How to not lose my mind when I am with you

James

James can’t believe his fucking luck, he is in Regulus’ room, with REGULUS. Honestly, he thought about breaking into this fucking room and going through Regulus’ stuff but that would be a crime.

But having Regulus now here, in his arms, able to kiss the life out of him. To be honest, James has been making eyes on Regulus since he came out of that bus.

James looks at Regulus and leans in again, kissing him softly and gently lifting Regulus’ shirt, only shortly breaking the kiss to get the shirt off of him.

Doing this with Regulus feels intimate, special, and overwhelming. Regulus is sensitive and James tries to not stress him, touch him where he likes it, and not touch him where he doesn’t like it.

James brings Regulus to his bed and they both lie down.

Everything went slowly just how Regulus liked it, if he didn’t like something James immediately stopped, and if Regulus liked it oh hell James did more to make it as good for Regulus as possible.

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Remus

The day was short in his opinion, the others went on a hike to the woods and he and Sirius stayed back.

They walked around, it was easy these days to walk around without his cane, but it still hurt sometimes. Maybe it was the good weather that made his knee hurt less. He is dreading the days he has to walk around in college, and he hasn’t even started college yet.

Sirius was energetic today too, he almost walked into Remus because he didn’t see where he was going, and talked about stuff so fast Remus couldn’t follow anything he said (Remus of course tried anyway).

They were sitting in their room now, on Sirius’ bed cuddling. Sirius was watching some funny videos on his phone, Remus guesses he wants him to watch them too but if he was honest, he could only watch Sirius right now. His blue-gray eyes shone as he laughed, but Remus could still only look at him, his pale skin, his black shiny hair, his eyelashes (he couldn’t believe how long they were), his cute nose that pointed upwards, the little red blush he always has on his cheeks, this one tiny little dimple he has when he smiles, but ONLY when he smiles when he laughs it smoothes out completely.

When Sirius realizes Remus isn’t watching the video at all he looks up at Remus “What are you doing?” He asks
“Just looking at you” Remus murmurs. He brushes a strand of hair behind Sirius’ ear. Sirius leans in and kisses Remus softly. Remus’ hands land on the back of Sirius’ neck and pull him in further.

They kiss, softly.

After a few minutes, they lose their clothes and Sirius is sitting on top of Remus, and Remus is holding Sirius’ thighs hard so Sirius won’t fall while bouncing up and down, he is quiet though, looking up and trying to quiet down his moans. Remus doesn’t like that though so he softly grabs the back of Sirius's head and makes him look down at Remus.

Sirius slowly lets himself down with his upper body lying against Remus’ chest while Remus continues to move in Sirius. Slowly. Carefully.

His hand rubbing Sirius’ back comfortingly his other hand rubbing a finger over his cheekbone.

And so they missed the Campfire, it was worth it though.

-to be continued-