07/09/1985
Saturday, 7th September
Dear diary, today I finally got to see Mum.
It seems James, he's not my dad anymore, forbids her from living with Sev and me. Now I can only see her on Saturdays and Sundays at Potter manor.
Mum looks sicker and sadder, we can hardly talk either, but at least I can spend some time with her.
She hugs me whenever she can and kisses my forehead, maybe she can't talk to me anymore but she still loves me.
Xavier says Mum turned bad... I'm starting to think being bad isn't "bad", if Mum, Sev, Draco, Lucy, Cissy, Mir, Bella, Ro, Ra, and I are all bad, it can't be that bad, they hug me, talk to me, and treat me kindly, as if I mattered.
On the other hand, James makes me do lots of chores, he yells at me and hits me, if that's being good, I don't want it.
My siblings are good, James says so, but they don't treat me badly, they're just annoying, telling me I have to do everything James says because he's "my dad" and wants me to be a good boy.
I don't think I'll ever want to be a good boy, I prefer being my brother's dragon, that way I'm by his side and I can keep being bad, also that way I'd have something in common with Draco.
Bye.