« Dont worry Bella, I’ll be there forever, I’ll always be by your side, ‘kay love ? Now stop crying you’re a big girl, right ? »
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Bella, I’m sure there’s witchcraft involved in this, because there’s no way that He could like me.
He’s like an angel. His smile make me giggle sometime… can you imagine me giggle ?
I feel like I’m corrupting him, like I’m some sort of devil tenting a pure soul. I promise you, he’s like a bright fire, lighting everything that’s dark in me.
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I’m writing this down to not forget to say it to you when I finally tell you about him.
The first time we spoke, I called him a filthy mud blood. And then he looked at me, and laughed. I was so angry. I thought «the audacity this man has when he’s not even a real sorcerer». After that he beat me in every class that we shared. I was mad. Him, a mudblood, beating me, when I’m the one who always lived in the magic world ? I confronted him, sure that he was cheating. And he refused to admit it. And you know me. I followed him everyday, everywhere, harassing him to admit how he cheated. Turned out he didn’t. I was embarrassed when I understood that he was a real sorcerer, and that muggle borns could be as good as us. I was wrong, so I apologize. And instead of being mad at me, for insulting him, harassing him, accusing him to cheat, he simply smiled and told me it was fine.
I was shocked. We became friends that day.
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He told me he loved me today.
It’s crazy how things can change.
I told him I loved him back. And he had the audacity to tell me he already know. I really do love him.
I plan on telling you this week. I don’t want to marry Rabastan. I know you’ll understand, but I fear you don’t accept it. We we’re supposed to share this trone.
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« you can’t! Andy ? »
« Andromeda, this is a joke right, you’re not leaving me right ? Not leaving us ? Narcissa will need you, I don’t know how to take care of children! »
« I- I’m telling our parents ! »
« please don’t leave me, I beg you »
« don’t let me face that alone »
« Andromeda, we’ll be sister forever, and you’ll be bored of this mudblood in less than a year, please stay. You promised to always be by my side »
Sone exemple of what you told me today.
I guess it’s over now.
Ted tell me not to worry. that you won’t tell our parents. I don’t think so, because you looked so mad. I’m already packing some stuff so I can leave tonight.
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Ted was right. You never told our parents. why ?
In the end, Bella your better than me. Because you’re still by my side.
Thanks Bella. I love you.
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Today we moved to our new house with Ted. You’d hate it, it’s a small muggle cottage, list in the mountain. I love it.
Today I understood what freedom was. Would it make you feel better if I told you that I cried when I realized that I’ve never felt this much happy ?
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He proposed to day. Ted proposed to me.
We’re getting married and I’m taking his name.
it’s strange to cut the last string that once connected us. I don’t think it will cure the pain that I’m not in your life anymore. I miss you and love you.
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Is it crazy if I say that I could never hate you ? Even if you joined the death eater. I wouldn’t love you less. you would still be my little sister. I’ll forever see you as Bella, and not as Miss Bellatrix Black.
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We talked about founding a family. I started crying. I’m so afraid Bella. So afraid to be like our parents. I fear I won’t be a good mother, how could I ?
Wish we could see each other.
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I’ve read about your marriage today, in the paper.
Is it cruel to tell you that I wished that you had run away with me.
I know you don’t like this man, you could easily overpower Rodolphus.
Love you, still.
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Im pregnant. it wasn’t planned. I’m terrified.
I don’t know how to say it to Ted. I know he wants to have kids. But I can’t be a mother.
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I told him, we keep the baby, she’s a girl.
I’m still afraid.
The only thing that’s comforting me, is that memory of you, 9 years old, telling me you wished that I was your mother instead of Druella. It give me strength.
Thanks, with love.
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I gaves birth.
I’m not naming her after the Black tradition. Ted thought I had made this choice a long time ago.
But I wasn’t ready to decide. I’m crying now.
She looks so much like you.
I named her Nymphadora Belladona.
Belladona is for you. Ted doesn’t really like it.
With all my love, I miss you.
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I’ve heard about Narcissa’s engagement. I wish I was there with her. I know you are. I hate how old is Lucius compared to her. Don’t let her alone. Please.
With love, still.
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Nymphadora is a metamorphomagus. Even after running away for years, I’m still a black. And so is she. She’s also passionate about stars and constellations. How ironic right ?
Love.
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You’re officially a death eater. I’ve read it in the paper. There’s too many things I want to say.
I won’t write to you in this anymore.
I’m joining some friend to fight the Dark Lord.
But regardless, I love you with all my heart. We deserved better.
I love you forever, my dear Bellatrix.
My love will remain as strong as it is now, forever.
From your sister, Andromeda.