Chapter 4
The second he heard Sirius' footsteps, he didn't waste a minute and walked over to the door to wait, until he saw him.
Looking so perfect in his black muggle clothes, smelling like heaven and hell at the very same time.
'' Oh, hey there Moony. '', Sirius interrupted Remus' thoughts for a minute.
'' I haven't seen you tod - '', Remus didn't let him finish, as he cupped Sirius' face with his hands and pinned him against the wall so hard he thought his delicate body might break.
He kissed him hard for so long that they both needed to stop to catch their breaths.
'' Fuck '', Sirius panted.'' Well, I knew you had that much of a skill in you, but you still manage to surprise me every time. ''
Remus couldn't hear all the words coming out of Sirius' mouth. He was just looking at his face, admiring the work that his horrible mother had done.
He loved him. So much that he didn't care about anyone. Not even himself. He was trying to hide it for so long, to burry his feelings for Patfoot's sake, not wanting to put any more weight on his shouldes, since he'd already been through hell.
'' Love, are you okay? Did I do something? '' Sirius asked surprised, desperately wanting to know the answer.
How can he think that?
'' No''. Remus giggled like a child and shut him up with another fierce kiss, more steady this time. Sweeter. Slower.
He wanted Sirius to know how he felt about him.
'' You're so... Merlin. You're my everything, Moony. Please, don't let me go. '' Sirius confessed.
Remus had no idea how to respond. He wasn't very good at expressing his feelings, putting them into words. Sirius was a lot better than that. But still, he managed for his sake.
'' I wouldn't go anywhere witho - ''
Remus was cut by Sirius' lips pressed on him, this time.
He, now, had the control and Remus was all satisfied with that action.
He pushed Remus to his bed and closed the certains as fact as he could.
He put him on his lap, tugged his shirt and closed the distance between them with only a movement. Remus felt his heart running a marathon.
He kissed Sirius' neck, his jaw, his chest, feeling the smooth skin underneath, and tried to pull out his belt.
He felt Sirius' crotch harden under his pants and moved closer to his thigh. He groaned at the feeling and whispered his name a thousand times, while Sirius grasped his hips even closer.
He teased Remus' mouth with his tongue and bit his bottom lip, as Remus felt a moan escaping from his throat.
He had finally gone to some place else and wished he'd never, never go back.
He was so glad, thrilled actually, that he could be with Sirius
. Have his hands touching him, his big blue wonderful eyes, gazing at him and his precious heart loving him.
He decided, in that moment, that he would let Sirius have his heart too, without being afraid of ever him breaking it.