Sirius Black is done. Telling Snape was fucked up, he knows this. He regrets it and already made everything better in technical terms. He told minny and got it all cleared up, they wiped shapes memory of it with a spell. Nobody knows what happened and he’s already written his mother and told her he was sorry, that he’s “come to his senses” (which he hasn’t changed his beliefs one bit) and asked she accept him back to the noble and ancient house of black as the heir. It’s not like he wants to be the heir but he will always protect his brother and if he doesn’t come back Regulus will be heir, and Sirius couldn’t imagine that pain on his baby brothers back. Ofcourse she wrote back accepting him ‘home’ and telling him how proud she is that hes turned around. But as he’s staring down the astronomy tower tonight he isn’t sure hes going to be making it to any place at all. He’s already written the letters. They’re in his coat, his notorious leather jacket he always loved so much. He’s sure they will be able to find them there, the jacket sits on the ledge. As he looks down he thinks of his last conversations with his friends. Or ex friends now. He thinks of them deeply, remembering every word.
Peter had called him a filthy traitor in the hallway and refused to talk to him any more then that.
Remus, his love had shoved him, said he looked like his mother and told him that if he speaks to him agian there will be punishments.
And James, oh James the person who saved him had used the black family Matteo as a slur against him, had said that once a black always a black, and that Sirius had proved his place to being in his family. And told him not to think of coming to his house this summer.
Sirius flinched at the thought. But it’s not like hes planning on needing to go anywhere in about five muinites. He smiles at the thought. He had hurt everyone, used Remus, and fucked everything up. They made it clear he was just a black and he understands, truly he does. He knows he messed up and he isn’t trying to get pity or anything, he knows hes not the victim in this Remus is. But that doesn’t take away the fact that he has feelings, and hes still a person. He looks at the time with his wand, 1 AM. He smiled wider then he has in a few weeks and threw his wand onto the floor or the tower. He rolls his sleeves up to reveal his battered cut arms, dried blood still staining them. He puts his long, think black hair once so precious to him in a braid. And he climes the railing so he’s teetering toward the edge. With a satisfied sign he speaks, to nothing really. “I’ll no longer be a burden, or a trouble maker.” And he pushes himself off with a light kick. He thinks of him and regulus as kids while he’s falling, his sweet baby brother he failed to protect. He always cared deeply about his younger brother and he wishes he would have talked to him one last time. Half way down he stops falling. He’s floating in the air and getting pulled up by a spell. Once he reaches the top with the spell he looks around shocked. Who would save him, he waited until everyone would be asleep as there’s lessons tomorrow. When he finally sees who stopped him tears come to his eyes. Regulus. “Shit.” Sirius mumbles. “Reggie you- you uhm weren’t supposed to see this.” Sirius finally says. “Sirius black what the fuck?! I’m going to beat your ass why would you try to do this?? You wanted to leave me?” It sounds like hes being mean but he and Sirius both know that he isn’t, he just cant word his feelings in a soft way. “N-no i wanted to help you by not being a burden anymore. Same with my friends.” A very soft smack is placed on Sirius’ cheek. “NO?! No your not going anywhere. I already know what happened with the gryffindors, us blacks are smart yk. And you aren’t going to do this over that.” Before Sirius could respond he was being dragged into the slytherin common rooms.
Regulus made sure to roll down his sleeves before they entered. “Now Siri I know you hate being one of us, but i promise you can use it to your advantage ok? Just follow my lead. We basically rule this school, me cissa, Bella, and now you. Nobody wants to mess with a black” and with that they went inside. “Yo baby black what’s the blood traitor doing here?” Somebody asked loudly gaining everyone’s attention “oh, you mean the Black heir? Don’t forget your place.” And with that they walked up to Regs room casually and once a lock charm was placed Sirius broke down in his younger brothers arms, telling him all that he did all that he felt and all that was said against him. “You-you fixed it al why are they reacting like this?” “Because I’m a black reg. If i was a Weasley or a long bottom then it would be different.” Regulus let that sit in for a minute. They disrespect the house of black like that/ how dare they. Regulus hated their parents but still had pride in his name. Being a black is being wiserding royalty. Blacks are all beautiful, and raised to be intelligent. Howe could they judge him this way foe being superior? After Sirius stopped crying and fell asleep regulus got up and graded all of sirius’ stuff from the tower. He read the letters and cried. Then he went to gryfindor tower and used the password he knew from his first year. He got in the common rooms and stormed to the marauders lounging around. “What the fuck do you want little black?” Remus asked, sharp tone. “I want you to tell me why my brother just tried to kill himself because of you guys going way too far.” He said with bitterness strong in his tone. They looked shocked. Before they could say a word regulus left the letters Sirius had wrote to them on the table and stormed out, resisting the urge to curses them all.
It’s been a month since that and Sirius has begun to blend into his brothers life nicely. He still has bad days but hes doing better. He’s friends with regulus’ friends, he spends Tim with his brother every day and is thankful that he saved him. He also has a crush on his brothers best friend, and it’s pretty obvious. But hes run out of clothes by now. “Sirius just wear one of my robes” regulus says while brushing his hair. “I cant. I’m not a slytherin.” “But you could be. Hear me out. We ask magonagll to let you move houses, and you join our house. Then mother will be proud and therefore weak. You can use your title as heir to do whatever you want around her and you can reshaped the house of black to be more possitive.” Regulus explains as he puts on his tie and Sirius thinks. It’s not like he has anything to loose.and Sirius COULD totally play there mother. “I’ll go down to ninny’s office today.” Sirius mumbles. Regulus gives him a hug and tells him hes going to class. Sirius goes down to her office and talks to her, and she agrees. She said she hopes he will keep his heart and he promises he’s still the same, and that h will see her weekly to talk. After getting his new roaches he goes back to the dorms. He puts on the white shirt and the pants. Making his tie loose like he use too. He walks back in the common room ready to go to class when hes stopped. By barty crouch jr, his brothers best friend and the guy he likes. “Damn black, you look great in green. The slytherin s will welcome you, and your name instead of turning you away because of it” barty squeeszes Sirius’ shoulder and moves him mouth to his ear and whispers “and you look HOT like that” and walks away. Sirius feels like folding over but gains his composure and goes to class. A class with the gryffindors. He walks in sporting his new colors faking a confident smirk. He sits next to narsissa, his cousin. She looks at him, and has a real joy look on her face. “Sirius, you look good cousin,” she says kindly before continuing to work. At the end of class peter walks by and whispers something harsh but Sirius didin’t care enough to even listen to it. He was happy, gaining his place. Later that night he told regulus about Barty’s flirting and barty heard it. He came over and kissed Sirius on the lips, and they made out. Sirius looked at him when they stopped and said “your mine,ok? Ill use my ability’s as the black heir to keep everyone away from you.” He was clearly joking but barty said “yes, I’m yours, shit that’s hot too.” And they went in another room to do more then make out.
When the black brothers went home for the summer break Sirius was for maybe the first time ever welcomed. Ofcourse he didnt obey his mother blindly, no he still hated his parents more then anything and would never forget the abuse they put him through. But he wanted to reshape the house of black, in the sense of when he has a kid, he will not be doing the same treatment to them. He will show them only love and the house of black will be abusive no more. And he stuck to his word about that.
Years later Sirius married barty and got a pure blooded surragett to keep the black line running. They had a daughter, Sirius saw no reason a girl couldn’t be heir so she was declared to the world as heir to black at birth. She was named lepus Alice Black. Peter betrayed James and got put in Azkaban for it after James and lily had a child, a son. Sirius was for some odd reason asked by dumbldor to take the son, harry in as his own even though he hadn’t talked to James since his 5th year. He agreed, no child should just be left. Harry was raised as Harry James potter black. Harry knows who is parents are still though. Regulus visits weekly.
One day Sirius pulled regulus to the side and looked him in the eyes. “Regulus. Thank you for saving me in 5th year. This life i have is great- and lepus and harry I actually broke the curse, being a black doesn’t mean abuse anymore. You saved me little brother.” Regulus nodded and said “you’ve saved me from mom more times than i can count. It’s even” they both laughed
The end. Sorry if this is bad I’m really new to writing fics!! Ik the end was kinda rushed, I’m sorryyyyyyyy.
-Cyrus the author