Scary? My God, You're Divine

Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
M/M
G
Scary? My God, You're Divine
Summary
After a heated argument with Sirius about his brother Regulus, James finds himself drawn to the Slytherin boy. Despite warnings and barriers, James is determined to understand the truth behind Regulus's practiced mask of indifference. As their clandestine meetings by the Black Lake deepen, James uncovers hidden vulnerabilities and struggles within Regulus, challenging his own beliefs and convictions.
Note
Hope you guys enjoy :) this is my first marauders fic!
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Chapter 2

The castle corridors were alive with the animated voices of students making their way to the Great Hall for dinner. James walked alongside Sirius, Peter, and Remus, the air thick with anticipation. It was another ordinary evening at Hogwarts, yet beneath the surface, tension simmered among the rival houses.

As they approached the entrance to the Great Hall, the Slytherin group emerged from a side passage—Mulciber, Barty, Evan, and Snape. Sirius's jaw clenched as Mulciber's cold eyes fixed upon them.

"Look at Black over there, cozying up to his mudblood prince," Mulciber sneered, his voice cutting through the hallway.

Sirius's fists clenched at his sides, his temper flaring instantly. Remus tensed beside him, but James caught his eye, silently urging restraint.

"What's the matter, Black? Can't handle a bit of truth?" Mulciber taunted, a malicious smirk playing on his lips.

Before James could react, Sirius surged forward, drawing his wand in one swift motion. "Watch your mouth, Mulciber," Sirius growled, his voice low and dangerous.

Mulciber's smirk widened. "Or what, Black? Going to curse me like the blood traitor you are?"

James exchanged a worried glance with Peter, who hovered uncertainly beside him. Remus remained rooted in place, his expression a mix of concern and resignation.

Sirius's gaze narrowed, his wand hand trembling with barely contained fury. "Apologize, or I'll make you regret ever opening your mouth."

The tension in the corridor was palpable, students stopping to watch the escalating confrontation.

Mulciber's smirk faltered for a moment, but then he spat out, "Fine, I apologize—for being right about you and your filthy werewolf."

Sirius's face contorted with rage, his wand arm jerking forward in preparation to curse. "That's enough!"

James lunged forward, grabbing Sirius's arm and pulling him back forcefully. "Sirius, stop! It's not worth it!"

Sirius's chest heaved with anger, but he reluctantly lowered his wand. Mulciber's cronies snickered behind him as the tension diffused.

After the Slytherins disappeared down the hallway, James turned to Sirius, his expression a mix of concern and reproach. "You could have seriously hurt him, Sirius."

Sirius ran a hand through his hair, his fury still evident in his eyes. "Did you hear what he said, James? About Remus?"

James sighed, his own frustration simmering beneath the surface. "I know, mate, but we can't keep reacting like this. We have to be better than them."

"They won't stop until we make them."Sirius insisted, his voice laced with frustration.

James paused, his gaze fixed on Sirius's determined expression. "I get it, Sirius. But we can't keep resorting to violence. It only fuels their fire."

Sirius's eyes flashed with defiance. "And what are we supposed to do, James? Let them walk all over us?"

James shook his head, his own temper rising. "No, but we have to be smart about this. We can't give them the satisfaction of getting under our skin every time."

"You heard what Mulciber said about Remus," Sirius retorted, his voice tight with emotion. "I won't stand for that."

"I know, and neither will I," James replied firmly. "But we need to find a better way to handle this. We can't risk getting into more trouble, especially now."

Sirius's shoulders tensed, his frustration evident. "I thought you'd have my back on this, James."

"I do, Sirius," James said earnestly. "But I'm worried about you. We can't afford to lose our heads, especially with everything else going on."

Silence settled between them, heavy with unspoken tension. Sirius glanced away, his jaw clenched.

"We're in this together, mate," James added, his voice softer now. "But we need to think before we act."

Sirius's expression softened slightly, a mixture of anger and resignation in his eyes. "I just can't stand by while they insult us like that."

James nodded, understanding his friend's frustration. "I know, Sirius. We'll figure this out together, alright?"

Sirius's gaze met James's, a flicker of uncertainty crossing his features. "Yeah, alright."

With a shared nod, James and Sirius turned and made their way back towards the Gryffindor common room, the weight of unresolved tensions lingering in the air.

 

In the dimly lit Gryffindor common room, the crackling fire cast dancing shadows across the familiar surroundings. James and Sirius sat across from each other on one of the squashy armchairs, their once-easy camaraderie strained by the events of the evening.

The air between them crackled with unspoken tension, a palpable energy that James couldn't ignore. He glanced at Sirius, who stared into the fire with a brooding intensity, his features cast in flickering orange light.

"Sirius," James began tentatively, breaking the uneasy silence that hung between them.

Sirius's jaw clenched, his eyes flicking towards James with a guarded expression. "What, James?"

"I just want you to know that I get why you reacted the way you did," James said earnestly, leaning forward slightly. "I do. Mulciber's comments were out of line."

Sirius's gaze turned icy, his tone sharp. "So what's the problem, then? If you get it, why are we even having this conversation?"

James's brow furrowed, caught off guard by Sirius's sudden hostility. "Because I'm worried about you, Sirius. You nearly cursed Mulciber tonight. That's not like you."

Sirius's eyes blazed with suppressed anger. "Oh, and what? You think I'm out of control now?"

"No, I just—" James started, but Sirius cut him off.

"You don't get it, James," Sirius snapped, his voice rising. "You've got everything handed to you on a silver platter—loving parents, a safe home. You don't know what it's like to have people look down on you, to insult you for who you are."

James's heart sank, hurt by Sirius's cutting words. "I'm not trying to invalidate your feelings, Sirius. I just think we need to be smart about how we handle this. We can't afford to—"

"Smart? Is that what you call it?" Sirius interrupted, his voice laced with bitterness. "Maybe I'm just tired of playing it safe, James. Maybe I'm sick of pretending like everything's fine."

The raw honesty in Sirius's words struck James like a blow. He struggled to find the right response, his own emotions swirling with frustration and confusion.

"I'm not asking you to pretend," James said quietly, his tone pleading. "But we can't let them provoke us into doing something we'll regret."

Sirius scoffed, shaking his head. "And what about Remus, huh? You saw his face. Just sit back and let them get away with that?"

"No, of course not," James replied earnestly. "But we have to find a way to fight back without making things worse for ourselves."

Sirius scoffed, pacing back and forth. "You sound like Dumbledore, preaching about peace and understanding."

James's patience wore thin. "I'm just trying to prevent us from getting into more trouble, Sirius. We have bigger things to worry about—Voldemort, the war..."

"Exactly!" Sirius exclaimed, turning to face James. "We can't afford to back down now. We have to show them we're not afraid."

James shook his head, his voice rising. "It's not about fear, Sirius! It's about being strategic."

Sirius's eyes blazed with anger. "You think I don't know how to handle myself?"

"That's not what I'm saying," James replied, his own temper flaring. "I just think we need to be careful—"

"I don't need you telling me what to do, James!" Sirius interrupted, his voice echoing in the common room.

James took a step back, his frustration boiling over. "Fine, do whatever you want. But I need to get some air before I say something I regret."

Without waiting for a response, James stormed out of the common room, the weight of their argument heavy on his shoulders. He needed time to clear his head, to make sense of the conflicting emotions swirling inside him.

 

Under the veil of a starlit sky, James Potter tread cautiously down towards the Black Lake, the weight of his recent argument with Sirius heavy on his mind. The echoes of their disagreement still reverberated in his thoughts, leaving James grappling with a whirlwind of conflicting emotions.

As he approached the tranquil waters of the lake, James caught sight of a solitary figure standing at the edge—a silhouette etched against the moonlit backdrop. His heart skipped a beat when he recognized the aristocratic posture, the unmistakable form of Regulus Black.

Regulus appeared lost in his thoughts, his usual composure momentarily slipping. James hesitated, unsure if he should intrude on this private moment, but something compelled him to approach.

"Regulus?" James called out softly, his voice carrying across the stillness of the night.

Regulus started, a flicker of surprise crossing his features before he swiftly masked it with practiced indifference. "Potter," he replied curtly, his tone cool and distant.

James stepped closer, studying Regulus's guarded expression. For a fleeting moment, he glimpsed an unguarded emotion—a crack in the facade that hinted at a vulnerability long concealed.

"I didn't mean to interrupt," James began cautiously, choosing his words carefully. "I just needed... some air."

Regulus regarded him with a guarded gaze, his gray eyes unreadable. "You shouldn't be out here past curfew," he remarked, his voice clipped.

James sighed, his frustration momentarily forgotten in the presence of the enigmatic Slytherin. "Neither should you."

Regulus's lips twitched, almost imperceptibly, with a hint of amusement. "Touché."

Regulus's response hung in the air like an unspoken challenge, the tension between them palpable beneath the veil of night. James studied the Slytherin before him, trying to decipher the unreadable expression on Regulus's face.

They both take a moment, not saying anything. The lake caught the light of the moon in a way that cannot be described by anything other than breathtaking.

"You can drop the act, Regulus," James finally said, his tone soft yet resolute. "I know there's more to you than whatever this facade is."

Regulus's gaze hardened, a flicker of defensiveness flashing in his eyes. "And what would you know about me, Potter?" he retorted, his voice laced with bitterness.

James took a step closer, his frustration mingling with a deep-seated longing to understand. "More than you think," he replied, his voice tinged with quiet determination. "I've seen glimpses of the real you, behind all the walls you've put up."

Regulus's mask faltered, a brief crack in his composure revealing a hint of vulnerability. "You don't know anything," he muttered, his voice barely audible.

"I know you've been through hell," James pressed on, his empathy overriding his usual Gryffindor bravado. "I know you're hurting, Reg."

Regulus's jaw tensed, his facade slipping further as raw emotion threatened to break through. "Why do you even care, Potter?" he shot back, his voice tinged with a mix of defiance and desperation.

"Because I see someone worth caring about," James replied earnestly, his gaze unwavering. "You're not just another Slytherin to me, Regulus. There's more to you than meets the eye."

Regulus's defenses wavered, a tumult of conflicting emotions playing out across his features. He looked away, unable to meet James's unwavering gaze.

"I can't..." Regulus began, his voice trailing off as he struggled to find the right words.

"You don't have to do this alone," James interjected softly, his tone gentle yet insistent. "Let me in, Regulus. Let me help you."

Regulus's shoulders tensed, his inner battle evident in the way he clenched his fists. "You don't understand," he murmured, his voice tinged with resignation.

"Then help me understand," James implored, his heart aching with the weight of their shared silence.

They stood in the stillness of the night, the only sound the gentle lapping of the lake against the shore. James searched Regulus's face for any sign of surrender, any crack in the armor that shielded the vulnerable boy beneath.

"I should go," Regulus finally said, his voice strained as he turned to leave.

The distance between them felt insurmountable, yet James couldn't shake the longing to bridge that gap.

"I miss you, you know," James finally admitted, his voice quiet yet earnest.

Regulus paused, his expression unreadable. For a fleeting moment, James thought he saw a flicker of something—regret, perhaps—but then Regulus turned away again, his demeanor once again distant.

James watched as Regulus retreated into the shadows, a pang of longing in his chest. He knew breaking through Regulus's walls would be no easy feat, but he couldn't shake the hope that somewhere beneath the facade, the boy he once knew still lingered.

As the sound of Regulus's footsteps faded, James lingered by the lake, the quiet solitude offering him a semblance of solace amidst the turmoil of his thoughts. He stared out at the rippling waters, wondering if there was any hope of bridging the divide between them.

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