Teardrops On My Guitar
"I fake a smile so he won't see"
Mattheo Riddle/Y/N
"I always had a crush on my friend Mattheo and only Pansy my best friend knew about it. He was one of my closest friends but because of the pressure from his father he turned into a playboy but that didn't stop me from liking him and Pansy was genuinely concerned about me.
Me and Mattheo were always together. We even had the same classes. I tried very hard to hide all my feelings. We still met on a daily basis and then one day we both got very drunk and kissed. In the morning I freaked out after I woke up and remembered about it. Then I went to sort things out with him but he acted normally and as if we didn't kiss the last night.
Then the harsh realization hit me. He had forgotten about it. I tried to ignore it but I couldn't so I asked him if he remembered anything from the last night. He told me "Nah I just remember going to the watchtower with you then it's all blank."
Whenever he came to talk to me I used to fake a smile so that the hidden sadness in my eyes stays there.
Then I started making out with all the guys in Hogwarts to forget about Mattheo but it never worked. Then one day I got drunk and went to him. He was always on top of the watchtower. That was our usual meet spot but lately he was too 'busy' for that so I stopped going there. I reached there and found him sitting down.
I started shouting at him very harshly and then confessed my feelings without realizing. I said "Why do you keep hurting me? Why are you such a big dumbass? I don't understand do you not realize that I like you? Why have you been making me go through so much? And I'm the one at fault here for ever loving you. Do you even realize that you kissed me that night?" Then I saw that he was just staring at the wall and avoiding eye contact. I screamed "LOOK AT ME WHEN I'M TALKING TO YOU."
He looked towards me and I noticed his puffed and red eyes and the water in them. My face softened and I went to him and asked him what happened. He just stared me blankly for sometime then started crying on my neck.
I patted him on the back and let him cry for some time. Then he slowly came away from me and said that he remembered the kiss but he didn't want to make me uncomfortable as he thought that I didn't like him and he said that he didn't become a playboy because of his father but to get over me. I kissed him right then and we held it until we couldn't breathe. We sat and looked at the stars and then fell asleep. In the morning when we woke up Filch and Mrs. Norris was staring at us with beady eyes with Snape right behind him. We got detention and 25 points was taken from Slytherin and that was still one of the best days in my life right below my marriage with your father." said Y/N to her children.