Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care

Severus Snape has always been careful. Every move has been calculated with the finest precision...but one slip up is all it takes.Remus Lupin has always loved his best friend, and has always worn his heart on his sleeve. his newest object of affection is as unreachable as anyone he's ever pursued before. Remus Lupin has always been tired.Sirius Black has never been or done either, but he has always hated Severus Snape and cared deeply for Remus Lupin.or,Severus gets dropped on Sirius' doorstep after being rescued from two months in captivity where he is rendered mute. Remus and Sirius are forced to watch over him, and these three can never just be normal about one another.or,Three emotionally stunted men walk into a bar.

Hello there,This is a fanfiction. a fanfiction of all time most certainly. I wrote this because I was stuck indoors without power and it got away from me . There are currently four prewritten chapters, but I'm writing more.SOME GROUND RULES:There is some pretty graphic stuff in this, mainly torture. Like, Severus gets his tongue cut out kinda torture. not fun things, if you'd like to skip past that scene it is the first sequence and this little guy---> 000000000000000000000000000000 (but crossed out) signifies a new POV and therefore a scene change. each chapter switches between three POVs each scene change.there are a lot of flashback scenes, they are signified by it being a lengthy amount of writing in italics.there is a mention of making out, that's in the same part as the tongue scene, and it is Severus/Lucius, just a smidge and a vague mention-but we get Severus/Remus stuff too(NOT in the tongue scene) so that's goodthere is a character death that is vague and makes more sense in the next chapter...you'll see though-I am sorrythis story takes place at the beginning of the school year in Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix, for a timeline.I DO NOT SUPPORT JK ROWLING OR HER BELIEFS. FUCK THAT. Severus is trans in this fic though it does not come up until later, so we obviously don't give a shit about her ideals.I will be updating this weekly, every Saturday is the hope.ONE MORE THING-each chapter is named after a song that I thought fit the vibe! the title is also a song. Instead of just linking the separate songs, here's the playlist of the titles:https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6nPytPh62oz9ikzRkSxBMq?si=WsZa-LYVTbuRmYzuRP_FaAsome of the songs on there are for chapters I haven't written but have plotted out. so I will be adding more songs as we go along. that being said, enjoy :) leave a comment if you'd like!Trigger Warnings: Severe violence(Tongue getting cut out, though no necessarily explicit in details), descriptions of severe injuries, mental distraught, captivity, blood and gory stuff