
Village of Ashes
The sun rose over the quaint village of Ashenbury, its golden rays painting the thatched roofs and cobblestone streets with a warm glow. Grimoire stirred in his small bed, his unique hair splayed across the pillow – jet black at the roots, fading to pure white at the tips. As he opened his eyes, two pools of deep blue gazed at the ceiling, swirling with pinpricks of light like a miniature galaxy.
"Grimoire, dear! Time to rise and shine!" called a gentle voice from downstairs.
The boy sat up, a smile spreading across his pale face. "Coming, Grandma Hackorn!" he called back, his voice light and airy.
Grimoire dressed quickly in his usual attire – a baggy white shirt and loose-fitting trousers. The fabric hung off his slender frame, concealing the angry red scars that marred his torso. As he descended the creaky wooden stairs, the aroma of freshly baked bread wafted through the air.
Grandma Hackorn stood at the hearth, her translucent form shimmering in the morning light. Her silvery hair was tied in a neat bun, and her kind eyes crinkled as she smiled at Grimoire.
"There's my boy," she said warmly. "I've made your favourite – cinnamon raisin bread."
Grimoire's eyes lit up. "Thank you, Grandma!" He reached for the bread, his hand passing through the loaf before he remembered to focus. With a look of concentration, he managed to grasp it, feeling the warmth seep into his fingers.
"Now, don't forget to visit Grandpa Thistle today," Grandma Hackorn reminded him. "He's been working on something special for you."
Grimoire nodded eagerly, taking a bite of the bread. To him, it tasted as real and delicious as ever. "I will, Grandma. I promise."
After breakfast, Grimoire stepped out into the bustling village street. The air hummed with activity as villagers went about their daily routines. To Grimoire, everything seemed perfectly normal – the baker arranging his ghostly pastries in the window, the blacksmith's hammer ringing out as it struck ethereal metal.
"Morning, young Grimoire!" called out Mr. Forge, the village blacksmith. His muscular arms, transparent and tinged with blue, waved in greeting.
"Good morning, Mr. Forge!" Grimoire replied cheerfully. "What are you working on today?"
The blacksmith's laugh boomed through the street. "A surprise for your birthday next week, lad. Can't say more than that!"
Grimoire's eyes widened with excitement. "I can't wait to see it!"
As he continued down the street, villagers greeted him left and right. Old Mrs. Whisper, eternally tending her garden. The twins, Flicker and Flame, chasing each other through market stalls, their giggles echoing like wind chimes.
Finally, Grimoire reached Grandpa Thistle's workshop at the edge of the village. The old man's hunched form was bent over a workbench, his wispy beard nearly touching the wood.
"Grandpa Thistle?" Grimoire called out softly.
The old man looked up, his face breaking into a wide grin. "Ah, Grimoire, my boy! Come in, come in. I've got something to show you."
Grimoire approached eagerly, his galaxy eyes wide with curiosity. Grandpa Thistle held up a small, intricately carved wooden box.
"This, my dear boy, is a memory box," he explained, his voice crackling like dry leaves. "It's said to hold the memories of those who've passed on. I thought... well, with your special gifts, you might find it useful."
Grimoire took the box carefully, feeling its weight in his hands. "It's beautiful, Grandpa. Thank you."
Grandpa Thistle's eyes misted over. "You're a special lad, Grimoire. Don't ever forget that."
The boy nodded solemnly, clutching the box to his chest. As he turned to leave, Grandpa Thistle called out, "Oh, and Grimoire? Happy early birthday."
Grimoire spent the rest of the morning wandering through the village, greeting friends and neighbors, all of whom seemed to shimmer with a soft blue light. He didn't find this strange – it was all he'd ever known.
As the sun reached its zenith, Grimoire found himself in the village square, sitting on the edge of the old stone fountain. He opened the memory box, wondering how it worked, when a strange sound caught his attention. A man had appeared at the entrance to the village. He wore long, black robes that billowed around him, and his sallow face was framed by curtains of greasy black hair. But what struck Grimoire most was the man's appearance – he had no blue glow, no transparency. He looked... solid.
The man's dark eyes scanned the village, widening in shock as they landed on Grimoire. He strode forward, his face a mask of disbelief and growing horror. "Boy," he said, his voice low and urgent. "What are you doing here? You need to leave immediately."
Grimoire tilted his head, confused. "Leave? But I live here, sir."
The man – Severus Snape, though Grimoire didn't know this yet – looked around the village square, his face paling further. "This... this is impossible," he muttered.
"Is something wrong?" Grimoire asked, growing concerned.
Severus's eyes snapped back to the boy. "Wrong? This entire village is... it's..." He seemed to struggle for words. "It's been destroyed. Burned to the ground years ago. There's nothing here but charred ruins and... and death."
Grimoire's brow furrowed. "I don't understand. Everything looks fine to me." He gestured around the square, where to his eyes, villagers still milled about their day.
Severus knelt before the boy, his dark eyes boring into Grimoire's galactic blue ones.
"Listen to me carefully. This village is gone. Has been for years. All I see are skeletons and ashes. The air reeks of death. You shouldn't be here. It's not safe."
Grimoire shook his head, becoming distressed. "No, you're wrong. Look, there's Mr. Forge at his smithy. And Mrs. Whisper tending her garden. Everyone's here!"
Severus's face contorted with a mix of pity and frustration. "Child, there's no one here but you and me. These people... they're not real. Not anymore."
Tears began to well up in Grimoire's eyes. "But they are real! They talk to me, they care for me. Grandma Hackorn made me breakfast this morning!"
Severus reached out, hesitating before placing a hand on Grimoire's shoulder. The boy flinched at the contact – it felt different, warmer than he was used to. "What's your name?" Severus asked softly.
"Grimoire," the boy whispered.
Severus nodded slowly. "Grimoire, I... I don't know how to explain this. But the people you see, they're not... they're not alive. They're spirits, ghosts of what once was."
Grimoire's lower lip trembled. "I don't understand. What do you mean, 'not alive'? They're right here!"
Severus sighed heavily. "Being alive means... it means having a physical body, being able to grow and change. These spirits, they're memories, echoes of people who once lived."
The boy's eyes darted around the square, suddenly noticing how the villagers seemed to be avoiding looking at Severus. "But... but I can touch them. I can hear them!"
"That's because you're special, Grimoire," Severus said, his voice uncharacteristically gentle. "You have a gift – or perhaps a curse – that allows you to interact with the dead as if they were living."
Grimoire's world began to spin. He looked down at his own hands, really seeing them for the first time. They were pale, yes, but solid. Not like the slight transparency he now noticed in the villagers around him.
"Am I... am I dead too?" he asked in a small voice.
Severus shook his head. "No, Grimoire. You're very much alive. But you've been living among the dead, it seems."
Suddenly, the air around them grew cold. The spirits of the village, once warm and welcoming, now seemed to close in with an almost desperate energy.
Grandma Hackorn's voice took on a sharp edge. "Don't listen to him, Grimoire! He doesn't understand our world, our family!"
"That's right," boomed Mr. Forge, his ghostly hammer raised threateningly. "This outsider has no right to come here and tear our family apart!"
Grimoire's eyes darted between Severus and his spectral family, confusion and fear etched across his face. "I... I don't understand," he whimpered.
Grandpa Thistle floated forward, his usually kind eyes now hard with determination. "Grimoire, my boy, remember all we've done for you. We raised you, loved you. Are you going to throw that all away because of some stranger's words?"
The spirits pressed closer, their forms flickering more violently now. Grimoire could feel their desperation, their fear of losing him. "Stay with us," they whispered in unison. "Stay, stay, stay..."
Severus stood his ground, though Grimoire could see the man's hand tightening on his wand. "Grimoire," Severus said firmly, "they're holding you back from life itself. This isn't real, no matter how much you or they wish it to be."
Tears streamed down Grimoire's face as he looked around wildly, his entire world crumbling around him. The memory box slipped from his fingers, clattering to the ground. "Please," he begged, though he wasn't sure to whom he was pleading. "Please, make it stop!"
But as he turned, desperate for reassurance, Grimoire's perception suddenly shifted. Where once he saw the warm, comforting forms of his family, he now saw twisted, skeletal figures, their eye sockets empty and pleading. The village around him flickered, revealing charred ruins and scattered bones.
A scream of terror tore from Grimoire's throat. He fell backwards, scrambling away from the skeletal figures. "No! Stay away!" he cried, his voice trembling with fear.
The spirits reached for him, their bony fingers grasping. "Don't be afraid, Grimoire," they moaned. "We're still your family. We need you. You need us!"
But with every passing second, the illusion fell away further. Grimoire saw the truth of his existence laid bare – years spent talking to bones, hugging air, living a life that had ended long ago. His galaxy eyes widened in horror, darting between the skeletal remains of his once-comforting home.
"This can't be real," he whimpered, curling into himself. "Please, make it stop. I want to go home!"
The spirits moved closer, their forms wavering between the comforting illusions of life and the stark reality of death. Grimoire flinched away from their touch, terror etched across his face.
"We only wanted to protect you," Grandma Hackorn's voice echoed, her skeletal form reaching out. "To give you a home..."
Grimoire shook his head violently, tears streaming down his face. "No, no, no! You are alive! You have to be!"
Severus stepped between Grimoire and the spirits, his wand raised. "That's enough," he said firmly. "You've done enough damage." The man knelt beside the terrified boy, cautiously placing a hand on his shoulder. The warmth of living flesh seemed to shock Grimoire, and he turned his tear-stained face to Severus.
"What's happening to me?" Grimoire whispered brokenly. "If my family isn't real, if everything I've known is... is this... what am I?"
Severus's dark eyes softened with compassion. "You're a boy, Grimoire. A living, breathing boy with an extraordinary gift. And now, you have the chance to truly live."
Grimoire's body shook with sobs as the full weight of his reality crashed down upon him. Years of isolation, of a half-life lived in ignorance, all came rushing to the surface. He cried for the family he never truly had, for the life he'd never known he was missing, for the innocent child he could no longer be.
As his cries echoed through the ruins of Ashenbury, the spirits gradually faded, their forms dissolving into mist. Their whispered apologies and declarations of love mixed with the wind, a final, haunting lullaby for the life Grimoire was leaving behind.
Finally, exhausted and emotionally spent, Grimoire's sobs quieted. He looked up at Severus, his galaxy eyes red-rimmed and lost. "What happens now?" he asked, his voice hoarse and small.
Severus helped the boy to his feet, gently pressing the fallen memory box back into his hands. "Now, Grimoire," he said softly, "you learn what it means to truly live. It won't be easy, but I promise you, it will be real."
As they walked away from the ruins of Ashenbury, Grimoire clutched his memory box, the only tangible link to the world he was leaving behind. Each step was a battle, his heart torn between the comforting illusions of his past and the harsh, unknown truths of his future.
Behind them, the mists swirled, obscuring the village once more. And somewhere in between the world of the living and the dead, the spirits of Ashenbury watched their beloved boy take his first steps into a new life, their ethereal hearts heavy with the weight of years of deception and the bittersweet pain of letting go.
Grimoire didn't look back. He couldn't. The fear of seeing those skeletal forms again was too great. But as they crossed the boundary of the village, he whispered a final, trembling goodbye to the only home he'd ever known, stepping forward into a world that was at once terrifyingly vast and achingly empty.
***
The world blurred around Grimoire as he clung to Severus Snape's cloak, his eyes squeezed shut against the reality he no longer trusted. The sensation of apparition faded, leaving them in a quiet alley behind a small, nondescript inn in a remote village.
Severus glanced down at the trembling boy, concern etching lines across his typically stoic face. "Grimoire," he said softly, "we're here. You can open your eyes now."
The boy shook his head violently, his galaxy eyes remaining firmly shut. "No," he whispered, his voice barely audible. "I can't. I don't want to see... to see if..."
"If what?" Severus prompted gently.
Grimoire's grip on the cloak tightened. "If anything is real. If I'm real."
Severus felt a pang in his chest. He'd seen trauma before, had experienced it himself, but the raw fear and confusion emanating from this child was something else entirely. "Alright," he said, his tone gentler than he'd ever used before. "Keep hold of my cloak. I'll guide you."
Carefully, Severus led Grimoire into the inn. The innkeeper, a portly man with a bushy mustache, raised an eyebrow at the odd pair but said nothing as Severus requested a room. "And we'll take our meals in the room," Severus added, his tone brooking no argument.
As they climbed the narrow stairs, Severus found himself hyper-aware of Grimoire's presence. The boy's breathing was shallow, his small hand trembling as it gripped the black fabric of Severus's cloak.
Once in the room, Severus gently guided Grimoire to sit on one of the beds. "We're alone now," he said. "It's safe to open your eyes."
Grimoire shook his head again, more tears leaking from beneath his closed lids. "How do I know what's real?" he whispered. "Everything I thought was real... it wasn't. How do I know this is real? How do I know I'm real?"
Severus sat beside him, at a loss. How does one comfort a child who's lost not just his family, but his entire concept of reality?
"Grimoire," he began, choosing his words carefully, "I know you're scared. What you've been through... it's more than anyone should have to bear. But I promise you, this is real. I'm real. And so are you."
He hesitated, then slowly took Grimoire's hand, placing it against his own chest. "Feel that? That's my heartbeat. Living, real."
Grimoire's fingers splayed against Severus's chest, feeling the steady thrum beneath. Slowly, painfully slowly, his eyelids fluttered open. His galaxy-blue eyes, red-rimmed and filled with tears, met Severus's dark ones.
"It feels different," Grimoire murmured. "Warmer. More... there. But how do I know my hand is real? How do I know I'm not just another spirit, pretending to be alive?"
Severus felt a chill run down his spine at the boy's words. "Grimoire, look at me," he said firmly. "You are real. You're as real as I am. The fact that you can question your existence proves that you exist."
But Grimoire was spiraling. His breathing became rapid and shallow, his galaxy eyes unfocused. "But what if this is all just another illusion? What if I'm still in the village, and this is just a dream? What if I died in that fire years ago, and everything since then has been a lie?"
Severus recognized the signs of a dissociative episode. He'd seen it before in survivors of trauma, but never in one so young. He grasped Grimoire's shoulders gently but firmly. "Grimoire, stay with me," he said, his voice low and steady. "Focus on my voice. Can you tell me five things you can see in this room?"
Grimoire's eyes darted around wildly. "I... I don't know if I can see anything. What if it's all in my head?"
"Try," Severus urged. "Just name five things. Anything at all."
Grimoire swallowed hard. "A... a bed. A window. Your black robes. A chair. And... and a painting on the wall."
"Good," Severus nodded encouragingly. "Now, four things you can touch."
Grimoire's hand tightened on Severus's cloak. "The cloak. The... the bedspread. My own hair. And... and your hand on my shoulder."
"Excellent. Three things you can hear?"
"Your voice," Grimoire whispered. "My own breathing. And... birds outside the window."
"Two things you can smell?"
Grimoire took a shaky breath. "Dust. And... something like herbs. From your robes, I think."
"Last one. One thing you can taste."
Grimoire licked his dry lips. "Salt. From the tears."
Severus nodded, relief washing over him as he saw Grimoire's eyes begin to focus again. "Well done. You did very well, Grimoire. Now, do those things seem real to you?"
Grimoire nodded slowly. "I... I think so. They're clearer now. More... present."
"That's right," Severus said softly. "And you perceived all of those things. You interacted with them. That makes you real, Grimoire. As real as anything in this room."
Grimoire's lower lip trembled. "But the spirits... they seemed real too. They loved me. Didn't they? Or was that a lie too?"
The raw pain in the boy's voice made Severus's chest tighten. "I believe they did," he said softly. "In their own way. But love isn't always enough, Grimoire. You deserve to live, truly live."
As night fell, Severus found himself facing a new challenge. Grimoire refused to sleep, terror gripping him at the mere thought of closing his eyes.
"What if I wake up and everything's gone again?" he whimpered. "What if I wake up and I'm gone?"
Severus, exhausted but unwilling to leave the boy alone in his fear, pulled up a chair next to Grimoire's bed. "I'll be right here," he promised. "All night. If you wake, you'll see me. You'll feel the bed beneath you, hear my voice. I'm not going anywhere, and neither are you."
It was a long night. Grimoire drifted in and out of fitful sleep, each time jerking awake with a gasp, his hand immediately reaching out. Each time, Severus was there, solid and real.
"Am I still here?" Grimoire would ask, his voice small and frightened.
"You're still here," Severus would reply, squeezing the boy's hand gently. "Still real. Still alive."
As dawn broke, Severus found himself marveling at the boy's resilience. Despite everything, Grimoire was still here, still fighting. And with that thought came another, more troubling one: what would happen to him now?
Dumbledore needed to be informed, of course. But beyond that? Grimoire couldn't simply be dropped off at an orphanage or with some unsuspecting Muggle family. His abilities, his trauma, his very nature set him apart.
For the first time in years, Severus felt a fierce protectiveness stirring within him. This boy, this extraordinary, broken child, needed more than just a guardian. He needed someone who could understand, who could guide him through both the magical world and the complex reality of life and death.
As Grimoire finally fell into a deeper sleep, his face relaxing slightly, Severus made a decision. It wouldn't be easy, and Merlin knew he was ill-equipped for such a task, but he couldn't abandon this child now.
"I'll keep you safe," he whispered, more to himself than to the sleeping boy. "Somehow, I'll help you find your way."
The sun rose higher, its rays painting the small room in warm hues. Severus Snape, the feared Potions Master of Hogwarts, sat vigil over a sleeping child, his dark eyes filled with a mix of determination and something that, if he were honest with himself, felt remarkably like love.
As Grimoire stirred, his galaxy eyes blinking open, Severus steeled himself for the day ahead. There would be questions to answer, decisions to make, a fragile trust to nurture. "Good morning, Grimoire," Severus said softly. "How do you feel?"
Grimoire's eyes darted around the room, his body tensing. "I... I'm still here," he said, a mix of relief and uncertainty in his voice.
"Yes, you are," Severus confirmed. "Still here, still real."
Grimoire sat up slowly, his gaze never leaving Severus. "You stayed," he said, a hint of wonder in his voice.
"I promised I would," Severus replied simply.
A ghost of a smile flickered across Grimoire's face, there and gone in an instant. "What happens now?" he asked, his voice small but steadier than it had been the day before.
Severus considered his words carefully. "Now, we take things one step at a time. But first, I think some breakfast is in order. Are you hungry?"
Grimoire nodded hesitantly. "I think so. But... how do I know if I'm really hungry? How do I know if anything I feel is real?"
Severus felt a pang in his chest at the boy's words. "Grimoire," he said gently, "your feelings are your own. They come from within you, and that makes them real. It's okay to trust them."
As they ate the simple breakfast brought up by the innkeeper, Severus watched Grimoire closely. The boy's movements were hesitant, as if he was afraid the food might disappear at any moment. But with each bite, some color seemed to return to his pale cheeks.
"This tastes... different," Grimoire murmured, a hint of surprise in his voice.
Severus nodded encouragingly. "Different from what you're used to?"
"Yes," Grimoire replied. "It's... more. More flavor, more texture. Is this what real food tastes like?"
"It is," Severus confirmed, feeling a mix of sadness and hope at the boy's wonder over something as simple as breakfast. "And there are many more tastes for you to experience."
After they finished eating, Severus decided it was time to address the day ahead. "Grimoire," he began cautiously, "I know everything feels uncertain right now. But I want you to know that you're safe here. My priority is to help you feel secure and... alive."
Grimoire's galaxy eyes met Severus's, filled with a mix of fear and hope. "How do I do that? How do I feel alive when I'm not sure what being alive means?"
Severus considered this for a moment. "Perhaps we can start by exploring the world around us. Not magic, not your past, just... the simple act of existing in the present moment. Would you be willing to try that?"
Grimoire nodded slowly. "I... I think so. What do we do?"
"We could start with a walk," Severus suggested. "Just around the inn's garden. We can practice noticing things - the feel of the ground beneath your feet, the smell of the air, the warmth of the sun. Small things that remind you that you're here, now, in this moment."
Grimoire's brow furrowed in concentration. "And that will help me feel... real?"
"It's a start," Severus said gently. "Feeling alive is a process, Grimoire. It won't happen all at once. But each small experience, each moment you connect with the world around you, is a step forward."
They spent the morning in the inn's small garden. Severus guided Grimoire through simple exercises, encouraging him to focus on his senses. They felt the rough bark of trees, listened to the rustle of leaves in the breeze, smelled the fragrant herbs growing in small plots.
At first, Grimoire's responses were hesitant, uncertain. But as the morning wore on, Severus noticed small changes. The boy's shoulders relaxed slightly. His breathing became deeper, more even. And once, when a butterfly landed briefly on his outstretched hand, Grimoire's face lit up with a genuine, if fleeting, smile.
"It tickled," he said, a note of wonder in his voice. "I've never felt anything like that before."
Severus felt a warmth in his chest at the boy's words. "That's good, Grimoire. That's very good. These experiences, these sensations - they're all part of being alive."
As they sat on a bench in the afternoon sun, Grimoire turned to Severus, his galaxy eyes serious. "Severus," he said quietly, "what's going to happen to me now? Where will I go?"
Severus had been pondering this very question. The boy needed care, stability, and understanding - things Severus wasn't sure he was equipped to provide. And yet, the thought of sending Grimoire away, of entrusting him to someone who couldn't possibly understand his unique situation, felt wrong.
"For now," Severus said carefully, "you'll stay with me. We'll take things day by day, alright? My main concern is helping you feel safe and... grounded in reality."
Grimoire nodded, relief evident in his face. "Thank you," he whispered. "I... I don't want to be alone."
"You're not alone, Grimoire," Severus assured him, surprised by the depth of emotion in his own voice. "I promise you that."
As the sun began to set, casting long shadows across the garden, Severus realized they had spent the entire day simply existing in the moment. No talk of magic, no probing questions about Grimoire's past or abilities. Just the quiet exploration of what it meant to be alive.
It wasn't much, Severus knew. The boy had a long journey ahead of him. There would be difficult conversations to have, painful truths to confront. Dumbledore would need to be informed, decisions would need to be made about Grimoire's future.
But for now, watching Grimoire's face as he marveled at the changing colors of the sunset, Severus felt a sense of peace. They had taken the first small steps on a long journey. And somehow, against all odds, Severus found himself committed to seeing that journey through.
"Grimoire," he said softly, "how do you feel now?"
The boy was quiet for a long moment, his galaxy eyes reflecting the golden light of the setting sun. "I feel... here," he said finally. "More here than I've ever felt before. Is that... is that what being alive feels like?"
Severus felt a lump in his throat. "Yes, Grimoire," he said, his voice rough with emotion. "I believe it is."
As they walked back to their room in the growing twilight, Severus found himself facing a future he never could have anticipated. But looking at the extraordinary boy beside him, with his galaxy eyes and tentative steps towards life, Severus knew he was exactly where he needed to be.
Whatever challenges lay ahead, they would face them together, two unlikely companions united by circumstance and growing bonds of trust and care. And for now, that was enough.