How to not lose my mind when I am with you

Sirius

Sirius thought he was gonna go crazy when Remus took his hand and brought him back to their Cabin. The walk was short, and therefore they were quickly in their room.

Remus pressed him against their Room door which he locked with the key that was inside the keyhole. He then turned his face to Sirius and looked down at him “Are you sure?” He whispered. Sirius could not do anything other than nod and not even a second later they were kissing.

Sirius has kissed many people, Women, and Men. But if he was being honest, he was a Virgin. He was embarrassed because of it. How come he kisses and makes out more than his friends together but couldn’t go further than that?

It’s because he waited for the right person. It didn’t matter if small or tall, male or female, chubby or thin, or a good style or not. He just wanted to have it with a person he thought deserved to see him naked and vulnerable, though he hasn’t known Remus long. He knows that Remus is the kindest soul he will ever meet, the past few days were the best he ever had, even if it was forced on him by the police, but who cares?

The kiss is getting deeper and deeper until Sirius pulls back a little and looks Remus in the eye “Can we go on the bed?” He asks with a blush on his cheeks. Remus nods and pulls Sirius to his bed, they were quite high up and Remus somehow put his hands on Sirius’ ass and pulled him up to the mattress.
Sirius of course blushed harder (because of course he does).

Remus brings his mouth right back to Sirius’ mouth and then, waits for Sirius to open his lips and let his tongue in (which he does instantly). Remus’ hands slowly wrap around Sirius’ waist, his fingers pushing up his shirt lightly and brushing the skin of Sirius’ lower back there.

After the kiss breaks Sirius hides his face in the space between Remus’ neck and shoulder, breathing Remus in as good as he can. He didn’t know Remus wore cologne but it smelled amazing. “I am gonna take your Pants off alright?” Remus murmured, Sirius as before only nodded.

His finger goes to Sirius’ zipper and opens it, as well as the button from the Pants, then gently pulls the pants off, as if they were something very important. Though Remus’ eyes only stayed on Sirius. Sirius felt important because Remus touched him so lightly, so lightly he almost didn’t feel that Remus’ fingers made their way to his lower back again, just with a more intent point they wanted to get to.

Sirius took a harsh break as he felt Remus’ fingers inside of him and opened his mouth to let out a little sound. Remus made a shhh sound to calm Sirius down. “Rem, Remus I have to tell you something first!” Sirius let out loudly. “Is something wrong?” Remus asked quickly, stopping his fingers.

“Well, I just wanted to say that, this is kinda my first time…with anyone” Sirius let out quietly into Remus his neck. He then heard a little chuckle and felt a soothing hand on his back, which was not inside him, rubbing it gently “Well that’s alright! We can go slow and I will show you how to do everything, okay?” Remus said into his ear comforting. Sirius nodded, once again (because he is an idiot).

So they go slow, the right pace always gives the best results, and they lay on the bed (well it’s Sirius who is lying, Remus is sitting between his legs) (Sirius thinks that it’s absolutely hot). Remus inserts his fingers gently with lube on them so as not to hurt Sirius as much and moves them. Sirius lets out little moans, and after about 5 minutes or so Remus pulls his fingers out and also opens his pants.

Sirius didn’t think it would be small but he would have never thought it was over the average height, well considering how tall Remus is, he could have guessed but still. Looking at it being almost pushed into his private area makes him kinda nervous. “Will it hurt very much?” Sirius asks Remus.

The asked one raises his eyebrows a little and smiles “Yeah a little, but if it hurts too much. You can always tell me to stop” he said and then started pushing his member inside of Sirius.
Sirius closed his eyes and hissed but then felt Remus kissing him and he instantly forgot all about the pain. He kisses Remus back and after a few seconds he finally knows why people love having sex, it’s heated…sexy…warm…beautiful, and Sirius could go on forever, but it would probably only last for this one person.

It didn’t last very long though, not because of Remus but because of Sirius. He had to hold himself back from cumming when Remus started kissing him but now only after a few minutes, he doesn’t think he can hold it any longer.
“Rem, I-I think, I think I am gonna cum” he says into Remus’ neck, sweating heavily already.

“That's alright, let's do it together okay? I put on a condom before so it’s alright” he said heavily. And after Sirius and Remus could only moan and hold each other close.

About 20 minutes later they were both lying in Remus’ bed, both having showered and put on sleeping clothes. Now cuddling together (well it’s more Sirius lying on top of Remus partly, but Remus doesn’t seem uncomfortable)

“We should…do it again sometime” Sirius murmured sleepily against Remus, his chest which was covered by a white sleeping T-shirt. Remus brushed his fingers through Sirius’ Curly black hair and hummed, “I hope I was up to your standards, I usually can’t last long because of my knee though”.

“You were great…the best”

-to be continued-