The aurors have just arrived. Evan and I separated 15 minutes ago. I hope he is okay. I can’t lose him. It starts to rain. I see Rabastan fight with one of the auror, I don’t recognize him. No moody here, perfect. Everything was okay but Rabastan triggered an alarm and now we are in total shit. I start to see some of the death eaters that we called for a backup to help us fight. But more aurors arrive too.
One of the aurors tried to curse me and I barely escaped at the last second. A fight starts between him and I. We are both trying to kill the other one. He doesn't want to use an unforgivable curse but I don’t care about this. I threw a crucio that hit him. He falls and tries to recover but he can't. I got closer to him and sent another crucio and another one so he couldn't get up. I think he just fainted. Perfect I don’t need to kill him, he's weak enough to faint with a couple of crucio. I would have stayed up, thanks dad.
I have a bad feeling right now, It’s been more than 20 minutes. I start to search for Evan, spells are flying all around me but I don’t care. I need to find him. He’s my oxygen, he’s hurt, I'm hurt. My whole life. Being attached to someone is bad but I couldn’t fight it.
I walk to look away from the fight zone. I found a body on the ground, laying down. A Dead Body. Blonde hair, pale skin. I get closer to the body. It’s impossible. He can’t do this to me he promised. He promised not to leave me alone. Evan’s body without life. It feels like I’m losing my mind. Tears come to me. I start crying. And I fall on my knees close to his body and I cry and I scream because all the pain that I feel now is worse than everything that happened to me before. The crucio that I endured from my father for hours. My voice breaks because of the sobbing. And feel hurt, mad and so angry. The asshole who took Evan from me is so dead. I feel my heart break in my body, I’m bleeding from the inside.
I scream all I have. The pain is too big. My love. My rose. Dead. I feel angry and if someone tries to stop me he’s going to suffer so much. I can’t stop screaming because of the loss of the most important person of my life.
“No Rosie you promised, My love please do not leave me. I promise you love, I promise you that all of them are going to suffer.”
An auror tried to hit me with a spell but he missed me. I stood up and I sent all my rage to him. unforgivable curses are sent towards him. Maybe he’s not the one who killed Evan but he’s here and I need to see someone suffer like I do. I see other aurors come here. Perfect, you took him away from me. It’s your time to suffer. I won’t kill them quickly, they have to suffer, they deserve it. I promised him. I’m so mad. One body fell on the ground, and another one and another one. I can’t control myself, it feels like I can’t do anything else than kill them for what they did. Yes I know they didn’t do that to him but still. Spells are flying in the air, and they hit one of them again and again. There are too many aurors, so I escape. I find Mad eye and I try to kill him, but the curse doesn't hit him. I go back to my love and I hug his body. One last time. Please by merlin. Give me back my reason to live.
“Crouch, let me take you to Azkaban. You know you can’t do anything anymore he’s dead. You understand? Dead , Crouch. And Because of you. You know he asked me to let you live. His last thoughts were for you. And you let him die alone.”
I feel weak but the only thing I can do is cry.
“My baby, my baby, tesoro mio.”(mon trésor)