Sirius & Sirius: Act 3 Scene 3, harry potter - j. k. rowling fanfic

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Remus Lupin, Sirius Black

Act 3 Scene 3

April 20, 2025 at 07:34 AM

SCENE III. Friar Sirius’ cell.

Enter FRIAR SIRIUS BLACK

Sirius, come forth; come forth, thou fearful man: Affliction is enamour'd of thy parts, And thou art wedded to calamity.

Enter SIRIUS BLACK

Father, what news? what is the prince's doom? What sorrow craves acquaintance at my hand, That I yet know not?

Too familiar Is my dear son with such sour company: I bring thee tidings of the prince's doom.

What less than dooms-day is the prince's doom?

A gentler judgment vanish'd from his lips, Not body's death, but body's banishment.

Ha, banishment! be merciful, say 'death;' For exile hath more terror in his look, Much more than death: do not say 'banishment.'

Hence from Verona art thou banished: Be patient, for the world is broad and wide.

There is no world without Verona walls, But purgatory, torture, hell itself. Hence-banished is banish'd from the world, And world's exile is death: then banished, Is death mis-term'd: calling death banishment, Thou cutt'st my head off with a golden axe, And smilest upon the stroke that murders me.

O deadly sin! O rude unthankfulness! Thy fault our law calls death; but the kind prince, Taking thy part, hath rush'd aside the law, And turn'd that black word death to banishment: This is dear mercy, and thou seest it not.

'Tis torture, and not mercy: heaven is here, Where Sirius lives; and every cat and dog And little mouse, every unworthy thing, Live here in heaven and may look on her; But Sirius may not: more validity, More honourable state, more courtship lives in carrion-flies than Sirius: they my seize On the white wonder of dear Sirius’ hand And steal immortal blessing from her lips, Who even in pure and vestal modesty, Still blush, as thinking their own kisses sin; But Sirius may not; he is banished: Flies may do this, but I from this must fly: They are free men, but I am banished. And say'st thou yet that exile is not death? Hadst thou no poison mix'd, no sharp-ground knife, No sudden mean of death, though ne'er so mean, But 'banished' to kill me?--'banished'? O friar, the damned use that word in hell; Howlings attend it: how hast thou the heart, Being a divine, a ghostly confessor, a sin-absolver, and my friend profess'd, To mangle me with that word 'banished'?

Thou fond mad man, hear me but speak a word.

O, thou wilt speak again of banishment.

I'll give thee armour to keep off that word: Adversity's sweet milk, philosophy, To comfort thee, though thou art banished.

Yet 'banished'? Hang up philosophy! Unless philosophy can make a Sirius, Displant a town, reverse a prince's doom, It helps not, it prevails not: talk no more.

O, then I see that madmen have no ears.

How should they, when that wise men have no eyes?

Let me dispute with thee of thy estate.

Thou canst not speak of that thou dost not feel: Wert thou as young as I, Sirius thy love, An hour but married, Sirius murdered, Doting like me and like me banished, Then mightst thou speak, then mightst thou tear thy hair, And fall upon the ground, as I do now, Taking the measure of an unmade grave.

Knocking within

Arise; one knocks; good Sirius, hide thyself.

Not I; unless the breath of heartsick groans, Mist-like, infold me from the search of eyes.

Knocking

Hark, how they knock! Who's there? Sirius, arise; Thou wilt be taken. Stay awhile! Stand up;

Knocking

Run to my study. By and by! God's will, What simpleness is this! I come, I come!

Knocking

Who knocks so hard? whence come you? what's your will?

[Within] Let me come in, and you shall know my errand; I come from Lady Sirius.

Welcome, then.

Enter SIRIUS BLACK

O holy friar, O, tell me, holy friar, Where is my lady's lord, where's Sirius?

There on the ground, with his own tears made drunk.

O, he is even in my mistress' case, Just in her case! O woful sympathy! Piteous predicament! Even so lies she, Blubbering and weeping, weeping and blubbering. Stand up, stand up; stand, and you be a man: For Sirius’ sake, for her sake, rise and stand; Why should you fall into so deep an O?

Sirius!

Ah sir! ah sir! Well, death's the end of all.

Spakest thou of Sirius? how is it with her? Doth she not think me an old murderer, Now I have stain'd the childhood of our joy With blood removed but little from her own? Where is she? and how doth she? and what says My conceal'd lady to our cancell'd love?

O, she says nothing, sir, but weeps and weeps; And now falls on her bed; and then starts up, And Sirius calls; and then on Sirius cries, And then down falls again.

As if that name, Shot from the deadly level of a gun, Did murder her; as that name's cursed hand Murder'd her kinsman. O, tell me, friar, tell me, In what vile part of this anatomy Doth my name lodge? tell me, that I may sack The hateful mansion.

Drawing his sword

Hold thy desperate hand: Art thou a man? thy form cries out thou art: Thy tears are womanish; thy wild acts denote The unreasonable fury of a beast: Unseemly woman in a seeming man! Or ill-beseeming beast in seeming both! Thou hast amazed me: by my holy order, I thought thy disposition better temper'd. Hast thou slain Sirius? wilt thou slay thyself? And stay thy lady too that lives in thee, By doing damned hate upon thyself? Why rail'st thou on thy birth, the heaven, and earth? Since birth, and heaven, and earth, all three do meet In thee at once; which thou at once wouldst lose. Fie, fie, thou shamest thy shape, thy love, thy wit; Which, like a usurer, abound'st in all, And usest none in that true use indeed Which should bedeck thy shape, thy love, thy wit: Thy noble shape is but a form of wax, Digressing from the valour of a man; Thy dear love sworn but hollow perjury, Killing that love which thou hast vow'd to cherish; Thy wit, that ornament to shape and love, Misshapen in the conduct of them both, Like powder in a skitless soldier's flask, Is set afire by thine own ignorance, And thou dismember'd with thine own defence. What, rouse thee, man! thy Sirius is alive, For whose dear sake thou wast but lately dead; There art thou happy: Sirius would kill thee, But thou slew'st Sirius; there are thou happy too: The law that threaten'd death becomes thy friend And turns it to exile; there art thou happy: A pack of blessings lights up upon thy back; Happiness courts thee in her best array; But, like a misbehaved and sullen wench, Thou pout'st upon thy fortune and thy love: Take heed, take heed, for such die miserable. Go, get thee to thy love, as was decreed, Ascend her chamber, hence and comfort her: But look thou stay not till the watch be set, For then thou canst not pass to Mantua; Where thou shalt live, till we can find a time To blaze your marriage, reconcile your friends, Beg pardon of the prince, and call thee back With twenty hundred thousand times more joy Than thou went'st forth in lamentation. Go before, Sirius: commend me to thy lady; And bid her hasten all the house to bed, Which heavy sorrow makes them apt unto: Sirius is coming.

O Lord, I could have stay'd here all the night To hear good counsel: O, what learning is! My lord, I'll tell my lady you will come.

Do so, and bid my sweet prepare to chide.

Here, sir, a ring she bid me give you, sir: Hie you, make haste, for it grows very late.

Exit

How well my comfort is revived by this!

Go hence; good night; and here stands all your state: Either be gone before the watch be set, Or by the break of day disguised from hence: Sojourn in Mantua; I'll find out your man, And he shall signify from time to time Every good hap to you that chances here: Give me thy hand; 'tis late: farewell; good night.

But that a joy past joy calls out on me, It were a grief, so brief to part with thee: Farewell.

Exeunt