Chapter 11
" If you keep looking at her like that, I'm sure the room will be burning like Hell in a bit .", Dorcas teased Mary and shoved her with her arm and turned to look at Cassandra.
"Oh shut up, as if you don't melt at Marlene's sight.", Mary replied, without breaking her gaze.
"I do, but she's already mine, Cassandra isn't."
Remus, who was too busy listening to their conversation, felt Mary's heart go crazy after that comment.
"How do you know she's not?", Mary turned her eyes angrily to Dorcas.
"Well, you told us you weren't exclusive."
" Okay, so why are you being a bitch about it?"
" No, Mary, I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that."
"Whatever, Meadowes just let it go."
And with that, Mary left the room and Remus got up immediately to go after her.
He looked everywhere, tried every corner of the castle, until he saw her outside. Laying on the grass, with her head turned to the sky and a cigarette between her lips. Remus had never seen her smoke before. He walked silently towards her and rested his legs on the grass too, as he was staring at her.
It was so weird seeing Mary like that.
She was the happiest person alive, the most optimistic of them all, the life of the party. And right now, she was the exact opposite of these all at once.
"Are you okay?", Remus asked with a low voice - trying not to sound concerned - , as if someone was near by.
" I'm trying, you know? To get over her. To forget about the fact that she was once in love with me and I was so stupid and incapable of pulling my shit together and admit my feelings to myself. I was a coward, if you want my opinion.", she signed heavily, still avoiding Remus' eyes.
" No. I don't want your opinion. I'm gay and trust me, I know how you feel. I was in love with Sirius since I was eleven and I couldn't even admit it to my face. You shouldn't be expecting so much of yourself. I love Dorcas, you know I do, but Marls is just... She doesn't look at her the way she looks at you. When Cassandra asked her about her relationship with Dorcas, she looked at you and then fell into a depression. I was trying to get a word out of her mouth for days, but failed. ", he tried not to raise his voice so much, but he was a bit angry at Mary, for thinking so low of herself.
" I might not be over her, but I really like Cassandra. I don't even know if that is possible. "
" Yes, it is. ", Remus thought about his summer with Grant, how able he was to make his heart running and his stomach twisting at his touch. But he just couldn't forget Sirius.
" I think I'm gonna go back to talk to her,Cassandra. ", she got up and gave her unfinished cigarette to her friend and smiled down at him with grace.
" You really are one of my best friends you know that, right?"
" I know, love. Don't worry about it. Go get your girl. "
And with that, she ran back to the castle and after a minute, Remus walked back, too.
He wanted to see Sirius. Give him a tight hug and a long, sweet kiss, to thank him for being always there for him.
When he reached the common room, he found everyone there - Mary and Cassandra, as well.
He smiled to himself and went to Sirius.
He sat on his lap and put his hands around his neck, hugging him tightly.
"Are you okay, my love?", Sirius sounded a bit surprised, but still curled his arms around Remus' body and pulled him closer.
Remus didn't answer and Sirius didn't push him. He just stroked his back and let himself get lost in their touch.
They sat there for what felt like hours and Sirius was probably in pain from Remus' strong, long body on his legs, but he never complained.
Everybody had gone to their rooms, which left the young couple alone in the common room.
Remus lifted his head from the other's shoulders to look at him the way he wanted to, without having to worry about someone's staring.
He had learned Sirius' features by heart, but he never got enough of them. He never outgrew them.
They had been looking at each other for a while, when Sirius decided to bring his mouth to Remus' with a soft brush.
Remus' spine got immediately shivered and numbed. He couldn't feel his bones anymore, nor his breath.
The sounds that abandoned his throat were embarrassing and just, indescribable.
His body was lifted and put on the wall across their chair. Sirius placed himself gently against him and relaxed against Remus.
Remus cupped Sirius' waist with both of his hands and pulled it closer, pushing his right leg between Sirius'.
When his leg met Sirius' crotch, he began moving it up and down, slow in the beginning.
Sirius pulled his mouth away just an inch to let out a hot, rushed breath on Remus' face, as he grasped his leg and adjusted it right where he needed.
He immediately left a sinful moan and grabbed Remus' neck with both hands to bring him to his mouth once again.
He deepened the kiss, making it hard and demanding, hungry and consuming. After a minute, he brought his tongue to the game, just so he could kill Remus with his rush. Remus felt Sirius' moaning against their kiss, which made him go completely mental.
He still had his leg on his boyfriend's member, wishing he was giving him all the pleasure in the world.
He decided to push harder, lift faster, cycle it from a better angle.
He noticed Sirius break the kiss, arch back and moan, while having his fingers tucked in Remus' skin.
It was Remus' turn to scream from the pain and the pleasure creeping in.
"I'm so weak under your touch but
I'm never gonna let you stop.", Remus whispered, not truly trusting himself to talk.
"That's why I love it. It feels like you're mine under my arms.", Sirius adjusted his own leg between Remus' - still having Moony's on his crotch- and lifted his member gently, but hungrily.
"I am yours - AHH.", Remus sounded breathless than ever, but still managed to stick to his original plan - make Sirius come first -, so he kept on pressing his leg to his crotch.
But, that didn't last for long, as Sirius pushed his limp further and destroyed Remus completely.
"Would you like me to remind you how much mine you are?", Sirius smirked at the view in front of him, as if he weren't a mess himself.
" Aha... "
" Take of your clothes."