Decisions. (MaryLily I END)
Pov: Lily.
" AHHHHH, I missed my chance Once AGAIN!! " Exclaimed Lily.
" I wanted to ask Mary out today but I failed to once again, if it weren't for that meeting of hers, I would've asked her out. I swear! " Said Lily.
" You always say that lily. You need to actually make your move. " said Remus.
"Yeah, Yeah- Mhm, whatever Remus says is right, it always is." said Sirius agreeing with Remus.
I swear there's some kind of "sexual" tension going on between them, they're upto something but I just can't figure it out just yet. [Lily thinks]
* Someone enters, The door of the room moves as in producing an opening sound. *
James makes his entry. He just got engaged today to Sirius's Little brother.
" Hey, James. How's life been going? You're a engaged man, now. " Peter, who was sitting there in silence the whole time, listening to My blabbering to Sirius and Remus about My Mary problem, finally spoke and asked James about his well - being.
" It's-... It's Fine Pete. I'm fine. " James said, I know James well enough that I could figure out that he was hiding something but I didn't ask him about that not even a single thing about the situation. I am too busy with My Mary problem.
I glanced across to steal a look at Peter, who was observing James as in to figure him out as always. It seems he also felt something different about him.
" I pity you, Prongs, You got engaged to My coward little brother. " said Sirius. "Bet he's arrogant and selfish as always." He continued.
" I swear, he's a bad match for you, you should rec- " He was cut off by Remus.
" Sirius, Stop. " said Remus.
" Can't you see that James is getting, Uneasy? "
" Oh, I was just- "
"Oh, I know and I know he also knows but still. It's uncomfortable."
" Sorry Prongs "
" It's fine, pads " said James.
James went ahead and sat on the sofa beside Remus, I could hear him whisper a thank you to him.
I wanted to continue but suddenly everyone was more "interested" in James situation. Which was nothing as compared to mine.
What was his problem? He had a fight with his mother about his engagement. He was still fixated on me. I knew. Crushes and Loves, don't go easily.
I love James but as a friend. Nothing more, nothing less.
Besides I could Never ever have him in a romantic relationship with me. He's too much of a brat to handle, he's been a way too much of a spoiled brat.
His parents are old and they like to spoil all their children. James is the one who uses the fact he is spoiled to bully and flex on other people who apparently, are 'inferior' to him. I do not enjoy that side of him at all.
And, I have Mary anyways.
Yeah, Mary.
• Few days later.
There was a Ball.
Mary is there, I see her wearing a yellow and long gown made of beautiful silk.
I can identify that the silk was bought from India. The Queen of Maharashtra or Bengal must've given it to her. They are on a good terms.
I move towards her.
I initiated a conversation as it seemed to quiet between us, which was unusual.
"Mary! It's been days, since we talked, I wonder-" I was saying until I was cut off by her.
" Lily, Let's stop. " She said.
" What? " Is all that could escape my mouth.
" Let's stop all of this, whatever this is going on between us. " said Mary is a low yet cruel voice, that I still found hot in this situation.
" But- Why? You can't just do this! " I said.
"I can and I will. I am The Queen Mary VI"
" Mary..."
" This is a goodbye to Mary and to Us. "
" What? What do you mean- ? " I said before I was cutoff.
Then she announced in the ballroom. In front of everyone.
" I shall now Dismiss, Lady Lily Evans as my lady-in-waiting. " said Mary.
Her voice echoed throughout my ear and the ballroom.
Everyone stood there, in shock, I could see by the look of their faces that they were as clueless and shocked as me. I quickly recovered back to maintain myself, not to show any weakness but the same cannot be said for everyone else in the ballroom.
Everyone was whispering, I could not handle all of this. Pressure. No, I don't know what to call it, whatever it was, it was not a pleasant feeling.
The night ended. For me.
I left the ballroom.
Hot, burning tears falling from my eyes, rolling down my cheeks.
I would remember this night forever.
It was, no, it is burned inside, All of me. Every single part of me was forced to get this memory burned upon itself.