James and Sirius’ Struggles and Trinity’s Villian Arc
James felt like he was losing himself as the days went on.
17 days until summer.
16 days until summer.
15 days until summer.
14 days until summer.
13 days until summer.
12 days until summer.
11 days until summer.
10 days until summer.
09 days until summer.
08 days until summer.
07 days until summer.
06 days until summer.
05 days until summer.
04 days until summer.
He felt himself falling apart.
James potter was dying inside. James potter couldn’t breathe, he couldn’t eat, nor think. James potter was doing as shit as possible. He felt himself getting angrier by the days.
James finds himself sat outside in the forbidden forest and he can’t breathe. He’s panting hard and apparently, someone else is too.
He looks up to see Barty.
He kneels down and starts coaching James on how to breathe. If James could, he would let out a little chuckle but right now, his throat feels like it’s closing up.
He tries breathing in and chokes on his own saliva.
Barty sits there with him until it ends.
When James is finally okay, they make their way to Barty’s dorm.
As they go up the stairs they’re met with the door.
They walk in and Evan and Regulus are shocked to see James with Barty.
Regulus notices the puffiness in James’ eyes and rushes over to him and walks him over to his bed. He strokes James’ cheek before pressing a kiss to his forehead, James leans into it.
Barty and Evan are shocked to see this and look at each other and then back and James and Regulus.
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Trinity hated her grandma.
No matter what she did, she wasn’t good enough for her.
Her grandma always favoured her brother and cousin. “Eliza this, Eliza that” and “Orpheus did this, Orpheus killed a mud blood today.”
Trinity can do stuff too.
Trinity has done more than Orpheus and Eliza combined so why doesn’t her grandma love her the same?
Why can’t she be loved.
At family dinners Trinity sits there like a ghost. Nobody notices her, nobody tries to make a conversation with her.
Ever since she was born she was in everyone else’s story.
Now, she’s gonna make her own.
Trinity knows reasons why her grandma doesn’t like her as much.
It’s because Trinity didn’t get all O’s on a test. It’s because Trinity’s hair is purple. It’s because Trinity doesn’t wanna be a death eater.
Trinity doesn’t wanna be a death eater.
Yet, that’s her fate.
Trinity wants to be a normal girl.
Trinity doesn’t wanna be the unholy trinity.
Trinity wants to be the holy trinity.
But she never will be.
She never will.
Trinity’s Brother stole the spotlight from her but now, Trinity is gonna get it back. They’re gonna wish they noticed her sooner.
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Sirius misses James a lot.
He’s not sure why James is suddenly so withdrawn.
Sirius misses his brother.
He misses his brother’s curly hair and dark skin.
Those round, gold glasses and his bumpy nose.
Sirius misses when he would sleep in the same bed.
He wishes he understood what James was doing but he has no clue and that scares him.
He misses him so dearly, his heart aches for him.
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James and Regulus woke up to an empty dorm, it’s Saturday so Barty, Evan, Pandora and Dorcas are at hogsmeade.
Regulus had woken up previously to Barty asking if he was gonna come and to answer his question, Regulus threw his pillow at Barty’s face and then snuggled back into James’ neck. James however, did not wake up.
James is in the bathroom brushing his teeth and Regulus is still in bed.
James comes back into the room and kisses his forehead before Regulus gets up and wanders into the bathroom.
When he gets in there he groans at the sight of the toilet seat up.
He storms out of the bathroom.
He’s about to start arguing but James is sat there with a hand over his dark mark, he hisses.
“James?” Regulus asked, seeming quite concerned.
James looked up at him and just said “I’m okay angel, don’t worry.”
It’s obvious he isn’t.