Chapter 4
When Sirius Black first came out as genderfluid to their boyfriend, Remus, they were scared he would break up with them, but actually the opposite happened. Remus would always ask what pronouns Sirius was using and would shower them with hugs and kisses when things got bad. And God did Sirius love it.
When Sirius woke up, she instantly knew it was a she/her day. She could never explain how she knew, she just did. She whined when she noticed Remus wasn’t there.
“Remusss.” She hissed.
“In the kitchen love.”
Sirius sighed and got out of bed. She looked in the mirror, and was…disgusted by what she saw. Her body was much to masculine and it made her want to vomit. She just stared and slowly sunk to the floor. She couldn’t do this. Not today.
Remus Lupin was getting concerned. He heard his partner, Sirius, call for him a while ago and they hadn’t emerged from the room. Remus sighed and put his book down as he started for the closed door. He tried the door knob only to find it locked.
“Siri? Are you in there?” Remus asked gently.
He heard whimpers and took that as a yes.
“Can you unlock the door please?”
Remus heard shuffling and then the sound of the lock clicking open. Remus let himself into the dark room. He did not, however, expect to find Sirius crying on the floor tangled in blankets.
“Sirius, what pronouns today?” Remus asked as he sat next to Sirius.
“She/her..” She stuttered out.
Remus hummed.
“What happened love.” Remus asked as he played with Sirius’s hair.
She sniffled.
“I woke up feeling to masc..” She admitted as she started to cry.
“Oh baby..” Remus hugged her.
Sirius clinged to Remus like he was the only thing keeping her safe.
And in a way, he was.
After Sirius calmed down, Remus moved them both over to the couch, where they were watching TV. Remus was braiding Sirius’s long hair when he had an idea.
“You know what may make you feel better?”
Sirius looked up.
“What?”
Remus stood up.
“Last time you felt like this, I let you dress me up in your masculine clothes, would you like to do that again?” Remus asked as he helped Sirius up.
She nodded excitedly and then dragged him into the bedroom.
“You’re not gonna regret this!”
Remus in fact, did not regret it. Sure, he may be used to wearing sweaters, but sometimes, wearing Sirius’s clothes were worth it to make her happy.
“Let me see, love!” Sirius called from the living room.
Remus took a deep breath and stepped into the living room, where Sirius was waiting on the couch, having changed into a dress. He will admit, he loved the hungry look Sirius had in her eyes.
“You look so adorable darling.” She said as she got up.
The two hugged.
“Thank you for taking care of me.” Sirius said.
Remus smiled.
“Of course, love.”
Sirius blushed and escaped the hug.
“Come on.” Sirius said as she led Remus to the bedroom.
He was confused.
“Where to?”
She smiled.
“Well, you look so cute, so I would like to cuddle.”
Remus had to hear nothing more.
“Yes.”