions won't help. Just tell Sirius to back off, alright?'

Harry smiled shyly and nodded while he took another bite of his sandwich. 'Thank you, Tonks,' he murmured.

'Not a problem, Harry,' the Hufflepuff smiled. 'Sirius needs to back off.'

'Yeah,' Harry nodded.

'Anyway, enough ranting,' Tonks smiled. 'How are you and Lucius, anyways?'

Harry chuckled. 'Like you can't tell.' Just the other day Lucius had turned up after a business meeting to have Harry drag him upstairs. They'd spent the afternoon shagging until Harry promptly fell into a sex-coma. And, unfortunately, the couple had once again forgotten to put up a silencing charm. Dinner later that night had been rather awkward, with Remus blushing like mad, Tonks grinning, and Sirius scowling.

'Come on, Harry, let's gossip about our love lives,' Tonks beamed. 'Remy and I were thinkin' of having another baby.'

'Really?'

'Yeah,' Tonks nodded. 'But in the end we decided to wait. We might not have another because Remy's so worried about passing on the werewolf gene. And Teddy's still young, so we don't want to have another one any time soon.'

'That sucks,' Harry said. 'I reckon Teddy'd be a good big brother.'

'He might have to settle for being a good cousin to your little one,' Tonks smiled.

'Yeah,' Harry grinned. 'I'm glad my baby will have someone to play with. I never did.'

Tonks smiled sadly at him so changed the subject. 'So, you and Lucius?'

'We're good,' Harry beamed. 'Great, actually. He's amazing; he makes sure I eat and sleep regularly, he doesn't mind me jumping him at all times of the day, and he's just... really, really amazing about the whole thing. I love spending time with him.'

'Aah, young love,' Tonks chuckled.

'Well, not love yet,' Harry said. 'But I could really fall for him. And... it's not just 'cause of the baby. I mean, I know we probably wouldn't be together if I wasn't pregnant, but he's just such a fascinating guy. I could really fall for him and spend the rest of my life with him.'

'Yeah?' Tonks asked. Harry nodded. 'I'm glad, Harry.'

'You don't think it's just me being... clingy?' Harry asked. 'This is my first real relationship, and I went and got knocked up before we even dated-'

'Harry, just stop right there,' Tonks cut in. 'You and Lucius fit, okay? You're good together and care about each other. If you fall in love with him it's because he deserves your love, not because he got you pregnant.'

Harry smiled at her. 'Thanks, Tonks.'

Tonks offered him a smile in return and watched as the teenager finished his sandwich. 'So, have you thought of any names?'

'Yeah, a few,' Harry nodded. He set his plate aside and leaned back in his armchair. 'Lucius hates normal names like Gregory and Matthew. He likes the name Gideon, which I don't mind, but... dunno, for some reason I can't see our son having that name. I don't know why, but Gideon Potter Malfoy just... doesn't fit.'

Tonks just nodded.

'I don't wanna pick a name and then it doesn't suit the baby,' Harry admitted. 'But, um... I kinda found a name when I was looking through some books on the Malfoy family.'

'Oh?'

Harry said, 'When I went to Malfoy Manor the other day, Lucius was busy in his study and I went to the library- I think Hermione will faint when she sees it-'

'Is Hermione allowed to visit?' Tonks interrupted.

'Yeah,' Harry nodded. 'I asked Lucius and he said he doesn't have the same prejudices he did before the second war. I mean, he'll never really like Muggles, but he doesn't hate werewolves or Muggleborns anymore. And he respects Hermione for what she did during the war and how she's stuck by me through everything. He said she'll always be welcomed into his home.'

Tonks smiled. 'Good. Anyway, continue.'

'Oh, yeah,' Harry laughed. 'Um, well I wandered into the library, and there was this massive book on the Malfoy family. So I started going through it and found Lucius' great-great-great-great-great... I think there's about ten greats in there-' Tonks giggled, '- grandfather,' Harry said, 'who's name was Ceaser Caelum Malfoy.'

'You want to name your son Ceaser?'

'Um... no, I kinda like Caelum,' Harry admitted. 'Spelt C-A-E-L-U-M, but pronounced kay-lum. It said it was a star or something, like the name Sirius. It... dunno, I just really like it.'

'Caelum Potter Malfoy,' Tonks mused. 'I like it.'

'Yeah?' Tonks nodded. 'I'm not sure what Lucius would say; I haven't told him yet. But I like it. It's better than some of the names he came up with. He gave up after a while and said we should just call the baby Harry Lucius Potter Malfoy.'

Tonks laughed. 'Yeah, 'cause that wouldn't be confusing.'

'Nah, 'course not,' Harry grinned.

'Knock, knock,' came Remus' voice from the doorway. He poked his head in and said, 'I'm not interrupting, am I?'

'Yes, you are,' Tonks said. 'But we'll allow it 'cause of how sexy you are.'

Remus blushed while Harry giggled and the werewolf entered the library, a letter clutched in one hand. 'This is for you, Harry; from Hermione.'

'Oh, thank you,' Harry said. He took the letter and opened it while Remus kissed Tonks;

Dear Harry,

How are you? I miss you so much, I really wish you could be here. Of course I understand your reason to stay away from Hogwarts; students are constantly approaching me and asking about your pregnancy and relationship with Lucius. Can you believe it? You'd think they'd respect your privacy but no. It's tiring, it really is.

On a happier note, I should be able to visit this weekend. Severus has agreed to let me come to Grimmauld Place Friday night and I was thinking we could spend the weekend together just catching up. Of course if you're busy or have plans with Lucius, just let me know.

I hope everything's going well with the baby. I can't wait until I get to meet your little boy. I bet he'll be gorgeous!

Oh, I also thought I'd let you know that Ginny's calmed down. For a while there she was huffing around the castle like a dragon with a cold. But she's stopped hexing people for no reason and doesn't say anything when people start gossiping about you. In fact, she frowns a little at people and doesn't join in. Amazing, huh? Maybe she's finally growing up.

I can't say the same thing about Ronald, not that I've seen him. He wrote a few letters to me using very foul language. Honestly, he really needs to grow up. The way he goes on you'd think you were leading the Death Eaters and trying to resurrect Voldemort.

Anyway, I'll stop boring you with my rambling. I hope you and baby Harry are okay, and Lucius too. Say hi to Remus, Tonks and Sirius for me. I hope to see you this coming weekend.

Lots of love,

Hermione

Harry was smiling by the time he finished the letter and Remus and Tonks looked at him.

'Hermione might be able to visit this weekend,' he told them.

'That's good,' Tonks beamed. 'You haven't seen her in ages.'

'Yeah, she's been pretty busy with N.E.W.T.s, and I've been busy with the baby and Lucius.'

'I'm sure you two will have a lot to talk about when she arrives,' Remus said. 'Tonks can join you and you can all gossip about- ow!' The werewolf grunted and rubbed his arm, shooting a hurt look at his wife as she pulled her hand back. 'Why did you hit me?'

'We don't gossip,' Tonks said, 'and don't assume that Harry does just because he's gay.'

'I didn't-' Remus tried but Tonks raised her eyebrows. 'Okay, fine,' he groaned and rubbed his arm harder. 'I'm sorry, you'll all... talk, like civilised adults.'

'That's better,' Tonks grinned and winked at Harry. Harry snickered.

'Anyway,' Remus decided it was best to move on and Harry and Tonks shared another grin, 'want to join us for lunch, Harry? We're taking Teddy to Muggle London. A simple charm will have your baby belly covered.'

Harry still wasn't that big. Roger had told him he'd really fill out around six months. But because of how small he was naturally, he already had quite a bump hidden beneath his shirt. He'd taken to wearing baggy shirts to cover the half-Quaffle he was smuggling.

'Actually, I'm having lunch with Draco,' Harry told them.

'Draco Malfoy, really?' Remus asked.

'They've been having lunch a few times a week,' Tonks told her husband. 'How's that going, by the way?'

'Good,' Harry nodded. 'We're not the best of friends but we're beginning to put old images and thoughts behind us. Draco suggested we start clean and try to forget about all the spiteful stuff we've said to each other. So we're getting to know each other as Harry and Draco rather than Potter and Malfoy.'

'That's good, Harry,' Remus smiled, 'I'm glad.'

'It'll be good for the baby,' Harry said and patted the swell of his stomach. 'And Lucius too. When I eventually move into Malfoy Manor, Lucius won't have to worry about Draco and me trying to hex each other.'

'I doubt even Draco Malfoy would hex a pregnant man,' Tonks said.

'Yeah, probably not,' Harry agreed.

Remus checked his pocket-watch. 'It's almost twelve, what time is Draco getting here?'

'He said twelve thirty, but you know Malfoy's,' Harry smirked, 'they turn up whenever they want.'

'Lucius is pretty good at arriving on time,' Tonks said.

Harry snickered. 'Yeah, 'cause he always decides when and where we meet.'

Remus and Tonks both chuckled and Harry grabbed another sandwich square from the plate Tonks had bought in. He hummed when he bit into cucumber and peanut butter; it had become his favorite since falling pregnant.

'I thought you were going to lunch?' Remus asked.

'Please,' Harry said after he'd swallowed his mouthful. 'By the time I change and get to the cafe I'll be starving again.'

He ate the rest of the square and reached for another, Remus and Tonks smiling at him.